Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Part 66 :***

dedicated to mama ID ;**
this is probably the longest post yet :P
sorry for not posting sooner ;**
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DALAL:

2 weeks later….(back in the city)

7amad’s eyes are on me all the time!!!…I didn’t know he’s going to be this protective.
Every time I get a phone call his eyes turn on me as fast as a bolt of lightning….whenever I receive a message his eyes are close to me…whenever I leave the gang he’ll pretend he wants water and is right behind me!!

And before I go to bed he checks I’m in my room bas not in an obvious way. I need to have a word with him …

Yasoofy calling….

My smile grew just by seeing his name on my screen…I was in our living room and the gang was all there… I went to the kitchen to talk to Yousef privately since no one knows about him except for 7amad and Dayoom.

I picked up the phone and listened to his breathing without saying a word.
“……….”
“7abeebty?”
“hmm?”
“ walaht 3alaich”
“me too...*7amad walks into the kitchen*”
“I want to see you”
“me too”
I felt like I couldn’t speak!
“meet me tonight at X”
“tonight?!”
“ee baby I wanna see you”
“I can’t”
please walla walhan 3alaich…sneak out”
“sneak out?! *laughing* I’ll see what I can do”
I turned around forgetting he was ever there…SHIT!!
“I’ll see you soon baby”
“ok” I answered my eyes on 7amad.

7amad looked really angry and I felt something cold creep up my spine!

I shut the phone and we haven’t moved at all! Still staring at each other.
“hey”
“Dalal wain bitro7een?”
“what?”
“wain bitro7een?!!!!”
he got angrier

I was quiet he was really scary…I’ve never seen him like this before.

He held my hand and pulled me behind him out the door and into his car.
I didn’t object I was too scared.

He got in and closed his door and he drove off.

1 msg From Yousef:
Wain ray7a ma3a?!!


OMG!! WHAT HE’S WATCHING ME NOW?!!

I wanted to ask 7amad so badly but I just couldn’t!!

He parked in an isolated parking…no one was around and I knew why he did that…
He was going to give me a talk and he wasn’t going to let me go until he finish’s it!! I just know it!
He could tell I was afraid.
“mu ana illy t5afeen mina...” meaning I should be afraid of Yousef.
“7amad..”
“Dalal batkalm oo bitsm3eeni lai ila5er” I nodded no way was I going to object.
“marti7tla…and what your doing is wrong…I’ve tried to accept it and be there for you but I can’t…there’s something about this guy I just think you shouldn’t see him anymore” WHAT?!!!!
“7amad”
“Dalal!! You know I’m looking out for you and this guy..*looks really angry!* he’s asking you to sneak out! Wain ga3deen!”
“7amad stop it! You’ve been over protective for the last two weeks!! And I’ve seen him for more than 2 months…he would’ve hurt me by now…don’t judge him!”
“Dalal!!! He’s never going to care about you like I do!”
“7amad! He’s…wait what?” WHAT DID HE MEAN?!!
“*worried eyes!!* Dalal I’ve known you for 4 years he’s a guy you’ve known for a few months…who are you going to trust?”
“7amad you can’t do this…I trust both of you…why can’t you see that he’s a really good person…he was the guy who helped me during the buggy incident”
“what?*shocked*”
“7amad I’m not the kind of person who talks to strange guys…he came by to see if I was ok and we got to talking…what was I suppose to do? Ignore him? And after that I started seeing him frequently…nothing was between us we were just friends but then we became more than friends”
“shisma?” that’s all he said in a low voice
“7amad”
“isma 7amad? Dalal abby isma”
“why?!!”
“Dalal!!”
“Yousef”
Yousef shino?”
“7amad I want to go home now!”
“I’m not done yet”
“yes you are…take me home!”

“Dalal!! Sim3eeny 3adel…hal Yousef itwa5reen 3ana fahamtay?!”

1 msg from Yasoofy:
YOU WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!!! FAHAMTAY!

Too much drama!!! Both guys I love can’t stand each other!!

“7amad it’s my life! Take me home!!”
“walla Dalal in 3araft inch weya walla bitshoofeen shay ma shiftee” I couldn’t hold back the tears… I got out of his car I couldn’t take it any longer… I ran away from him.

I heard his door shut which meant he got out of his car but I didn’t look back.

There was no way I am going to get back into his car…no way!

I looked back and there he was on my tail!! I ran as fast as I could and I turned the corner…I looked back and he wasn’t there anymore…he still didn’t appear around the corner…he probably gave up.

I walked in the dark towards a road and I had my phone with me but what good was it if I didn’t know where the hell I was?!

As I walked lights came from behind and freaked me out!!! I turned around and I was blinded for a moment when I noticed that it was a car!


7AMAD!!


I stopped walking because I knew it was hopeless. He got out of the car really angry and his stare made me freeze in my place. I couldn’t run even if I wanted to.

He walked towards me slowly but I felt his anger.

He held my arm and started to yell at me!!!

“YAHEL?!!! LAW 9AR FEECH SHAY?!!! SHFEECH DALAAL!!!......” he kept yelling and I couldn’t make up the rest I was too scared I felt like I was going to throw up right then and there.

He pulled me back to his car and placed the seatbelt on me as my tears of fear fell. He drove out of this place…but he stopped at the side of the road after a while…breathing heavily and he sighed.

“Dalal walla magoolich hal shay ila itha kint 5ayef 3alaych…Dalal you’re too young for this” HE SEES ME AS A KID?!!!
I didn’t talk much I was still too frightened.
“Dalal lo 9ij i7bich chan ti8adamlich” WHAT?!
“maby atzawaj il7een” I said softly
“I know so there’s no point in doing what you’re doing…in the end they’ll hurt you”
“ba3dain lazem it5afeen 3ala sim3tich…” he has a point but Yousef would never hurt me like that.

I looked out my window as slowly tears made their way down my cheeks.

I felt something warm on my hands and I knew it was his hands holding me. I didn’t want to look back but he squeezed it hard.

I turned to look at him with my teary eyes and he softly wiped them away with his thumb. He leaned closer to me and my heart froze not realizing what was happening…he kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear.

“I’m only thinking about you”

He took me home and I went to bed as soon as we got in.
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Dayoom:

5aled has been out of control lately!!! Whenever no one’s looking he would whisper in my ear or give me a quick peck on the cheeks without any heads up. My face would change color and I would be questioned a lot while 5aloody enjoys the show!! Ya3nii I didn’t think he was this crazy! I remember the first time he quickly kissed my cheek….

2 weeks ago…

I was sitting in the chalet and Dalool and 7amad were next to each other…7amad looking over at everything she’s doing and Fajoor was busy on her phone texting god knows who when he dived in for his kiss…I didn’t see it coming and we’ve never gone that far so as soon as his lips touched my cheek I turned my head so fast that we bumped heads…I starting rubbing my head and my cheeks starting to burn so fast…first he kisses me then I repay him by bumping heads?!! But it was entirely his fault!! What if they saw us?!!! I was so scared tears were in my eyes.

They laughed at us and it lightened the mood a bit but he was too reckless!!! How are we going to explain what’s going on? Oh I kissed her by accident?!!
He could feel my discomfort and how it was scaring me so he leaned in and he whispered in my ear.
“I just couldn’t hold it in any longer” he smiled his naughty smile and if I said I didn’t like it I would be lying. I loved every little thing about it.

I remember sneaking out of the chalet at 3 am because he threatened me…

I was heading to bed since it was 1 am and it’s really late so I said goodnight to them all…Dalool was already asleep in her room.

7amad and Fajoor left the chalet and 5aled was standing there. I was heading towards the stairs when his big warm hands got a hold of me.

“wain ry7a?”
“banam”
“mat nameen”
“why”
“meet me outside at 3”
“5aled!! Shino 3!!! I’m sleeping goodnight”
“wala in ma6ala3tay at 3!! Walla I’ll come in and I’ll kidnap you myself”
5aled I’m not coming”
“then I’ll meet you in your room at 3…goodnight”
he turned to walk away but I grabbed his hands.
“you’re not serious!”
meet me at 3! Or else” this time he looked serious and it scared me.
He bit his lips holding back a smile.
“yal 5awafa…I’ll see you at 3” he kissed my forehead and left.

At 3…

I couldn’t sleep at all! All I kept thinking of was why does he want to see me now? as soon as my clock read 3 am I got out of bed.

Wore my black training and tied my black hair in a ponytail. I wore my black pumas. Basically I looked like I was planning to rob something.

I tip toed out of the chalet to meet my stalker.

I saw him IN THE LIVING ROOM.

“tawnee kint ba93adlich” he smiled devilishly.
“5aled walla..em..can’t we”
“shh *placing his finger on my lips and holding my wrist as he pulled me behind him* ana weyach nothing’s going to happen”

This is so Dalool….this isn’t me…I can’t handle stuff like this. I wish I was more daring like her.
We walked out and got into his blue cayenne. My heart was pounding and I remember I felt like
passing out when he cut my day dreaming short.

“Dayoom you trust me?”
“*turning to look at him*yes”
“then stop worrying”
EASY FOR YOU TO SAY!!!! I’M LEAVING MY CHALET AT 3!!!!! MY PARENTS THINK I’M ASLEEP!!!

WHAT IF THEY WAKE UP AND FIND MY BED EMPTY?!!!

“Dayoom!” I quickly turned to face him
stop it” I took a deep breath and I trusted him.

He drove out and went to this isolated place it was different because we were on top of this little mountain. He got out and pulled me out of the car with him.

It was just the two of us, alone with nothing around us but the unending sandy dessert. It was to die for.

He held me from behind close to his heart and at that moment I believed in anything. I was safe and warm…but I was LOVED.

He kept hugging me from behind as he leaned against the hood of his car.

My hands rested on top of his arms that wrapped around me and he was whispering in my ear all his dreams, wishes and thoughts.

After that we were quiet for a few minutes but then he dropped the bomb.

“marry me” he whispered in my ear. I remember trembling and his hold on me tightened.

I’m 18!! I can’t…I Love him bas I can’t. he’s too young for this as well.

I was still in his arms and my back was resting on his chest.
“5aled*turning to face him* what are you saying?”
“you heard me…marry me”
“you’re not thinking this through we’re too young”
“no I have thought this through and I want you as my wife…I’m not young I can support the both of us…what do you say?”
“5aled I…I..it’s too early”
“just say no”
“why are you doing this?”
“imshay inridich il chalet”
“wait…you can’t just drop this on me and make your own decision about this!! I haven’t answered you and you’ve already let me go?!”
“Deema let’s go” DEEMA?!!!!
“I hate you” I walked towards the car got in and I looked out my window.

He was sitting next to me and the silent tears kept pouring out my eyes.
I know I LOVE him…I know that. I know he’s the man I want for the rest of my life. I know what I had for 7amad is nothing compared to what I have for my 5aled but he just dumped me!

He didn’t start the car he just sat in his seat quiet while I focused all my attention on my window giving him my back. I didn’t want to see him. I heard him open his door but I didn’t bother looking back at him. My tears kept falling and I just wanted the comfort of my own bed. I want to wake up and find out that this has just been a dream. That 5aled and I are still together.


Next thing I knew my door was swung open and he stood there facing my wet face. I didn’t want to him to look at me like this so I looked the other way. As I was trying my best not to cry my heart out he pulled me hard and fast out of my seat crashing me into his hard warm chest.

I was both scared and hurt. I couldn’t hold it in I cried like I’ve never cried before. He kept me in his arms and he gently caressed my back trying to ease my pain.

I cried until it hurt…I cried until I couldn’t anymore. He was like a drug to me…my own pain killer. He took all the weight I carry off my shoulders with one look…takes away my pain with a smile or a touch. Numbs my pain with his hugs. He didn’t say a word he just kept me in his arms and kept caressing my back until I calmed down.

“5aled *sniff* I..” I barely choked out his name I was in the stages where you can’t breathe well from all the crying. He pushed me back on the seat *still out the car leaning on my seat* his face was an inch away. I thought he was going to kiss me but turns out he was reaching for a water bottle.
I drank it.
“I told you I never want to lose you”
“you almost did” he was shocked
“I just want you in my life…all the time”
“5aled a7bik” it’s the first time I ever tell him that.
He leaned in and kissed my forehead.
“o0 ana amout 3alaich” his smile shone brighter than ever.
“5aled bagoolik shay bas latga63ny” he nodded fear was in his eyes.
“5aled abby atzawejik…I want nothing more than to be with you” he smiled insanely
“bas not now…we’re too young and maybe you’ll change your mind in the future”
“Deema I don’t just say things like that unless I was 100 percent sure…maybe it’s you that’ll change your mind” he was angry
“5aled”
Deema it7ibny wela ga3d itjamleeny?”
“akeed a7ibik 5aled!! I would never say that unless I meant it!” he smiled slightly but he was disappointed.
“I don’t want to hurt you but I can’t marry you now…I’m not ready to 5aled but I love you ” his smile grew and my eyes started to tear up again.
do you know how much I love you?” I shook my head…I REALLY WANTED TO KNOW.

He bit his lip and kissed my forehead staying that way for a long time. I felt his lips on my forehead I closed my eyes taking in every moment and I just can’t help it. I’m so in-love!

“I’m going to marry you Deema xxxxxxx” I smiled at the thought of spending the rest of my life with him.
He opened his car door and pulled out a Cartier box…THE BOX!!! You know what I mean!!! A ring box!
“I bought this as a promise ring” he could sense my fear.
“5aled you didn’t have to”
“I wanted to” he opened the box and in it was the most beautiful ring I’ve ever laid eyes on.
“I want you deema and this means I’ll wait for you” I smiled

He took it out and there was a gold necklace underneath it…he put it through and placed it on my neck. His promise ring was on my neck and it won’t leave my neck.

We hugged and cuddled next to each other watching the sun rise.
We stayed in his car and I don’t know how I fell asleep but I did.

I woke up to his voice.
“Dayooma? 7abeebty? 7ayatee? Dayoomty?”
“hmm*slightly smiling*” next thing I felt was his lips on my cheek.
“gomay…we9alna” I opened my eyes slowly looking around…I was in our chalet again. I was so sleepy and out of it that 5aloody came to my door and helped me out.

He kept his hand on my arm guiding me to the front door.

“I can..it’s oh…night” I made no sense what I was going to say is “I can walk it’s ok you can let go good night”
“baby shga3ad itgooleen?” he said it smiling. He knew what I meant he just wanted another show.
“bye”
“afaa”
“sleep please”
meaning I want to sleep so badly.
He lifted me off the floor so fast and he entered our chalet. I was so tired but this just freaked me out.
“no..5aled..don’t…I can” I was sleepy but I was not stupid. What if someone saw us?!!
“shhhhh” I just rested my head on his shoulders as he carried me up to my room and into bed. He kissed my forehead and left.

From that day on he’s been untamable. A few kisses on the cheek a few on my forehead, holding hands under the table. Sneaking out at night to see him. I love him more than anything in the world. He’s my everything now!
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DALAL:

Yousef calling…

I picked up I knew he was pissed off for riding with 7amad I just know it!

“aloo?”
“wain re7tay weya?!” he was really angry trying his best not to yell.
“he wanted to talk”
“mayigdar ikalmich fil bait? Aw telephone?”
“Yousef…stop it…why do you keep doing this?!”
“Dalal walla matshoofeena marathanya!! Sim3tay?!!”
“na3am!! You know what…you need to grow up and then call me” and by that I hanged up.

He called me back and I thought he was going to apologize since he usually always does.

“marathanya matsakreen itelephone!! Bacher bamoorch isa3a 7 am be ready”
And this time he hanged up.

7 am.

I was ready wearing my blue dress with a brown waist belt and my gladiators. My Cucci sunglass and my oversized brown bag. I let my hair down and applied mascara, eyeliner and blush. Dapped natural toned lipstick on my lips.i got a message saying he was out and I headed out to see Yousef.

I saw his car in our garage…I got in his G-class and he drove out without a word.

I was scared because I didn’t know what he was feeling or thinking. Was he still upset?

Where are we going?!

“wain ray7een?” he ignored me
“Yousef! wain imwadeeny” he turned to look at me and looked back at the streets.
We were on the road to the chalets!!
“Yousef take me home *ignoring me* take me home NOW!” what does he want to do?!! What the hell is he thinking?!!! I have class!!

He drove into a chalet I’ve never seen before and he turned off the engine.

“nizlay” it’s the first word he said today!
“maby wadny ilbait!”
“nezlay a7sanlich”

I got out of his car shutting the door behind me but I didn’t move. I stayed near my door.
“imshay” he started moving towards his chalet and this feeling in the pit of my stomach was telling me not to. I felt like he was going to hurt me.

He came around towards me

Grabbed my arm and pulled me behind him.

I started to cry because I was so scared.

He pulled me up the stairs and into a bed room.
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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Part 65 ;**

ENJOY ;**
this for all my silent reader ;**

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DALAL:

SELMA!!!!! WAII3!!

“7amad Selma hini”
“wain?”
“warak…shaklha bit’hawash”
“mat mid eedha”
“*laughing he looked so funny* OMG!!”
“shfeech?!!”
“the plan’s working!!...now she’ll think we’re together*laughing*”
“*laughing*you’re crazy!!”
“I know….say something nice she’s coming over”
“Dalool a7ibich Walla a7ibich” I blushed while giggling

HOW I WISH THOSE WORDS WERE REAL!!!

“7amad?”
“oh…Selma? Shlonich?”
“I’ve been better…mino hathy?”
“madach tinsainy sula?” hehehhe !
Selma!*correcting me!! Hehehe* I meant what are you doing with her?*looking back at 7amad*”
“ilwa7ed maygdar yi6la3 ma3a 5a6eebta?” I was holding back a laugh I just stared at my plate.
“5a6eebtik?*shock* o0 ana shino?”
“Selma latinsain illy sawaity welly baina int’ha…ba3dain ana a7ibha”
“laa walla ma nesait o0 mesra3 ma you got over it”

I was really quiet ‘cause it would be rude and harsh if I said something.

“3ad malegait illa hal ” EXCUSE ME??????!!!!!!!!!!! He stopped her before she said anything.
“gi’6bay ilsanich a7sanlich” 7ABEEBY
“I guess I was too much for you clearly you like” SAY WHAT?!!!!! He interrupted her.
“SELMA!!! Imshay il7een a7sanlich” he was really angry…he wouldn’t hit a girl would he?
“7amad?!” she used the victim role now.
“too bad I didn’t bring any popcorn” SHIT!!! I SAID THAT OUT LOUD?!!!

They turned to see me…7amad had humor in his eyes while Selma looked like she was either going to attack me or pour the soup over my head.

My eyes popped and my mouth shut tight. I quickly looked down on my plate.

WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!!
Ugh! You’ll be back…*turning to look at me min foug la ta7at* I feel sorry for you”
“no no that was my line” seriously she was freaking’ MAD!!

I held 7amad’s hand and she eyed us with hatred.

“7ayatee I was thinking about the wedding since we agreed we’re getting married after I finish college…umm do you want it in june? Or winter?”
“illy tabeena 7abeebty”
“ugh!!” she turned and left.
I laughed as soon as she was out of sight.

“so since it’s out…. I guess we have no choice but to get married”
“I guess so*shrugging my shoulders”
We laughed and continued our meal.
“she really is insane…why the hell did you go out with her?”
“she *rethinking what to say*..”

So he told me everything…Selma was a big lie.
She made him believe that she was all innocent and pure…she was shy, nice and very fragile
*HARD TO BELIEVE* but as time went by she was acting strange…in the end he found out he’d been played.

She had 2 other guys besides him and she claims she loves my 7amad and that it just happened (the other guys). He gave her a chance bas she blew it so my 7amad was more than forgiving.
“Wow I’m so sorry”
“Don’t be…you’re stuck with me...so our wedding chena june a7la?”
“*laughing* look I don’t care but I get to pick the next girl you date”
“shlon Dalool? I’m getting married*winking at me I could just die*” the way he said it was hilarious…he was really funny today more than usual.

We finished made our way to his Aston.

“7amad no speeding we just ate”
inshala illy tabeena” I smiled proudly
He took off and he FREAKIN’ SPED!!!
“7AMAD!!”
“shfeech?”
“slow down!”
“*sigh*you’re not fun”
“laaa? Fine by all means do speed”
and he DID!!!
I was actually having fun.
“7amad?”
“hala?”
“you think if a person falls in love they stay that way forever?”

He slowed down and turned to read my face… I was beyond nervous I really don’t know what he was able to read.

He slowed looking at the road and then back at me and finally stopped at the side of the road.

“shfeek? Malla da3y itwa8ef ilsayra”
“Dalal is there something you want to tell me?”
“no I was just wondering… why’d you stop? It was a silly question and you haven’t answered yet”


I tried acting cool making it seem like it was just a passing thought.

“I think love never dies… if they both are alive then it lives on with them…”
“Never?!... but…never mind”
“No tell me”
“it’s nothing”
“Dalool talk”
“I am!…”
“what is it?”
“what?” SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!
“fee shay tabeen itgoleena?” WHY DOES HE KNOW ME SO WELL?!!! YET ALL THESE YEARS HE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT MY FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM!!!!


“no…bas why is it so hard to find for some and others can find it easily?”
“lucky bastards” shakla mu 9ij!!! HAHAHAHA Too confident for his own good!!
“*laughing* yeah yeah….let’s go home” he smiled and drove back home

“I know that’s not it so I’ll wait” he added confidently
I looked out my window kilish maby ishoof ta3abeery.

1 msg From Yousef:
Wainich 7ayatee?

To Yousef
Out to dinner ib nino and now I’m on my way back

From Yousef:
Ma3a mino??!!

WTH?!!!!

To Yousef:
Shfeek?

From Yousef:
MA3A MINO?!!!! JAWBENY?!!

To Yousef:
7amad

Madree lasih I couldn’t send it…I wanted to bas I was scared.
From Yousef:
JAWBENY DALAAL MA3A MINO?

Yousef calling.....

Shit!!!!

I hanged up on him.

To Yousef:
I’m with my friend 7amad DON’T CALL!!!!

From Yousef:
NA3AM?!!!!!!! IBKAIFICH?!!! MIN GALICH TI6L3EEN WEYA?!!

IS HE SERIOUS?!!! 7AMAD WAS IN MY LIFE BEFORE HE EVER WAS.

To Yousef:
3adel isloobik lawsama7t!! and when u do then call me.

From Yousef:
Mintay shayfta mara thanya FAHMATNY!

I wrote over 6 drafts I couldn’t send anything I was too frightened

“mino?” I MEAN SERIOUSLY DOES HE EXPECT ME TO LET 7AMAD GO???
MY PARENTS AND BROTHERS KNOW 7AMAD AND THEY ALL TRUST HIM.
“Dalal?”
“oh! Hala?”
“shfeech?”
“salamtik bas feeny ilnoom”
“taw ilnas ma9art 10”
“lo-ong day”
I acted cool but I feel like he can sense some things up.

We got back and we stayed together for an hour in 7amad’s chalet with the gang. After that hour

I excused myself and went to my room to see what’s up with Yousef.

Calling Yousef…
“wainich?”
“chalet”
“6l3eely bara bakalimich”

He hanged up.

I walked out to him…he still doesn’t know I took off my cast and he ruined my best day!

I saw him out waiting for me. He was shocked but the anger was still in his eyes. I DID NOTHING WRONG!!!

His eyes rolled down to my left ankle.

“I took off my cast”
“meta?”
“ilyoom”
“laish magilteely?”
“I wanted to surprise you”
“Dalal...*here it comes* laish magilteely bit6l3een?”
he asked softly.
“emm I didn’t know…em”
“*smiling* tell me next time ok?” I nodded
“Yousef..*looking at me* 7amad is my best friend and..”
“I know…I over reacted..to me he’s another guy and it drives me crazy” GOD IF HE KNEW I WAS INLOVE WITH HIM WHAT THE HELL WOULD HAPPEN?
“you need to trust me”
“I do”
“*smiling* then you have nothing to fear”
he smiled and grabbed my wrist dragging me behind him
“haa?!! Yousef?! wain ray7een?”
“to celebrate”
“it’s late!”
“you trust me?”
I DON’T KNOW!!!
“aaa??”
He stopped and turned to face me
“I would never hurt you” I smiled and followed him to the chalet we hanged in before.
We stayed there talking and walking around some more. We sat down on the sand discussing the future and stuff bas nothing too deep…I didn’t want to get into it.
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School started!!!

So it was goodbye chalet and hello house.

I would see Yousef on Mondays and sometimes on Wednesday nights in different places. Our relationship is stronger and he trusts me now.

7amad…I get to see him 3 times a week since he’s welcome at our house and I’m over at there’s all the time.

He has something to say I can see it in his eyes but I don’t know what’s holding him back…we used to say everything to each other.

After the first month in college we decided to spend the weekend in the chalet. I want to tell 7amad about me and Yousef. I feel like he has the right to know since he always tells me about the girls in his life.

If I don’t I’ll feel like I’m lying to myself…I need 7amad’s advice on something between me and Yousef and Dayoom is no expert on that field.
…………………………………………………
At the chalet:

I was sitting with 7amad on his porch stairs. He was talking about how this was his last course and stuff when I interrupted him.

eemm 7amad?”
“hala?”
“I need to tell you something”
“me too”
“oh?”
“ee bas goolay illy 3indich awal”
“ok…emm…you know how you always ask for my opinion and advice?”
“yeah?” he interrupted me
“let me finish!”
“asef kamlay”
“on dating?” he nodded
“well I kinda need yours now” I don’t know what it is but his eyes were weird.
“shga3d itgooleen Dalool”
“I met this guy..*focusing on me* and he’s really nice...i’ve been talking to him for almost 2 months now”
“2 months?” I nodded he was really quiet
"bas my question is..aa..how long did you wait before you know?” his eyes popped and he looked really angry.
“Dalal shga3ad itgooleen you wait until marriage”
“what? Why? I mean if you”
“you wait!!!”
“what are you talking about? Why wait?”
“Dalal wain ga3deen you can’t you hear me!!!”
“it’s just a kiss shil mushkila?”
“a kiss? *looks taken back* I don’t care you wait”
“wait what did you think I was talking about?” he was quiet.
WHAT WAS IT?

OH MY GOD!!!! HE THOUGHT I WAS TALKING ABOUT SEX!!!! MY GOD!!!

oh my god!!! NO!!*hitting him* I’m not that stupid!!”
“I’m sorry but you were”
“I was what?!!! 7amad I was asking about a kiss not…anyway let’s just let it go”
“Dalool don’t”
“I’m not ready to anyway bas I wanted to know when you…when your suppose to you know?”
"there isn't a time for it...if you’re not ready then don’t and it happens when you feel right about but you don’t right?”
“yes it’s weird I just can’t…madreee laish I mean he’s great bas I feel like it’s my first kiss and I want it to be perfect”
“ then wait”
“7amad no one knows about”
“and no one will” he promised and I smiled
“bas promise me something ok?”
“ok?”
“when you see him you tell me and before you do anything come to me…zain?”
I smiled and nodded.
“you were going to say something”
“it’s not important”

Part 64 ;***

LONG POST ENJOY ;**
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DALAL:

The day I remove my cast!!!!

I lied to everyone and told them that it was due next week…I along with Linda headed back home since “I forgot a few things and I was going to see a friend in need” it was the best I could come up with and this time my dad was fine leaving me in a house alone for a few days. 7amad was against it but I managed to work my magic on him ;P.

Raju took me to the hospital straight away. I went in and met my dr.

“hey kid”
“hi” KID?
“ready to have you leg back ?”
“was it ever gone?” we laughed

He was funny but I’m here to get this cast off so could you please?!!!

“ok so take it easy for the first few days and don’t over stress yourself”
“I’m a teenager it’s what we do best” we laughed… I was comfortable around him maybe because he’s not Kuwaiti...I don’t know.
“now Dalal first we’ll get x-rays and then see what happens next”
“wait…you mean there’s a possibility I’ll leave here with a cast still??!!”
“yes”
“There were no warning signs for that!!” he laughed and I was serious I was fed up!!
“Don’t worry most likely you’re more than ready to have it removed”

After my x-rays I waited as I saw him observe my x-rays intently.

“So…I guess we’re taking off the cast”

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

My speech:
This was so unexpected...I don’t know what to say…*fake tear* I would like to thank my Indian doctor whose name I can’t pronounce…and I would like to give a shout out to my now healed left ankle… I would also like to thank myself for getting me here and standing by my side through this all and most importantly I would like to give a proper farewell to my cast…you’ve been a major pain in the ass but if it wasn’t for you my leg would still be broken…
Thank you


“ummm…Dalal?”
“yes?!!!”
“Welcome back* CRAP!! AFASHEL!!! *are you ready?”
“Yes!..emm it’s not going to hurt is it?”
“no…I am very careful with the saw” he cut my cast and I shut my eyes close I was really scared.

Dr.$%^&*(&^%0@ (seriously can’t pronounce his name)
Helped me off the table and held my hands as I walked on both my legs…it’s hard at first but then you get the hang of things.

I was walking fine after 10 mints

I WALKED out of the hospital to Raju and Linda. They congratulated me and took me home.

The next day I went back to the chalet.

I MISSED MY HAPPY PLACE!!!

I MISSED MY POOL AND I MISSED MY WALKS ALONG THE BEACH!!!

As soon as we arrived I walked in to the chalet and NO ONE!! Was around so I walked out of back glass door towards the beach when I saw him!!

As soon as my eyes landed on him I ran towards him as fast as I could.

They were all there standing with a couple of mouths dropped.

I literally jumped on him and gave him the biggest hug ever.

I WAS SO EXCITED ALL OF A SUDDEN!!

He swung me left and right and I could hear some of them yell and others laughing.

It was chaotic!! I was laughing in his arms as he tightened his grip and dug his face in my hair.

“OMG!!!! DALOOOOOL!!!”
“YA 7MARA LAISH MAGELTLINA?!!”
“WALLLA MAYNOOOOOOOONA!!”

I was laughing as they kept gasping in shock. 7amad kept me in his arms as I was laughing he joined.

He slowly placed me down. I was so happy I just couldn’t refuse twirling in the sand and my white dress moved with me.

“walla maynoona!!”

I ignored them and went near my love (the sea) and twirled, turned and danced then I felt
Fajoor next to me doing the same thing!!! Dayoom joined and it was the three of us on the beach twirling and dancing.

I felt arms around me stopping me. He hugged me from behind.

“there’s something different” 7amad asked
I turned and yelled
“7AMAD!!!” he laughed
“madree shino bas fee shay mit’3ayer”
“you’re right Dalool shimsawya?” 5aled asked

I shook my left leg and they both looked confused.

“she took off her cast idiots!” Dayoom answered them.

5aled walked towards her and whispered
“idiots?” and she blushed like crazy!!

Something’s up!!

I kept twirling holding my white dress swishing it here and there.
I WAS A KID AGAIN!!

7amad came from behind me again and held my arms which stopped my happy dance.
“mu 7ilwa tin3kif reeylich o0 tinkser”
I gasped and they bursted out laughing.

We walked back to the chalets with 7amad’s arm around my shoulder.

I walked in saw my parents and walked to them in a happy silly dance walk. The gang was laughing hysterically.

YOU WON’T GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!

My dad walked back to me with the same moves.

We were both in slow motion and our dance was hilarious as soon as I reached my dad we fist bumped and I FIST BUMPED MY MOM!!!

We didn’t say a word I turned around still in my slow motion happy silly dance and walked back to the group.

“mabrook” my mom said shaking her head
She was probably thinking “why in hell do I have such a crazy abnormal girl?!! Will she ever grow up?!!!...This girl will never change” I hope not.
“*smiling* alla ebarik feech”

After I SETTLED down the questions started.

“Dalool laish magilteelena?”
“bas I wanted to surprise you”
“that you did” I laughed
“laa Dalool you should’ve told us”
“emm 7amad…lets go” I grabbed his hand and pulled him behind me.
“wain ry7een?” asked 5aled slyly
“shut up it’s between me and him”

7amad was taken back but he was holding my hand and following me.

“you got your keys?”
“*smiling and realizing what I want* always do”

We went to his car….my dream car...
He opened my door and I got in!!!

I was taking in everything. Memorizing the moment in my head.
“so am I really the first to sit here?”
I’m not going to lie to you *shit it’s not me!!*…you are”
“7amaaad!!” he laughed.

He drove out of the chalet and I was on cloud 9!! Seriously it’s the best day ever!!!!!

I heard the smooth roar of the engine and it was so smooth it glided through the roads and streets like a feather.

“rab6a i7zamich?” is he serious? No!!
“yes” I lied
He looked my way and raised both his eye brows

“fine!* putting on my seatbelt*”
“better pray we make it out alive”
“what?” he pressed on the pedal and zoomed through the few cars…he was insane!!!

But he was really smooth Even though he was driving extremely fast.

Everything around us was out of focus.

“7amad slow down!!”
“scared?”
“you wish!”
“is that right?”
he drove even faster and my heart was racing.
We came to a red light and so he stopped and turned to look at me with a “up to no good” smile…it was kind of HOT!
“now?”
“*laughing* in your dreams”
“so you wouldn’t mind if I killed you?”
“Let’s try this baby out”
I challenged

His eyes were on me as the lights turned green he stepped on it.

He’s eyes still on me. I was so close to fainting!! He was insane!!!

He moved his eyes away from mine and looked back at the road.

I held my own and I think I showed him I was man enough (sort of).

He was still driving recklessly (for his speed nothing else).

“so are you ever going to slow down?”
“look at my girl so scared”
“you think I’m scared?”
I said confidently I AM SO SO SO!! SCARED!!

He was flying by I couldn’t even see clearly.

“*laughing* I’ve never been more at ease in my life”

“is that so?” he really took it far. He was now passing cars left and right….he passed an almost red light (it was orange that turned red as we passed!! Which means slow down!!!!!!!!) and he almost made me cry!!

I was together until he turned to look at me.

“keep your eyes on the road!” I yelled
“what if I don’t want to? *eyes still on me and his speed is still the same!!!!!!!!!!!*”
“7amad I swear to god I will make you pay for it”
“Threatening your driver…you should know better than that” he warned
“oh? And what are you going to do about it?” I’M STUBBORN WHAT CAN I SAY??!!!

He drove faster than ever and I was so close to yelling at him but I bit my lip.

NO WAY WILL I TELL HIM!!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM NOT SCARED!!! I AM SOO SCARED!!!!

“so is that the best you can do?” CRAP WTH AM I DOING???!!!! THIS IS THE STUBBORN SIDE OF ME!!!

He turned to look at me still maintaining the crazy speed.

“Impressive”

“Read my lips…’cause I’m only going to say this once”

“Yeah?”

“There’s a red light up ahead” he was taken back and looked back at the road slowing down.

As we got to it he stopped and turned to look at me…for the first time I was fine…I REALLY WAS
OK…I felt composed and at ease. The adrenalin rush was amazing and I want more!!

“want us to stop”
“and break your baby’s heart?” he looked really confused
“it’s okay…you’re new I’ll make sure he treats you better*rubbing on the aston* so got a name for your baby?”
“*laughing nervously*what?”
“you ok? Or was today too much for you?”
“hahaha….want more”
“give it to me” I challenged
“you asked for it”

As the lights turned green we were gone flying by houses and building.

“There aren’t any cops around right?”
“Why? *looking at me* are you scared?”
“You want me to be? Eyes on the road mister!!*giving him a look”
“walla 6ala3tay mu hayna”
“you just noticed?”
he laughed

We were back in the city .

“hungry?”
“starving”
“good”
he drove towards Niño illy 3al ba7ar.

We got out and entered the place it wasn’t crowded nor empty it was fine.
We sat in a table and the waitress took our orders.

“7amad I want you to promise me something”

He gave me his undivided attention

“promise you won’t ever drive like that again” he smiled
“I’m serious…if anything happens to you I …just promise me please”
“I can’t…I might break it”
“7amad please don’t…we had fun…bas I …I don’t care you have to promise me!”
“Dalool nothing’s going to happen” at that moment my soup arrived and our drinks.

I swear if anything happens to him I’ll lose it!! I just can’t picture my life without him.
“hey*I looked up at him* stop thinking that way…” I took a deep breath and drank my soup.

I looked up because I felt someone’s gaze. SHIT!!!!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Part 63 ;***

DALAL:

Yousef didn’t send anything after that.
7amad drove around and I was clueless to where we were going.
I reached for the radio and nothing great was on so I turned it off.

“so where are we going?”
“for a ride”
“can I drive?” he turned to face me with the a smirk.
“WHAT?! I still have a good right leg!! So I can drive”
“Fine”
“Really?!!!!”
“No”
“Ugh!!! I’m driving I don’t care”
“Fine”
“Stop saying that it’s driving me crazy”
he had a smile in his face….guess we’re back to our old selves.

He stopped the car on the side of the road and came to my side…I scooted over to the driver’s seat. Adjusted everything and I DROVE!!!

“7amad!!! You’re the coolest guy ever”
“Wish I could say the same”
“haay”
I pouted softly
“Coolest girl in Kuwait?”
“Good enough” I smiled like crazy. 7amad was able to get my mind of Yousef and Bader…

It’s weird…when I’m with Yousef I feel like it’s just us and it’s the same with 7amad.
They both have that affect on me. But with 7amad I think about him all the time but Yousef…Yousef is different…maybe Yousef is what I need…bas he’s mad at me FOR NO REASON!!!!
Ugh!!! Men can be such a pain in our asses!!

“Dalool…*turning to look at him* never mind yalla drive back”
“what if I don’t want to?” I really don’t want to face Yousef…
“then I guess we’ll have to drive around some more” I laughed.

He always manages to make me smile…that’s what I love about him.
We drove for another 15 mints then headed back home….back to face reality.

I DID NOTHING WRONG!!!

“7amad I can’t park backwards so… emm you do it” he smiled
He got out of the car and came to my door… I was going to get out but instead he was getting in… he didn’t give me the chance to get out!!!

“7AMAD!” he laughed softly.

I scooted back to the passenger seat and he parked the car backwards.
“thanks” I was going to get out when he held onto my hand…I turned to look at him.
“I need to talk to you” he started and I turned my entire body to face him.
“ok?”
“you know what….I’ll tell you everything tomorrow…good night”

Something’s wrong with him….I bet it has to do with the new girl he likes.
I have a feeling it’s not going to go well between them. I’ve never seen him this preoccupied with one girl before. I thought Selma was a problem and it turns out to be a different girl.

I was having a goodnight 7amad!!! Why?? Why did you have to bring that up????

I went back to the chalet and got into my pajamas…I opened my curtain to see if 7amad was in his room…he was there shirtless again…*sigh* numbingly gorgeous. I closed my curtains to let him think I was asleep and I sneaked out to the beach.

I sat in my place holding my phone in my hands.

Should I call him?.... it’s been an hour and half since I last saw him but…I really don’t want an angry Yousef...

Dialing Yousef

I quickly shut it….UGH!!!!

Calling Yousef…

It was ringing…my heart beating rapidly.
He picked up and I could hear him breathing on the other side.

“did I wake you? Sorry sorry go back to sleep”
“mu nayem” he was very cold.
“oh?” what was I suppose to say?
“wain kintay?”he was trying to hold back his anger but I could feel it. SHIT WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY?!!!
“shfeek yousef?”
“WAIN KINTAY?!!!”
“Lat9ar5 3alay*scared*kint bil chalet….shfeek?” I DIDN’T LIE I WAS IN CHALET ROADS!!
“Dalal ana yaylich 6il3eely bara”
“I’m already out”
“good”
he hanged up.

THIS IS NOT GOOD.

After a few minutes I could see a figure approaching me. My heart jumped from its place…I’m that scared.

I was sitting down on the sand. He could see the fear in my eyes.
“hey” I said trying my best to cool the tensed air between us.
“Dalal basilich mara wa7da oo latfakreen itchathbeen 3alay” NA3AM?!!!
I looked back at him like “mino inta 3ashan itkalminy chithy?!!”
It was a mistake ‘cause he was red now. my heart pounded louder.
“wain kintay?”
“I was with 7amad” he clenched his teeth together and forced himself to stay cool.
“7amad?!! Mino hatha ba3ad?”
“he’s the guy illy kan weyay ib McDonalds…you saw me with him…remember the first time I saw you and you asked”
“I remember…laish kintay weya?!!!” he looked really upset
“he’s a friend of mine…my best friend I’ve known him for 4 years now”
“I don’t like it”
“what?”
“this”
I looked at him confused
“Dalal…I don’t want to fall for you bas I think I already did” my heart stopped. Stuff like that tend to scare me.

Hearing someone say something like that about me makes it hard to be around them.
He was quiet. I couldn’t look at him anymore I looked straight ahead.

He came towards me and sat next to me trying to calm down.
“I didn’t like what I saw today” I turned to look at him
“I was…I didn’t like it”
“Yousef …Bader is just a friend… I thought he was your friend too”
“He is…but it drove me crazy the way he was looking at you and the way he talked to you”
“Someone’s jealous” I laughed

He playfully bumped his shoulder to mine.

I rested my head on his shoulders “you’re okay…right?”
“for now” I giggled
“I’m sleepy”
“la latroo7een….I didn’t get to spend time with you…Badoor 5arb 3alay mazaji*gently caressing my cheek*”I was flushed!! I turned in to a shade of pink!
“can I ask you something?”
“you don’t have to ask 7ayatee just say it”
“what were you guys arguing about?”
He clenched his teeth.
“you saw that?”*nodding* just the past” THEY ARGUED ABOUT THE PAST?
WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT?!!
“Yasoofy walla feeny ilnoom”
“shino?”
“fini ilnoom”
“no..what did you call me?”
SHIT I SAID YASOOFY?!!! FASHLA
“emm Yousef *looking at me with disapproval* sorry ma kan 8a9dy”
He pulled me off the ground I was in his arms staring at him waiting for what he’ll say next.
“laish sorry baby?... say it again” he looked so hot I just wanted to jump on him.
“men” I simply said shaking my head softly
“ana yasoofich?” I shook my head to drive him crazy.
“3ayal shino?” I smiled he looked irritated.
He pulled me closer and his face was just an inch away. If I moved any closer *sigh* if I just moved closer.
I was staring at his luscious lips.

“whatchya lookin’ at?” he asked slyly
“aa..*SHIT!!* nothing I better get back” my face was back to pink….more like red!
"amooot 3ala ilyest7oon"
He walked me to my glass door.
“goodnight 7ayatee”
“goodnight” I went to bed feeling a lot better.
………………………………………………………….

Yousef and I are now together… I have feelings for him I just hope they’re stronger than the feelings I have for 7amad.

Yousef and I talk before I go to bed and as soon as I wake up. 7amad is no longer the last message I get before bed. Everyone sensed something was up since I would smile like an idiot as soon as I read a message from him…from Yousef.

Everything was now revolving around us…around me and Yousef. he wants to take me out for breakfast as soon as I get this cast off me. I can’t wait!!

Part 62 ;***

DALAL:

Later that night I went to my usual place facing the dark sea waiting for him to show. I didn’t want to seem desperate so I pretended I was clueless just watching the dark night and listening to music. I closed my eyes after a while ‘cause I got bored. I remained that way for a while.
All of a sudden I felt a pair of hands on my eyes…I knew it was him but I didn’t want to take the chance and say his name and it turns out to be another.

“mino?” I asked innocently
“*cleared his throat*”
“is that all I’m getting?”
“*clearing his throat again*”
“emmm ok!!! Fajoor… I know it’s you” saying a girl’s name is safer.








“ana Fajoor?!!”


IT WASN’T YOUSEF OR 7AMAD!!!

IT WAS BADER!!!! DAYOOOM’S BADER!!
“Bader?!”
“the one and only*winking*”
“what are you doing here?”
“atmasha you know my chalet is right there*pointing to the 4th chalet next to ours*”
“oh right!! Walla 5ara3tny”
“*laughing* so shlonich? Shlon reeylich?”
“good good…how are you? *sitting down next to me*”
“great dam shiftich” he’s being really nice
“shlon 5alty and mineera?”
“il7een ana weyach tis2leen 3anhom?” he teased
“*laughing* my bad”
“no no at’3ashmar shfeech…il7imdella they’re both fine”
il7imdella”
“Dalal shitsaween ihnee? It’s kind of late”
“don’t worry I’ll protect you”
“fedait illy ibta7meeny” I laughed seriously he’s a great guy…he can make anyone smile just by looking at him and as soon as his mouth opens you can’t help but laugh.

He’s cute but not as hot as Yousef. he’s funny and I don’t know what to say but you feel like he’s family and he has that brother look.
“so what are you doing here? *looking at where he was seated*”
“ashoof ilgomar o0 tabeeni ma ayey?” I laughed he was crazy
“walla you’re funny”
“you like that?” in a naughty way
“BADER!!”
“oma? Obo?” I laughed

I felt like I was being watched and something cold crept up my spine I turned and saw Yousef his eyes said it all….

He was walking towards us…he wouldn’t ever do that but I guess he figured that since it was his friend Bader then it was ok.

“Hala bu mit3ib” BU MIT3IB?!! sorry bas ewww…
“Halaaaaa *getting up ,shaking and hugging each other*” I was on the ground looking up at the two giants…
“haa? Waink? Minziman 3anik!!”
“int illy mashoofik!” I was still watching them… why were they like that? I thought they were close.

Yousef looked down at me and back at Bader as if he doesn’t know me. HAHAHA
“oh…bu 3aziiz a3arfik 3ala om mit3ib zojty”
“WHAT?!!”
“shfeech? Laykoon nesaitay ib hal ser3a? *turning to look at Yousef* she suffers from amnesia” I laughed
“BADER!!”
Yousef was burning but he forced a smile.
“inzain yuba kalaiteeny….Dalal hatha refejy yasoof…Yasoof meet Dalal bint refejat omy”
“hala shlonich?”
“*laughing* good…you?”
“*smiling but not replying* bo mit3ib sh3indik ihny?”
“ohhhhh 9aaaa7 *punching him on the shoulder and walking away and sitting next to me* il plans tit’3ayar ”
They were so weird.
“emm sit down”
“tabeena?*winking and I blushed*”
“bader!!!” I whispered
“a7b illy yist7oon bas Dalal deshay da5il it’s late ana bakilm bu 3aziiz ib maw’6oo3”

I DIDN’T WANT TO ARGUE AND THEY BOTH HAD SOMETHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER.

Yousef came and handed me his hands when I felt Bader’s hand above m elbow helping me up….this made the look in yousef’s face worse.

I got up and made my way back…Yousef was going to walk me back when he remembered Bader.
I went into my living room and the lights were off….i could see them not clearly but they looked like they were going to kill each other.

Bader was pointing a finger at Yousef and then at our chalet and Yousef looked like he was ready to tear bader apart with his bare hands.

I thought they were friends? I mean I saw them together twice in Mcdonalds…what could be so important to drive them both mad!!

7amad: Dalal?
ACT NORMALLY!!!! IT’LL MAKE THINGS GO BACK TO NORMAL!
Dalal: what’s with Dalal!!!!!
7amad: wela ihimich Dalooooooooool ;P
Dalal: better ;)
7amad: u busy?
Dalal: umm…no?
7amad: shaglich mu mit2kda ;P
Dalal: I’m free I’m sure
7amad: meet me outside your chalet near the garage
Dalal: now?
7amad: no yesterday..YES NOW
Dalal: waaay!! Ok ok I’m coming

I walked out of chalet from the front door and I made my way over to 7amad’s chalet and unfortunately made my way to their scary spooky garage* it’s not dusty or anything like that bas it’s dark and huge!!!!*.

As I walked towards the cars a beam of light blinded my eyes.
“7AMAD!!!!” he was laughing
“laa? Ok” I turned to walk back bas he blocked my way.
“wa5er it wasn’t funny”
“manney imwa5er and YES it was funny”
“HA! HA!”
“Dalool imshay”
“wain? It’s late!!”
“ana weyach shfeech?”
“7amad!”
“Dalal! Rikbay”
I got into the Porsche and waited for him.
He got in and drove out of the chalet.


1 msg received from yousef:
Call me NOW!

To Yousef:
I can’t right now but as soon as I can I will

From Yousef:
Why not? Where are you?

To Yousef:
We’ll talk later

From Yousef:
WAINICH?!!!
I ignored him what was I suppose to say…oh I’m out with 7amad another guy late at this hour?

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shraykom feeny?
2 posts!!! ;D

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Part 61 ;***

dedicated to THE DESPIRATE DREAMER ;*** ITYANENEEEEEEN!!
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Dalal:

The day passed so slowly and let me tell you!!! More awkwardness between me and 7amad!!!
I was eating breakfast in our chalet with EVERYONE and 5alty haya was into what my mom was saying and so were the girls but I was really hungry.

I was reaching for the last croissant and I noticed another hand reaching for it…I looked up and both our eyes met…7amad!

I quickly pulled back my hand and pretended I was listening to my mom’s interesting talk.

“i5theeha Dalal” DALAL??!!!!
“la la 3ady you take it”
“Dalool walla mabeeha” good we're back to Dalool
“ana ba3ad 3alaik bil 3afia”
“so none of you want it” 5aled reached out and took it.

Dayoom hit his shoulder’s.
“a77 3awarteeny….”
“good”
“5alty bintich 6agadtny” Dayoom’s face was pale white.


Bas of course my sister Deema can do no wrong!! She’s little miss perfect with her innocent act…

“DALAAL! 3aib!! Laish it6geena?? Ma9eeer…. ta2sfay” SHE SCOLDED ME!!!!
“yuma”
“mako tia2sfay il7een o0 lat3eednha”
“Yuma! Mu”
“Dalal!!!”
“sorry” 7amad and Fajoor were laughing so hard…Dayoom laughed quietly hoping not to chinx it.
“5alty mu Dalal…Deema” my mom’s face was now pale
“5aled!” Dayoom whispered
“Deema?!..mita2kid?”
“im9amema ina ana?” I asked upset…NOW THE ENTIRE TABLE WAS LAUGHING!!!! WHAT WAS SO FUNNY??? YA3NI MOM IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT IT WAS ME!!!
“Deema tia2sifay yuma”
“sorry”
“yeah yeah….ana anzaf o0 Dayoom get’s spoiled” they laughed again bas I was really upset.
“Dalool tadreen inna in7ibich…o0 sorry iny ‘6alamtich”
“bas ‘6alamteeny?!! Mama you have to make it up to me” I pouted in a humoring way
“ahaa shino tabeen?”
“umm…I’ll get back to you” they all laughed
“eee eeee you get back to me”

7amad’s eyes were on me but he wasn’t looking at me the way he always does it was weird.

1 msg from Yousef
Good morning 7abebty ;)
Call me when u wake up
Msg received at 8:20 am


I looked up and 7amad was looking at me trying to figure out something. SHIT !!!

I excused myself and went to my room to call Yousef.

Calling Yousef….
SHIT WHAT DO I SAY?!! UGH!!! I’VE NEVER BEEN IN THIS SITUATION BEFORE!
…………………………………………..
Dayoom:

Dalool left us and went up to her room…she wasn’t herself.
7amad looked like he was analyzing every little thing Dalool did.

They both are very weird today.

I excused myself and went outside…I felt him following me but I didn’t look back.
He cleared his throat but I kept walking and went around my chalet madree laish bas I wanted to drive him crazy…I was walking between our two chalets and he still made some sounds, coughed and cleared his throat but I ignored him.

Next thing I knew I was pushed against the wall and he looked irritated…HAHAHA

“Dayoom? Shda3wa masima3teeny?”
“oh! Sorry nadaitny?” I acted innocently

He placed his hands on my waist and pushed me back against the wall.

“ma7asaitay feeny?” I shook my head in a daloo3a way… I know it drives him crazy.

He bent down his face close to mine….I bit my lip seductively he looked so hot!!
Madree shfeeny I was very naughty.
“ya bint!!!*pushing me up the wall with his hands on me*” I placed my hands on top of his…my legs dangling in the air.
“5ALED!! PUT ME DOWN”
“give me a kiss and I’ll put you down”
“ha?”
“min gal ha? Sima3”
“maby”
3ayal many imnazlich”
“you’ll get tired” I said confidently he got closer to me.
“not in this position” his voice and the way he said it was so sexy.

My face changed color and I felt so hot….my temperature rose!!!

5aled!!*hitting his shoulders” he turned his head giving me his cheek
“maney baysitik”
“3ayal maney imnazlich”
“you really want me to kiss you like this?”
“yes I do”
“UGH!” I leaned closer to him but he moved away.
WHAT THE HELL?!!!
“5aled!?!!!! You’re driving me crazy!!!”
“good” his body closed the gap between us and he crushed me against the wall.
The thoughts that went through me!!!! My god!!! It’s like I don’t know who I was anymore!!
“5aled move…”
“I can’t*seductively*”
“5aled!! Someone might see us!!!”
agoolich I can’t!”
“why not?”
He looked at me so seductively and started wiggling his eyebrows.
“I move you move….manney haddich”
………………………………………………………
Dalal:
His phone started ringing and I was about to hang up min il5ar3a when I heard his deep muffled voice.
“9aba7 il5air 7abebty”
“*laughing nervously!!!* 9aba7 ilnoor… emm naym?”
“laa laish?”
“madree your voice is different”
“a7laa? Wala..” I interrupted him
“eee a7la”
“wallay il7een shsawy?”
“what?”
“Dalal law sama7tay maby kalam 7ilw” HE’S CRAZY!!
“fine…9otik kilish mu 3ajbny…it’s annoying”
“gilt maby kalam 7ilw mu ta’3l6eeen!! 3ayal 9otich imdawi5nee” I blushed
“you’re crazy”
“I am when i'm around you” I laughed I couldn’t hold it anymore
“I love that sound”
“what sound?”
“you… laughing”
I blushed
“ista7atay?”
“no”
“3alayna? I know you blushed”
“Yousef!!!”
“3yoona!!”
“bye!”
“ma shba3t minich!!”
“not my problem”
“walay I have a lot to teach you”
“well then I guess you better start”
“a777!!”
I laughed he’s going to drive me crazy
“ashoofich ilayla inshala?”
“we’ll see” he laughed

We said our goodbyes and I went down stairs to the empty dining table.

As soon as I entered our living room…7amad’s eyes were on me.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT IT FEELS WEIRD!!!

WHY DID I SLEEP?!!!!THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED IF I STAYED IN MY ROOM!!

I sat down next to Fajoor. 5aled and Dayoom were missing…as soon as I was about to talk to Fajoor Dayoom runs in our chalet breathless holding back a laugh.

She laughed her ass off!!!! We joined she looked hilarious!! 5aled barged in behind her upset and breathless…they both looked like they were running.
5aled grabbed her from her elbow swinging her around to face her. And he said something to her that made her blush!!!

NO WAY!!! SHE LIKES HIM!!! RIGHT?
………………………………………………………………….
Dayoom:
“I move you move….manney haddich” 5aled crushed me against the wall…there was no room to breathe!!!
I don’t want to move but I have to!!
“5aled move!!”
“I told you mannney hadich”
“laa? Walla 5aled walla if you don’t move I won’t ever talk to you again” he immediately moved away allowing me to fall back on the ground.

As soon I saw his face I quickly went to his side pushing myself up to reach his face and I whispered in his ear so fast and so quick "I would never do that" I ran as soon as I did it!!!!
I saw him running behind me he looked really hyper!!!
I ran into the chalet and I laughed my heart out!! And out of nowhere he swings me around to face him.
“you’re killing me”

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Part 60 ;***

DALAL:

The last couple of days I was with 7amad in the mornings and Yousef at nights.
Any stranger would think the worse about me. I’ve only seen Yousef in the chalets and I’m getting more attached to him.

I like him but I’m not even sure if we’re together…

I can’t explain it it’s so weird… but I feel like something’s off. I still don’t know what it is but…I just have this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach…I’m hoping it’s just that time of month.

maby asa2la!!! What if I asked and he’s not into me and it scares him or he looks at me differently?!!! And what if we are together and he get upsets!!!!


UGH!!! FAJOOOR WAS RIGHT THIS IS SO COMPLICATED!!!!


He kept talking about his day and the people in his life. He was more open to me than ever before.

I’m just going to say it…

“Yousef?”
“3yoona”
“em…can I ask you something?”
“no *shocked and he smiled* you can ask me anything”
“em..*taking in a breath* what are we? *he looked shocked CRAP!!!* I mean we’re friends right?”
it was hard to read him…SHIT

I think he wants us to be friends otherwise he wouldn’t have been shocked…right?

“friends?!...*upset trying to hide it*” he looked away
“Yousef?” fear was audible in my voice
“Dalal we’re more than friends…I thought you knew that”
“emm I didn’t mean…eh..” SHIT
“Dalal…I have a hard time expressing my feelings… I usually don’t…I’ve never opened up to anyone not even my best friend …but with you I do…I feel like I need to say this...” OH CRAP…DON’T! YOU’LL SCARE ME!!! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT??!??????!???!!!!!

“Yousef”
“Dalal you need to know that I was never serious with any girl…I had my fun and that was it…” WHAT THE HELL IS HE SAYING!!!!
“Yousef please”
“No you should know what type of guy I am….I’m always with my friends…I’ve never been in love and I care about you”

He could see the fear in my eyes…if my ankle wasn’t broken I would’ve run.

“Yousef *clearing my throat it was suddenly all dry* I’ve never”
“I know”
“And I’m not ready”
his eyes were hurt but he kept his gaze.
“I’m not expecting anything…I just want to be with you” he helped me up.
PLEASE!! IT’S SO OBVIOUS THAT IT’S A LINE!!
“how many girls have you said that to?” I laughed
“it’s not funny…I’m serious” I stepped away from him with my crunches overwhelmed
“you don’t even know me
“maybe I do”
“it’s not funny”
“are you mocking me*smiling devilishly” he stepped closer to me…

“it’s late I have to get back inside” I turned to walk away from him
“I didn’t mean to scare you…I’ll walk you to the door”
“no!... I mean there’s no need to do that”
“I want to*smiling his bad boy smile*”…

So he walked me to the door

“good night twinkle toes *winking and turning around to leave*” my heart moved from its place…am I falling for him?

I went to my room….UGH!!! mufahma shay!!!









As I walked to my room my eyes landed on him…on his computer…SHIRTLESS!!!... MEN!!!!

He turned and saw me a smile painted on his face…I smiled back he lifted his hand and tapped on his watched…ya3nii it’s late HAHAHA

I laughed and shrugged my shoulder’s he shook his head slowly with a smile.

I went to close the curtains when 7amad signaled me not to.
7amad: don’t
Dalal: why? Abby anam!!!
7amad: magilt la tnameen bas don’t close the curtains
Dalal: ur weird have u noticed?
7amad: I’ve been told
Dalal: I’m closing them
7amad: DALAAL!!!
Dalal: shfeeek?!!! I’m changing!!! Or do u want to watch?!!
7amad: I don’t mind ;P
Dalal: :O
I looked up at him with my head titling to one side and an eye brow raised
7amad:looool!! Change in the bathroom ;(
Dalal: IT’S MY ROOM!!!
7amad: not for long
Dalal: ?????
7amad: nothing ;P
Dalal: sharb shay?
7amad: afffa ashrab welaa a3zimich?
Dalal: looool give me some ;P
7amad: sta’3ferella!!
Dalal: kidding kidding (A)
7amad: change
Dalal: inshalal illy taby.

I closed the curtains and while I was doing that I got pinged like a thousand times.

7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
Dalal: WHAT?!!!!!! ;@
7amad: ;(
Dalal: hahhaha u deserve it!!!
7amad: ;O
Dalal: let me CHANGE!!!!
7amad: change change

I got into my PJ’s and I went and opened my curtains…prince charming gave me too thumbs up I shook my head at him.

I walked to my bathroom and after I was done I got into bed and I noticed that 7amad was in bed with his laptop his lights were off except for his bed lamp.

I switched my lights off and climbed into bed.

“good night” he mouthed
“good night” I mouthed back

7amad:don’t sleep
Dalal: 7AMAD!!! Shfeek?!!
7amad: 7amad mara wa7da?
Dalal: ur driving me crazy!!!! Aby anam :’(
7amad: no!
Dalal: no? and ur stopping me? GOOD NIGHT!!!
7amad: u won’t sleep ;)
Dalal: watch me (A)
7amad: Dalooooooooooooooooooool ;( mafeeny ilnoom don’t sleep
Dalal: ana feeny ilnoom!!! Shbasway? 3abalik sleeping pill? Am I that boring?!!
7amad: ma gilt shay!!! I just want to talk…
Dalal: 7amad it’s 3:45!!!! Aby anam!
7amad: fine *looking heartbroken on his bed*
Dalal: I hate u! meet me outside to talk I’m tired from typing.
7amad: u say that alot!! ;D
Dalal: yeah yeah…u owe me BIG!!
7amad: illy tabeena ;)

I made my way down quietly and out to the porch.
7amad was there with a shirt in his hand. He has a body that’ll drive women crazy!!! my eyes were on him…his beautiful manly body.
“hey*sleepy*”
“hey to you too”

He took my crutches as he sat me on the steps. I was in my pink and white PJ’s and he was in his grey training pant and his white shirt was still in his hand.

“talk*cranky*”
“Dalool*sad tone* mu chithy”
“7amad*sad tone* walla aby anam”
“then we better fix that”
“no no I like it…I want to sleep shrayik we get you sleeping pills?”
“*laughing*min awal’ha you’re drugging me?”
“easiest and fastest solution *placing my head on his bare shoulder* what do you suggest?*yawn*”
He lifted his shoulder up and down. HE SHOOK OFF MY HEAD!
“Dalool latnameen”
“bas ishwaya” I laid my back on the floor I could see 7amad’s bare back…one word….GORGEOUS! he wore his white shirt…LAISH???!!!

He leaned back and lied next to me.

We talked and I was getting sleepier.

I pushed myself back now my entire body was flat on the floor. 7amad did the same. We were next to each other our eyes connecting.

My eye lids were heavy and I surrendered to them willingly.


……………………………………………………………
As Dalal fell asleep 7amad studied her face and took in her scent.
He slightly traced her features with his fingers. Going over her eyebrows, her cheeks, her jaw line, her nose and lastly her lips.
Dalal moaned and moved slightly in place. 7amad froze in his place; his eyes glued on her waiting. Dalal unconsciously moved closer to 7amad placing her head on his chest.
7amad’s heart was way ahead of him…it took him a while to digest that his Dalal was asleep on top of him.
He had a loving smile and he placed one hand around Dalal and his other supporting his head.
He was able to fall asleep as soon as he embraced Dalal.
…………………………………………………………………

I opened my eyes in a very bright place. I squeezed my eyes shut. I could smell something mind-blowing…it was making me dizzy. My head resting on something warm and it seems to be moving…rising! I wasn’t in my room!!!! Shit!! I was with 7amad!!!

I woke up finding myself next to him…my head resting on his chest!!
I freaked out!! His arm was around me!!! I got off him trying not to wake him. My heart pounding and my eyes nearly exploding!! He looked so beautiful asleep. Ya3nii mako faida!!! 7ilw awake and asleep?!!!! MEN!!

As I finally released his grip on me 7amad shot up frightened. Both our eyes met and we both looked freaked out!!! THIS IS NOT GOOD!!!

He looked at me as if he was realizing something…I couldn’t look at him anymore my face was burning!!!

HOW THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN?!!!!!!!!

I got up so quickly I couldn’t face him or talk…STUPID STUPID!!!!

Of course I am known for my gracefulness my good leg twisted and I lost my balance my body ready for the fall down the porch stairs.

I closed my eyes shut ready for the impact but the only impact I felt was around my waist.
My eyes landed on him and his masculine arm around me.

“lo 6ay7a ?!!! shway shway Dalal!” he was angry!

I was tongue tied!!! I was so quiet my heart however was louder than anything!!
I reached for my crutches; his hands on my waist; I placed my crutches and tried to walk but I couldn’t my right leg was in pain!!!!

“a77”
“shfeech?*arms on both sides ready to catch me*” I shook my head and took another step
“a77 a77”
“Dalal? Reelich?” I nodded. He took my crutches away and lifted me off the ground into his loving arms…he walked into our living room placing me softly on the couch.

He lifted my right ankle examining it…my skin tinkled as he caressed my ankle with his thumb and shivers were created by his touch…

“baroo7 ayeeb thalch” I nodded
WHAT’S WITH ME!!!! SPEAK YOU MORON!!

He came back with 2 bottles of water and ice in a tiny zipper seal plastic bag…(the one used for sandwiches)

I reached out my hand to take it but he refused.
He held my right ankle and placed the ice carefully on top.

I flinched it was somewhat cold, he smiled.
“7arkeeha” he ordered
I did…it was better…a lot.
“I’m good thanks”
“good *keeping the ice on my ankle and his eyes glued to my ankle*” I think he was avoiding my eyes as much as I wanted to avoid his.

He sneaked a few peeks but I pretended I was clueless. He handed me a bottle and I drank…the more awkward it got I drank…

Monday, September 21, 2009

Part 59 ;***

Dedicated To the two biggest pranksters of 2009 this one’s for you…
ID AND ZARH;** ENJOY;**
LOVE U BOTH!! (No more pranks!!)
(To all my other readers love u ,enjoy and 3idkom embarak ;***)
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DALAL:
I woke up at 7 something so excited and nervous.

I convinced myself last night that it was a brother-sister kiss nothing more to get myself to sleep…HE DOESN’T SEE ME THAT WAY…

I wore my new black swim suit and my mini swim shorts with my flip flops and my towel was ready by my side.

I looked…well u can imagine a person in a cast in a swim suit!
RIDICULOUS!!

I had my crutches next to me rose brought them from her room…yep it wasn’t in my room it was in hers but I really didn’t care.

I wore my oversized lime shirt that fell loosely off one of my shoulders and waited.
To my surprise I got pinged right away!

7amad:ping!
Dalal: :D
7amad: u up?
Dalal: and ready
7amad: that’s my girl!!
Dalal: how are we doing this?
7amad: Dalal
Dalal: yeah?
7amad: open the door

I turned and saw him outside the glass door in nothing but his swim shorts.

I eyed his perfect tanned body…his strong shoulders and his arms…

The thoughts that went through my mind scared me…STOP IT AND OPEN THE DOOR.
DON’T STARE!! HIDE THAT FACE YOU IDIOT HE’LL SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU AND HE’LL KNOW WHAT YOU WERE THINKING OF!!

I grabbed my crutches and tried my best not to fall flat on my face…for a second that wasn’t such a bad idea maybe that way all these feeling rushing through me would just go away and let me be ME around him!!

I reached the door, unlocked it and stepped out to him.

“Hey”
“9aba7 il5air yalla mishaina”
“again so easy to say*smiling at him*”
“by the time I’m through with you you’ll forget about that leg *looking at my broken ankle*”
I smiled and followed him to Fajoor’s Porsche.
“where….umm..never mind”
I do ask that question a lot…he looked at me with his famous smile and opened my door.

We drove towards the small chalet we went to for my surprise but it looked different in the
morning…it was bigger and more spacious but not as big as our chalets.

We walked in and he placed the cooler on the floor and our things.

I was still confused I thought we were swimming….or something close to that…

He went to the kitchen and left me with my own thoughts…SERIOUSLY HOW AM I GOING TO SWIM?? WHEN WILL I FINALLY REMOVE THIS STUPID CAST?!!

He came back with 2 Columbia in his hands...a huge smile made its way to my face..
ICE-CREAM IS THE CURE!!!

I took it gladly from him and we enjoyed our ice-cream on the floor of the living room…but my question is still not answered…WHEN AND HOW WILL I SWIM?

“soon” he answered
“how?..umm..wha..” DID HE READ MY MIND? AM I THAT OBVIOUS?
“*smiling his adorable cute smile* we’ll swim in an hour”
“7amad?..how am I going to do that…you’re not as cruel as to get my hopes up and end up letting me watch you swim..are you?” THAT’S THE ONLY LOGICAL REASON I HAD…IT WAS CLEARLY NOT GOING TO HAPPEN… I AM IN A CAST!
“would I do that to you?”
“maybe?”

He was sitting right next to me our shoulders brushed each other slightly.
He turned his body towards me and he placed his hand on my neck as his thumb slightly caressed on my jaw line.

My heart was in full speed and I felt like passing out…

A mixture of emotions went through my body like a bolt of electricity leaving me paralyzed…
PASSION…EXCITEMENT…YEARNING…but what I felt the most was FEAR.

“I would NEVER do that to you” he quickly removed his hand and cleared his throat and mentioned something about a game or a bet he lost with his cousins…

Am I dreaming? This is one cruel world if I’m dreaming and one horrible nightmare if I’m not.

What just happened? 7amad never ever held me that way …MAYBE HE THOUGHT I NEEDED
HIM TO BE MORE SENSITIVE AND THAT’S WHY HE DID IT.
I MEAN COME ON….IT’S 7AMAD….HE DEFINITELY DOESN’T SEE ME THAT WAY.

I brushed it off and he noticed that and did the same… I guess.

I filled him in with what I really want….like my crazy out of this world goals and dreams.

I even told him about my happy place…he wasn’t happy about the fact that I get up really early and swim what most people consider a dangerous and pretty far swim from shore. He didn’t say it but I saw it in his eyes.

“so that’s pretty much it” madree laish 7asait he was going to say “bas?” in a teasing tone hahaha….but he remained quiet and looked at me as if it was the first time he’d ever seen me…no…the first time he’d ever seen a girl.
“shfeek?”
“salamtich….like I said you keep surprising me”
see…this just shows you how I was the perfect best friend and how you failed in your part”
He was quiet “7amad?”
“*smiling at me* well I better make it up to you…ready for that swim?”
“YES!”

He got up and pulled me up in his arms… he handed me my crutches.
He matched his pace to mine and tried his best not to show it but I knew it. It made me warm inside.

I saw his boat and we made our way to it.
He bent down, carried me aboard and gently placed me on the bench.

I felt the warm wind hit my face pushing my hair away as we drove further into the blue….
He was in his world as I was in mine… I pictured myself flying over the sea as I looked out the boat and down on the blurry sea.

“you’re going to get sick”
“oh? Ok” I moved my eyes from the beautiful blue sea and stared at 7amad’s gorgeous back!!

It’s what everyman’s back should look like…so masculine and broad yet smooth and naturally tanned.
He stopped the boat and turned to look at me.

“ready?”
emm…*laughing nervously* yeah?”
He took me in his arms and laid me flat on the deck.
“7amad?”
“shh” he left me lying there and started the engine as it moved softly forward.
He came back and lied next to me. OMG!!!
“who’s driving the boat?”
“no one”
“isn’t that reckless”
“it’s open water nothing ahead of us and nothing behind us…nothing’s going to happen”


I relaxed and felt the waves and my eyes were on the moving clouds…it’s a great day.


“I do feel like I’m floating” he smiled and we stayed that way for almost 10 mints.
“so you ready to swim?”
“I thought that’s what we’re doing”
“*smiling a devilish smile*you’re touching the water” he said it like I had no choice…which made me slightly blush.

He was scary!!! Like an evil Villon.
“ok? How?”

He didn’t even answer me he took control and held me by my waist and pushed me to the edge. My fingers dug deep in his arms as I tried to stop him!! I THINK HE’S GOING TO PUSH ME OVER!!!
“7AMAD!!”
He stopped when my butt reached the edge of the boat and my head was glued to his shoulder.
“you trust me?”
“wh…what?”
“do you trust me”
“not if you’re going to push me over!!”
“yes or no?”
“yes!!”
“good…now lay back”
“what?!!!!”
“Dalool I have you now lay back”
his hands on waist and mine on biceps.
“oo…hhh….ok” I slowly moved away from him as I got closer to the water….my heart was racing!!

His hands tightened and there was nothing supporting my upper half body than the dark sea!
We were in the middle of nowhere and the sea was really dark and scary!!

I was almost near the water when I popped up too scared…our cheeks brushed each other’s and
I was making the moaning scared sounds with my closed mouth.

“you know what? I can wait…like you said it’s just a few days right?”
“Dalool I have you and trust me I won’t let go”
“it’s not that*looking down* ”
“scared?”
he teased
“no..emm…I’m just not in the mood today…so let’s go back”
“Dalool”
“ugh!!it’s scary…madree laish I’m picturing you pulling me back up with like half my body ripped off!!! ”
he smiled
“It’s not funny….I picture huge sharks and it’s NOT FUNNY!!” he was laughing!!
“Dalool I’ll hunt the sharks down if they hurt one hair on your head”
“yeah right”
“mako sharks now take a deep breath and relax”

I did as I was told and I moved away and I was reluctant.

“no no you’re doing fine…and I’m here”
His words reassured me so I was almost touching the dark water and anxiety sounds came out from my shut mouth he however had a huge smile.
“7amad*scared like hell*”
“we9altay”
I then felt the water against my back, my neck and my hair.
“lift your hands up”

I did as he said and I was touching the water…I was floating!!...I felt like I was swimming!!!

“why didn’t we do this before!”
“now you like it” he smiled and he winked GOD HELP ME!!!HE'S SO HOT!!




I stayed there for a long time…I was the happiest person alive!!!




“pull me up please”
“shba3tay?”
“yes...well no ana ma ashba3 min ilba7ar*laughing*”
“Dalool maby a5ar3ich bas magdar ayeerich”
“what?!! Omg! omg!omg! omg! ”
“*laughing hysterically* you should see your face”
“MY GOD!! You are so messed up!!! I hate you!! Itshoof walla awereek!”
“you shouldn’t threaten me…remember I’m the one holding you up”
he pulled me towards him I was near his head.
“like you’re going to drop me”
“dare me I swear I’ll do it”
MAYNOOOOOOOOOOOON!!
“I dare you!!” but I’m crazier.

“AHHHHHH!”
He let go of me!!!! He freaking let go!!

I almost fell over board when I felt his arm around me and his other arm holding onto the pipe thingy attached to the bench.

He pulled me close to his heart and pulled me back to safety.

“I hate you walla I hate you” I whispered as my head rested on his heart.
“I hate you more” he kissed the top of my head and placed me up on the bench.

He sat next to me handing me mango juice and he took a soda. We sat there quiet drinking and eating a couple of home-made sandwiches.

He took us back I didn’t talk to him or look his way.

HE THINKS HE CAN MESS WITH ME?! I’LL SHOW HIM!!

we arrived at the beach so he picked me up and jumped off the boat as soon as he hit the ground I yelled in pain.

Hehehe payback time.

“aaaaye reeeyleeee!!! It hurts” he was so scared he immediately placed me down on the sand and held my broken ankle softly in his hands.
“aaaye ayyye 7amad don’t….3awartny
“walla ma sawait shay”
“abby myye please…….ayye aye *placing my hand on my ankle”
“bas mye?”
“ee please” he ran to the chalet and came back with 4 bottles of water.
“shlon reeylich??” his eyes worried
“t3awerni” I said in my most daloo3a voice
“imshay awadeech ilmustashfa”
“wain aroo7 chithy?” I pointed out what I was wearing.
A wet oversized lime shirt and mini shorts.
“may5alf bas awadeech”
“ok” I lifted my arms up as he bent to carry me.

As soon as he slightly pulled me off the ground I yelled in pain again.

“aye!! Aye!! Put me down 7amad” the entire time I was avoiding his eyes.

He quickly placed me back down.

“7amad yimken it’s broken again” he was quiet and worried.
He looked lost.
“7amad abby ice-cream” he looked confused
“it numbs my pain” he ran back in and brought all the ice-creams he had.

After I ate 3 ice-creams and his nervous were about to explode I looked at him.

“shlon reeylich? Tigdreen it7arkeenha?”
“what are you talking about? I’m fine” I acted dumb!!!
“Dalal? Reeylich?”
“shfeeha?” I smiled and he knew it was all a lie
“Dalal!!! You tricked me?!!!”
“I learned from the best”

He pushed me down and pinned my arms down. His face was inches away from mine; he was biting his bottom lip hard and he made the angry annoyed sound.

“this isn’t over…” he whispered in my ear …shivers climbed up my spine and shivers slid down my neck I was now lost.
I was laughing nervously.
“it’ll never be over” I whispered in his ear .

He carried me to the Porsche.

He smiled and headed home…ready for whatever is going to happen.