Part 50 ;***

Dayoom:

“rikbay*motioning with his head towards the back of the buggy*”
“are you serious?”

I was reluctant wain arkab weya!! Fashla!! Oo it’s late!
He held my hand looking at me I avoided his eyes.
Shivers were running through my body like a bolt of lightning…my hand was trembling and I couldn’t help but blush.

OH PLEASE DON’T NOTICE!!!

I’D DIE BEFORE HE NOTICES!!!

FASHLA IF I FEEL THIS WAY AND HE DOESN’T!!

“Dayoom?…*looking up at his breath-taking eyes* do you trust me?”
MORE THAN I TRUST MYSELF!!!!

I nodded and he smiled making me numb all over!
He still had my hand in his and I was losing it!!!
I wanted his hugs and I wanted to kiss him more than that I needed him.
And these thoughts are scaring me!!!!

He pulled my hand closer to him pulling my body behind it as I got on the buggy behind him.
My heart was skipping a couple of beats and my breathing fastened my hands trembled even more and he looked so calm.

Okay how am I suppose to hold on to him? Around the waist or the shoulders?
He pulled my arms around his waist and whispered “timasekay…mabeech i6ereeen 3aney” and he drove out of his chalet.

My stomach was having a slumber party and my heart pretended to be a hip DJ rocking it’s beat….my insides were all over the place!!!!

The wind was in my hair and it hurt my eyes so I hid my face in 5aled’s shoulder taking in his divine scent.

I felt myself loosening my grip…HIS SCENT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!

I felt his warm hands over mine…
“timasikay ba6eeer feech” I automatically tightened my grip around his waist as he drove extremely fast.

My head was glued to his back and my grip on him kept tightening.

He started to slow down so I moved my head away even though I wanted to remain there the rest of my life if I could.

I slightly loosened my grip but he stepped on it again and I hugged him tighter.
“5aled shwey shwey” I asked in a desperate tone
“no!” he answered in the most sexiest voice ever!!!
“5aled!!!!”
“we9alna”

We were in the middle of nowhere!! I let go of him and I kept analyzing where I was as he got off the buggy.

It was late and I was in the middle of nowhere with a guy!!

Fear replaced my confusion…why’d he bring me here?

He gave me his hand and I took it as I got off the buggy. I kept looking around. He pulled me closer to him and he started walking taking me with him.

WHAT IS GOING ON?!

He kept walking further into desert.
“5aled?” I asked in fear
“*looking at me with a smile*hala”
“where are we going?”
“you’ll see”
“bas ilbuggy *I pointed back at the buggy*”
“I know where it is lat 5afeen”
Being in the middle of nowhere at night is so scary but when you have someone like 5aled you feel safe.

I kept my pace with him as we walked further away from the buggy.
I was walking next to him trying to figure out why he brought me here.
I kept walking…HAA?!! WHERE IS HE?


I quickly turned to find him behind me in a few steps standing with a smile.
I walked back to him.

He reached for my hands and held them in his.
My heart was the only sound I could here in the dead quiet desert.

“There’s a reason I brought you here” my eyes kept looking into his.
I’M SCARED!!!!!
“which is?” I asked terrified
“*looking to see if he could read my eyes* I needed a place to tell you *taking a breath* some place I can tell you without you running scared”
“let me get this right… you brought me here so that you can talk to me? Without giving me the chance to run if I wanted to?….*looking at him so scared!!!*”
“*smiling* yeah”

OKAY PEOPLE I’M SCARED!!!! SCARED!!!!!!

I kept looking at him waiting for it.
“Deema *breathing loudly which clearly meant he was nervous!* a7ibich”

My ears started ringing….I7IBNEY??!!! I7EBINEY?!!!

OMG!!!.... ME?!!!!....REALLY??!

That one word was able to make my knees weak, my hands shake and my heart skip a thousand beats.

Unconsciously I realized I started to slightly smile* It was so tiny no one would notice my smile….it looked like a twich*…I guess I liked hearing it.

“Deema?” he asked with fear tightening his grip on my hands.
“hmm?” I couldn’t talk!!!!
“say something”
WHAT SHOULD I SAY?!!!!.... I FEEL THE SAME WAY?? I DON’T KNOW IF I FEEL THE SAME WAY!!!!
Laish i7bney ana?
“laish?” that’s all I could come up with?!!!
“shino laish deema?….la2any a7ibich”

I couldn’t think…I squeezed my eyes, I pulled my hands away from his and I turned giving him my back.
What am I suppose to say?!!

I CAN’T BELIEVE I ASKED “LAISH?”... SHIT WHAT DO I DO?