Blind Love 17

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She walked searching and searching…she could see something reflecting in the distance and ran towards it…
“My phone!!!” she bent down and it was a false alarm just an empty bottle…
“shit!”
She stood up turning around only to be frozen in her place….frozen by his presence…
“Joury?” he asked shocked, confused and a bit angry.
“*breathing heavily* S…Saif?”

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Her heart was beating aggressively in her chest…her shortage of breath and lastly her doubtful eyes. Was she really seeing him? Did she really hear him? Is this a trick of the mind? She contemplated whether or not he was really there…a few feet away.

He walked towards her…his eyes focused on her…he was a foot away from her. She stepped back as reality hit her like a brick...

His eyes scanned the beach to see if she was with anyone…but no one came to view…he could see her eyes twinkle with fear and yearning…

He wasn’t sure what feeling was overtaking but he needed his questions answered…

“Joury shitsaween ihnee ib hal wagt?” the way he said made her realize that he knew she was here…as if he knew all along she was staying at this resort.

“Joury?” his eyes were serious…she couldn’t read him…not even a bit which led her to being more nervous.

“I..em…uh...ph.”
“jawbeeni!”
“phone!”

He loved how cute she looked terrified trying to find her words… holding back his smile and the urge to pull her into his arms…instead his brows furrowed.

She thought he was getting more impatient.

“shga9dich?”
“I lost…Dropped!! *she corrected* I dropped my phone…there” she pointed behind her.

He removed his eyes from hers and looked in the direction she was pointing.

“ma3indich sa3a?!” he asked coldly
“this doesn’t concern you!” she snapped back…why the hell is he talking to me like that she kept repeating
“doesn’t concern me?” he raised his eye brows.
“ye..yes*stepping back*”
He held her from her upper arms near her shoulders pulling her fast towards him.
“Then tell me what does?!”
“Saif!” she gasped. Her eyes watering.

For the first time she felt like he was going to hurt her…cause her pain of some sort….she just felt that..

As he kept his hands on her he recalled her last words to him…those crushing words…

I don’t love you anymore

“Fahmeeni! Ana shino binisba lich?!”
“wh..what?...we’ve been through this…Saif please*looking down*”
“I’m not letting go until I get what I want”
“what do you want?!!!”
“answers”

She was sleepy and it was getting late…9ali7 and 3bdalla must be back by now…she thought.

“fine”

He held her wrist pulling her behind him…she was extremely tired but his presence was definitely keeping her awake. He sat on a few steps and turned to face her so that her knee was between his legs.

“anna shino binsbalich?”
“na3am?”
“anna. Shino binsbalich?.” He repeated slowly.
“why do you want to know?”
“I ask the questions and you’ll give me my answers”
“you…we were…um…I don’t know”
“abee jawab”
“I don’t know!”
“Joury!!!”
“Saif!! I DON’T KNOW!”
“You do bas you don’t want to admit it”

God it’s like he can read me so easily she thought

She was burdened with that question…she loves Saif…doesn’t she?

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Joury:

“Saif please”
“answer my questions and I’ll leave”
“promise?”
“promise…now answer the question”

Here goes nothing :S


“You…you were different… and we had a great thing going…em..you *deep breath* meant a lot to me and for the period that we were together you were…em..*whispering* everything good in my life”

My heart beats were roaring from how loudly they sung. My throat was dry and my head was throbbing…. I’ve never said that to him…crap ugh!! I take it back…I don’t actually but his silence is killing me.

“is that all?” I asked trying to stand up but his knees squeezed my knee, which was between his, firmly into place.
“Joury majawbtay ilsu2al”
“what? I did!”
“ana shino binsibalich il7eeen?”
“you know the answer…there’s nothing between us now”

I stood up again and again his gigantic knees got a hold on my knee and squeezed hard restricting my movement. He held my wrist pulling back down on the step.

“next question…lal7een 3indich il mobile il3a6aytich iya”

WHERE THE HELL DOES HE GET THIS FROM?! WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?!!
“wh?”
“yes or no?”
“yes”
“3ayal laish matrideeen?” his brows were furrowed
“there’s nothing to talk about! Mabayna shay”
“ilbaina intaha 3ala ay asaas?”
His questions are taking me off guard…HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO ANSWER THEM?!! My eye lids are heavy! I want to curl up and just die…
“Saif...it3arif iljawaab”
“itha a3arf chan ma sa2alt”
“3ala asaaas innny ma agdar akamil weyak…irti7t il7een?!”
“laish matigdereen anisa Joury?”
“How many times do we have to get caught for you to realize that this can never work!”
“You believe that?”
“Do I believe what?” I was so sleepy and when I’m sleepy agafil.
“Do you believe that we can’t work?!”
“Let’s get serious for a moment Saif…do you see a future with me? I mean you keep asking me to be with you as a girlfriend after numerous times being caught! I can’t do what you want me to do!”

I want to be with him…I do but then…what if 9ali7 finds out...what if I get caught again…I mean it’s a good thing no one died but what if I do get caught …wait hold on he never said anything about wanting me back why am I making a big deal out of this…

The only way Saif and I could be together is if it was official…I’m 22…he’s 24…a lot of people get married at that age…but…UGH! I just…I don’t feel like I’m ready for that commitment!

“a5ir su2al” thank god “It7beeni Joury?” he asked me with the most hurtful looking eyes known to mankind…just looking at them could make the coldest guy tear up.

Why is he asking me this now?!!!

“Saif lazem aroo7 ta2a5ar ilwagt” I announced getting up but he held my wrist and his legs held me in place.
“Jawbeeni oo bamshee”
“Saif itha maney ‘3al6ana ana mjawba hal su2al min gabl”
“Jawbee il7eeeen” he got up causing me to look up at him…
“5ara” he whispered looking behind me…my heart sunk to my stomach as I got the courage to turn my head towards whoever was behind me.

Oh God Please Don’t Let It Be 9ali7!!! My heart shredded as my eyes met his and relief washed over me.

“Sayoof imsh weyaay…ti9b7een 3ala 5air Joury” he motioned for me with his head to head back and a tiny apologetic smile on behalf of Saif … he just simply saved me from answering that question. I walked away when…

“Jara7 degeega oo akon weyak” he held my wrist forcing my to turn towards him.
“bas jawbai ilsu2al Joury” he said quietly.
“Saif I’m tired please”
“yes or no Joury mayabeela shay”
I shook my head.
“no?...no as in you don’t love me? or you’re not answering that question??”
“no to you…to me…to us…please let go”
“Saif hidha”
“latida5al ! Joury!”
“na3am?!”
“it7bineee?”
“yes! You happy now?!!... Now let go!!”

He did…with a faint smile.

“that’s all I needed to know” he whispered in my ear his hand on my lower back pushing me forward as he said that… as much as I was tired…exhausted I wanted to cry so badly…I just had that urge…I wanted someone to comfort me to tell me everything is going to be alright…that this nightmare is going to end soon.

That somehow Saif and I might actually end up in each other’s arms… I do love him that I’m certain about but does he?

I kept walking…anyone who’ll see me might think I’m drunk but I’m not…I just that sleepy…
It’s a long way back and I still didn’t find my phone…guess I need to remember that tomorrow.

10 mints later….

Must sleep….must sleep….sleep goooooood…..

Every thought in my mind was desperately screaming for some shut eye…I pushed the sliding door open and threw myself on the couch in front of me…there was a lump there which I managed to push out of the way for some peaceful sleep…the last think I remember was a loud thud after my push.

“Mino il7aywaan??!!... Joury?*confused, shocked and sleepy*”

I was dead asleep…lying on the comfy couch allowing my body to have its rightful rest.
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The lump Joury shoved off the couch was no lump at all…it was none other than 9ali7 innocently crashing on the couch too lazy to climb up the stairs to his bedroom…

He fell hard against the ground causing him to wake up frustrated.

“Mino il7aywaan??!!... Joury?*confused, shocked and sleepy*”

Joury didn’t really grasp that she actually threw herself over 9ali7 and that she managed to push him over the edge.

He was tired, sleepy and confused to why the hell would his Joury do that when he saw the open sliding door of the living room…he was too tired to think about it so he got up closed the sliding door and crashed right next to Joury…

“I was here first” he whispered mumbling under his breath unconsciously wrapping an arm around her pulling her closer to his chest.

And so Joury fell asleep in 9ali7’s protective arms that night…it was a peaceful night…for the both of them on some sort of level.

The hours passed as they were sound asleep not bothered until the sun decided to grace them with its blinding rays…

Joury tried moving but couldn’t…something was holding onto her tightly…she realized that there was an arm around her…

“wh?... 9ali7?? 9ali7?”
“hmmm?”
“9ali7! Goom!” her heart raced…this is not a position she wanted to be in…
“3asher degayeg”
“oh my god”
“shhhh”
“9ali7 please goom”
He shifted his postion crushing Joury beneath him.
“9ali7…please…I can’t. breathe!...”

he slowly opened his gorgeous eyes to notice his Joury was right there...the first thing his eyes landed on was her…internally it was the best way to walk up but it hit him that this isn’t the right way though.

He quickly got off her allowing her to jump off the couch.

“What the hell are you doing sleeping next to me??”
“ana?!! Ana illy kint naym hnee gablich, intay il3azamtay roo7ich”
“yalla 3ad 9ali7 that’s not true I slept here!!*pointing on the couch*”
“laaa wallaaa? Tawnee adreee *cocky smile*”
“What’s with the attitude?”
“ta3alaay wain kintay ams?”
“sh….shino?”
“ams…wain. Kintay?” he looked serious
“out? *softly smiling*”
“Joury?*raising an eyebrow with a faint smile*”
“I’m sorry but I dropped my phone and I went to get it and I wasn’t planning on staying out that long but I couldn’t find it and No I couldn’t wait for you guys…” she said in one breathe
“wain ga3deen Joury? Matadreeen inny Martha a7ad minkom yi6la3 bilayl ibroo7a?!!”
“I dropped my phone!!”
“malee sh’3ool! Zain ma9ar feech shay”
“I'm sorry i won't do it again i promise...wait hold on don’t turn this on me now what was that?!*pointing on the couch*”
“which part was confusing?”
“9ali7!” he laughed.
“we fell asleep shtabeeni agool?”
“ugh! Whatever” she started to walk away to wash up and all…

She went to the bathroom did everything she needed to do, wore a simple shirt with a deep v-neck and a cardigan ontop of it with her dark skinny jeans and walked out to find him shirtless...

“for the love off all things beautiful put a shirt on”
“laish? Mu 3ajbich ilitshoofeena?”
“9ali7 have you been drinking oo ana madreee?” he laughed placing on a hoodie and walked
passed her grabbing her wrist at the last mint pulling her behind him.

“waaay! Where are we going?”
“out”
“but we just woke up”

He held her hand as they walked toward the resorts lobby…

“good morning sir…may I help you?”

“yes...” Joury looked back and forth between 9ali7 and the receptionist.

What he said next took her off guard…

Blind Love 16

As promised extra long post and during my week's break...that's how much I love u guys...

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As 3bdalla walked with Lulu he cracked jokes…he just felt like hearing her famous giggle.

He stopped holding her wrist.
“shfeek?!”

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“wala shay 5an nig3ad”
“ihnee?!”
“laish la2?”
“emm..ok?”

He sat down on the sandy beach pulling her down with him.

“ahh!”

She fell near him. He held her around her waist. He knew he was going to catch her…no way; shape or form was he going to let her fall under his watch.

“5iftay?”
“a little heads up would’ve been nice” he chuckled.

9ali7 saw them and gave him a head nod.

“latita5iron”

3bdalla nodded in agreement.

He and Joury kept walking back.

3bdalla started talking about himself…he told Lulu he was 26…he’s the head of the advertisement department…he talked about his family a bit….just to make her feel more comfortable around him.

She started to open up too…

She felt the cold chilly wind pass through her creating Goosebumps.

He moved closer to her, wrapping an arm around her keeping her warm

She loved his scent…his closeness…his voice…his touch.

At that moment she just hoped she could at least look into his eyes.

“tabeena inrid ?”
“la2 *he smiled* you want to? Itha inta tabee”
“no” she smiled

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“I hate the dark” she blurted.
“the dark?” he asked
“mhmm…always been afraid of the dark…I always had to have some sort of light near me…just to see…madree I just…it was…it is scary”

He loved that she was opening up to him…but it killed him how she was feeling.

“Lulu?”
“hmm?” she turned towards his voice.
“3ady as2lich su2al??”

Her heart pounded wandering what he wanted to know.

“em shoot”
“what exactly happened that day?”
“which day?”
“the day you lost your sight”

She remained quiet…she hadn’t expected him to ask her that question.
She took a deep breath…

“It’s a long story…but basically I was driving my car heading to my grandma’s and I dropped my phone by accident and I bent down just for a second…just to...it was just so fast…I don’t remember after that…it’s the last thing I remember seeing…my stupid cell phone…which ironically shattered into a million and one pieces*faking a giggle*”

He was a bit angry but he didn’t show it…at least he tried… “What’s done is done” he reminded himself but how could she have been so careless?!!!

What if she died?!!! Screw the phone! Ihya aham!

“what’s wrong?” she asked
“walla shay”
“no tell me”
“Lulu fahmeeni shilly 5alach itfakreen inich ta5theen mobilich?!”

She was slightly at a loss of words…why was he speaking to her in a way like he cared about her?

“don’t ask…I keep repeating those last seconds over and over again…I just…I don’t get anywhere when I obsess about those last minutes”
“inzain…I have another question…you up for it”

I’m not sure she answered by heart.

“eh sure”
“what about experimental treatments…since you weren’t born blind there are treatments out there”
“too dangerous my dad won’t let me…plus the doctor is positive that I’m permanently blind”
“how many doctors did you see?”
“see? None.*attempting a joke that only managed to hurt him more* but I think it was 2 or 3? I’m not sure”
“do you want to consult another doctor? 3indy ma3arf fi London oo Boston”
“to hear them say the exact words my other doctors said…no thanks”
“Lulu…yimken ray 9a7bee ‘3air 3an rayhum…ba3dain mintay 5asrana shay”
“3bdalla drop it…please”
“the bottom line is do you want” she interrupted him furiously
“do I want what?!! My eyes back? the ability to see?! To get back what was taken from me?! what is it that you want 3bdalla?! I don’t get you…just when I’m starting to accept this you pull me back to…to the place I don’t want to be in!...if you’re asking me if I want to see again who wouldn’t?! but I can’t let’s just face that…it’s what everyone’s telling me to do why can’t you?!!”

He was quiet…he was hurt but he hated the way he approached this…but then again he wondered… “what the hell am I doing?!!”.... Questioning his actions with Lulu….he’s never had a “girl” who’s a friend but was she more than a friend?

“makan ga9dee Lulu…asef”

She felt bad….she did but there was a part of her that yearned that his words were true…that a doctor somewhere in this world disagrees with the rest…

“I’m sorry too”

She nudged him hoping he’s not hurt either.

It took a couple of minutes of awkwardness before the tensed air cleared…they talked casually…he was charming again…he made her giggled they talked like nothing happened.
That’s 3bdalla’s gift…to manipulate the mood and turn it around.
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Jara7 walked towards his chalet…the thoughts of Jinan creeping at him from every angle…
He arrived and walked in finding Saif enjoying his time watching a movie.

“halla halla” he greeted Jara7
“Halla feek… ha? Sh3indik?”
“mako walla bas ga3ad ashoof 300…ameerni”
“matga9er…yalla 5an 7arik imwa3deen ilrabi3 bilgahwa”
“il7een? Yam3awad tawnee rad”
“3abalik bas int illy ta3baaan? Imsh yala imwa3deenhum goom yala”
“inshala Yuma”

Jara7 ignored Saif’s attempt to annoy him.

Saif got ready wearing his grey training pants and white Polo pullover.

“yalla mishaina”

They got to where the guys were hanging it was near the shore.

They beauty of this place is indescribable there was nothing blocking your eyes from the sea.

They played card games…some smoked (cigarettes and sheesha)…
Saif did quit smoking for Joury…

“screw this I’m smoking…bu5aled give me one of those”
“laa Sayoof intga63a…la la t3awath min iblees”
“min 9ijik 5al yitmata3 feeha…*smirk* mu bas ilcigayer ya 7abeeby *wink*” meaning enjoy smoking and girls on the side.
“9ij 7aywaan* laughing*”
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Joury walked quietly next to 9ali7…she kept thinking about his punishment…“awareech illayla” his words lit this fire in her…dying to know if he was serious…
As she kept walking she realized 9ali7 was no longer walking next to her…he stopped observing her if she’ll realize it.

“9ali7??” she turned and saw him standing there staring with a smirk.
“ready for pay back?”
“wh..what?” her heart beat accelerated.

He walked towards her slowly making her fearful expression to grow.

“wh..what are you doing?”
“5ayfaa?”
“n..no”
“you should be”

That scared her a bit…damn was she in it!!

He fastened his steps as if ready to attack..she was really scared..
It took her a while before her body responded to run but it was too late.
He threw her over his shoulder and ran down the beach.

“ambaaii!! 9ali7!!” she gasped. He kept laughing as she grasped tightly on the back of his shirt and her head facing the back of his shirt upside down.
He kept running.

“Don’t you dare drop me!!!” he laughed as he slowed down and slowly walked near the water.
“where are we going?! *realizing he was heading towards the water* Ambaai you’re not serious?!! La la 9ali”
“shut it”
“what?!! No way! Let go!!”
“you really want that?! *smirk*”
“yes! NO!!”
“which is it?”
“emm put me down on the sand!”
“witha giltlich mabee?”
“ha?!! I swear you will pay!...my head is starting to hurt me now” since she’s still dangling on his shoulder the blood was rushing to her head.
“ya daloo3a”
“ana mo daloo3a!” she said in her natural daloo3a way…which tends to drive 9ali7 to his limits.
“wa’67”
“shfeek 3alay?!!” he laughed

He walked back to the safe side.
“*thinking he was going to put her back on her feet* thanks”
“3ala?”
“em putting me back down?”
“*laughing* e9eer 5air”

He quickly let go making her fall further down his back…
“AHHHHHHH”

She screamed frightened she’s going to land on her head…her eyes shut tight when she felt his grip on her legs.

“9ALI7!!”

He kept laughing at her.

He carefully placed her down as she tried to catch her breath.

They didn’t realize that far across from them were shabaaab ga3deen 3al gahwa !!
She looked up at him.

“i7mid rabik”

He raised an eye brow. She saw the same look in his eyes as if he was going to teach her a lesson.

“kamlay” he dared
“well…you would’ve seen a whole different side of me”
“is that so?”he stepped closer and in return she stepped back
“yes! So you should be afraid” she stepped another step back.
“who’s the one stepping back?*smirk*”
“as if! I’m not the least bit afraid of you…you’re not as scary as you think!”
“I never said anything about you being afraid of me*cocky smile*”

He quickly stepped forward taking her by surprise as an instinct she fell on her butt hands up covering her face as if he was going to hurt her.

He…well…he took the opportunity to do so.
He started to tickle her like crazy.

“NO*laughing*pleaaaase *gasping for air*”
“abee ilkilma ilseerya”
“I can’t breathe…omg!! 9ali7 stop!*gasping for air*”
“ilkilma!”
“you can have all the words you want just…ahhhh…stop it!”

He stopped and lowered towards her ear and whispered softly.

“this time you get off easy…next time I won’t be so kind”
“waaay 9ali7 you’re scary!...and I’m your cousin! What the hell do you do with strangers?” he laughed at her shocked reaction…

He pulled her up towards him…without Joury knowing her phone fell out of her pocket on to the sand..

They heard whistles and they looked towards the sound it came from. 9ali7 pushed Joury to his side hiding her from their prying eyes.

“shit did they see me?”
“ma3tigid bas imshay ba3dain language ya bint!”

They walked and walked her in his arms. Him protecting her…hiding her identity…shielding her.

“so…what are we going to do tomorrow? It’s your turn to choose”
“la mako bacher agoolokum…”
“laish? Tell me*puppy eyes*”
“Joury! You can’t use those eyes…a3arfich minwintay i9’3eera kila tista3mileenhom 3ala 3amee *her father*”
“*laughing*my god you remember that?”
“mino mayathkir?” he laughed holding her closer to him.
“em 9ali7…it’s..it’s not going to be something scary right?”
“*laughing*bit3arfeen bacher” she huffed; he smiled.

They arrived at the chalet.

“isalam 3alaikom”
“we3alaikom ilsalaam”
“JOOURY I FELL!!” she whined
“What?!! Shloon?”
“ uff shlon?!”
“ba3ad maynoona shitiwaga3oon?!”
“chub ya 7mara!! I tripped!”
“imshay awadeech 3ind ildictor”
“la mala da3eee we already went…the doc insisted we keep her leg off the floor but what do you expect from a stubborn ass?”
“hay!! Chinich zawadteeha!” she stood upset as if trying to show Hanood who’s boss.
“SIT!” the yelled in uni-son.

Jinan fell back on her ass landing back on the couch.

“Jinan lat3andeen”
“mu ga3ad a3anid!! Shfeekum 3alay…I know I love attention but not this kind!”
“yal maynoona il7imdella mankasrat reeylich”
“ee be thankful slut”
“3aib!” she bit her lip forgetting 9ali7 was there.

At that moment 3bdalla and Lulu walked in. everyone’s eyes were on them.

“shfeekom?”
“what’s wrong?”
“chinhom mushayfeeena mingable” she giggled

9ali7 noticed that Lulu was more cheerful than she has ever been the last few months but he was afraid she might get attached to 3bdalla since they’re spending a lot of time together.

“uff shfeeeha reeylich?”
“what? What? Mino?”
“6I7T!!*pouting*”
“Salamaaaat”
“Janoon? U fell? Are u ok?”
“I’m fine babe”
“but she’s not supposed to walk on it for a few days until the swelling is gone”
“awwww 7abeebty”
“you see this?!! you see it? Hatheee ya jima3aaa ityannin…Lulu I would hug you if there scary eyes weren’t on me” lulu giggled.

“yala?” he whispered in Lulu’s ear
“what?” she whispered
“shakilch feech ilnoom?”
“umm ya3nee bas I don’t want to sleep just yet”
“3ala ra7tich”
“Lulu!!! Bitnameen 3indy!”
“haa?!! Yal 5ayna!”
“shut up you want to switch as well just for a change…ya 7mara It was originally your idea!”
“I know!! Bas after this tiwaqa3tich tabeeni ana!”
“awww 5ala9 3ayal…I’ll stay with you”
“la la abee Joury!”
“mino il5ayen il7een?!!”
“hathaila dayman chithy?” he whispered in Lulu’s ear…
“pretty much” he laughed.

He placed his hand on Lulu’s back pushing her ever so slightly forward to sit on the couch next to Jinan.

“hey roomie”
“hey this is exciting…”
“I know right?” Lulu nodded
“Ya3nii she said it was exciting! Ba3ad tabeenaha she agrees with what she said?”
“shtabeeeen? Fahmeeni shtabeeen?”

Joury kept laughing watching Jinan and Hind bicker.

“shilly itha7kich?!”

must be that time of month for her the girls thought...

9ali7 pulled Joury back from her shirt as she hit his chest…
He was glued to her back as he whispered..

“don’t answer that”
“laish?”
“3indy i7saaas igool chithy”
“Shily itha7kich?!!!”
“Nothing!!”
“ee good 3abalee ba3ad”
“imshay imshay” he pushed her forward
“Jinaan mabee ashoofich wagfa 3ala reeylich”
“and what do you suggest I do about it?!”
“ilmuhum u stay off the floor”
“ee Janoon 3ashani”
“awww ok 7ayatee”

The guys shook their heads in amazement…one hell of a combo Jinan and Hind.

Later that night….

9ali7 and 3bdala left to hang out with their friends as the girls headed for bed…

Jinan switched with Joury since she’s sleeping in the same room with Lulu.

She was collecting her things and esstentials to head to Lulu’s room.

As Joury was taking her Pj’s to head to the room across them she searched her pockets for her
phone…

“Shit!”
“what?”
“I don’t know where I left my phone..i don’t even remember taking it out of my pockets…”
“weee….check the living room”
“alright”

Joury searched and searched…it was useless…god where did I put it? She thought to her self frustrated.

“Hey”
“you shouldn’t be moving”
“oh give me a break” she walked with a limp towards Lulu’s room.
Joury giggled over Jinan…

Maskeena she thought to herself as she tried remembering the last time she had her phone…

“I had it when I was walking with the guys…I had it on the beach…right?...and…ugh! I didn’t use it! It’s supposed to be in my pocket!”
“what *yawn* are you whispering about?”
“I can’t find my phone!”
“oh” she answered in the least interested tone known to man kind
“what the hell am I supposed to do?!”
“*yawn* I don’t know but I’m going to bed...if you walk me you’re dead”
“thanks for the help”
“anytime” Hind walked back to her room so sleepy.
“ita9lay 3ala mobilich maybe you’ll get lucky”
“the beach!”
“what are you jabbering about?”
“nothing go to bed”
“*sleepy giggle* yeah yeah”

Hind walked into her room as Joury paced back and forth in the living room…
It’s 1:30 now…the guys will be back soon…I can wait…can’t i?

“screw this” she grabbed her hoodie and walked out of the sliding window in the living room which led to the beach…

She walked along the beach…

2o mints passed her eyes trying to locate her missing phone…

“this is not good” she mumbled to herself.

She kept walking along the beach draping her oversized hoodie tightly around her to keep warm.

Her heavy lids trying their best to find her stupid phone.

Another 10 mints passed and she reached the place where 9ali7 and Joury had their tickle fiesta.
She walked searching and searching…she could see something reflecting in the distance and ran towards it…

“My phone!!!” she bent down and it was a false alarm just an empty bottle…

“shit!”

She stood up turning around only to be frozen in her place….frozen by his presence…

“Joury?” he asked shocked,confused and a bit angry.

“*breathing heavily* S…Saif?”

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Jinan:

I secretly hoped it was Jara7 but nope it was another guy.
“t3awartay?”

I saw il7mara Hanood smiling her “oo la la” smile. I smiled softly.

“la mafeeni shay…mashkoor”
“akeeed??”
“eee..”

He let go and MY FREAKIN’ LEGS DIDN’T HOLD ME UP!!! I ALMOST FELL ON MY FACE !!
FASHLAAAAA!!

He quickly held on to me pulling me closer to him.

“7i6ay eedich wara irgobtee”

And so I did…I placed my arm around his neck as helped walk me a few steps…it did hurt..

“ouffff!! Reeylich zargaaa!!” Hind pointed
“don’t tell me that!!!!”

He chuckled a bit.

“Is this funny to you?” I turned to see him…not realizing that I was literally glued to him.

I quickly turned to look away when I saw him…yes HIM…Jara7…walking towards us.

“3asa mashar”
“masher ilhabla 6a7at min ilr9eef!”

He came closer to me and my heroic stranger…

“mashkoor o5oy maga9art” he held me from the other side forcing my stranger to let go of me.

I felt shivers finding their way through my veins.

“mashkoor” I told my stranger as Jara7 helped me walk slowly forward.

For some reason I felt like my savior was a bit annoyed…just a feeling.
“shi3awrich?”
“hmm? Oh…bas reeyly?…I think?”

He chuckled

“why is this so amusing?!”
“it’s not you are”
“I see…I hate you all” they laughed…

We were walking really slowly and I did bite my lips from the pain…I didn’t want them to feel anything.

A few moans and exhales escaped me.

Next thing I knew Jara7 pulled my feet off the ground and carried me.

My shivers intensified and his scent grew stronger…I felt myself slightly falling in my own day dreaming…his scent god just his scent got to me.

He smelled so soooooo goohood!!

“Jara7 walla it’s ok…I… I can walk”
“malik sh’3ool minha I know her she’s in pain”
“adree feeha”
“ha?! I can walk if I want to!”
“yalla wareena” he placed me down…ME AND MY BIG MOUTH.

I tried my best not to shift my weight on my right leg. I still had a hand on Jara7’s shoulder trying to balance myself out.

“I can see you’re walking perfectly”

I wanted to kick her ass right then and there.
I let go of Jara7 and stepped forward.

“ayyy ayyyy!!!” I lost my balance and Jara7 caught me this time.
“it’s your fault”
“shsawait?” he carried me again and walked towards our chalet.

He saw a bench outside near the beach…he placed me on it.
He pulled up my bruised leg.

“Jinan bawadeech ilmustaw9if”
“laaa it’s ok…shfeekom!! Tara mafeeni shay”
“ee I can see that”
“don’t start”
“this wouldn’t have happened if stalk”
“Hind!..* MY GOD YA3NII INSHALA MU JIDAM JARA7!!* Is my phone with you?!” 7awalt aragi3.

She realized what she was about to say and bit her lip looking the other way

“shfeekom?” he asked with frowning brows trying to figure us out.
“shfeek?” I snapped back
“Jinan?”
“huh?...a77!!” I lied pretending my leg was hurting me.
“yalla btyeen weyay” he picked me up and took me in his arms….

I was…I don’t know what I was feeling…I just wanted him to hold me for as long as possible …just to feel him near me.

OH MY GOD!!

NO NO NO!! AND NO!!

I’M NOT GOING TO SEE HIM AFTER TONIGHT!

THIS IS SO NOT ME!!

“Jara7!!”
He spun his head towards me taken off guard….

He kept looking at me with his weird look as if trying to read me…

Hahaha as if he could!!! My god he’ll think I’m crazy.

“hala?”
“I’m good thanks…take me back please”
“I know you’re not”
“And how do you know that?!”
“You’re asking me to carry you back…you can’t walk on your own”
“I’ll be fine…9adegni by tomorrow I’ll be as good as new”
“Janoon who are you kidding?”
“abee my hot chocolate” I whined with my puppy dog eyes
“ayeeblich kil ilhot chocolate ill tabeena bas awal awadeech echaykoon 3alaich”
“no”
“ibkayfich?!!”
“3abalich ba6lib rayich?”
“hay!! It’s my leg!!!...you know what put me down”
“ma3alaik minha!! She’s stubborn as hell”
“I swear Hanood *death stare*….Jaraa7 mashkoor walla ma ga9art please lowsama7t ya3nee itha sima7t itnazilnee?” I asked politely.
“la2”
“shino la2?!!!”

Who does he think he is?!!

“la2 many imanzlich” he answered slowly.

We reached his car.. Hind opened the door and he placed me in hind got in next to me to make sure I won’t get out.

“you know this is kidnapping!!! I’m just saying don’t come crying to me when I press charges!!!”
“here!!” she handed me my hot chocolate.
“My hot chocolate!!!” I said happily…shit I was angry a minute ago.il7mara Hanood seriously knows me too well.

They laughed at me…

He stopped in front of the resorts semi-hospital room.

“yalla?”
“mabee!”
“Janoon latjaneena!” she said in a Bedouin accent *bas the Bedouin accent is hotter compared to her imitation... I guess she was trying to cheer me up…she sucked big time.
“yala Jinan?”he said in a sad tone
“why?! Look I’m as healthy as…as…emm…I’m healthy!!…now I say we go get me some DVDs for a girls movie night…” he grabbed my wrist pulling me towards him…I seriously thought I was going to fall!!!
“ahhhh!!”

My head hit his shoulders softly as he sort of hugged me out of the car.

“maskich lat7ateen”

He carried me in and I felt my cheeks burn.

For some reason they were running around just because Jara7 was there…like he was their boss or something…I liked it…;P

I got examined till they were determined that I was just badly bruised and I should keep my feet off the ground for some time.

“bas I wanted to walk along the beach with my hot chocolate woman!” I whispered in her ear.
“we will inshala!! God you are one of a kind aren’t you”
“look who’s talkin’!”

The nurse pulled out a wheel chair. Hind took it from her.

“you can’t be serious!”
“we won’t be needing that”
“thank you!” I exhaled
“thank god someone has a brain!” I eyed Hind

I was going to drop down when he picked me up!!!

“Jara7!” I gasped
“shfeech?”
“put me down mala da3ee”
“kaifee misht’heee asheelich”
“ha?!”
“yalla yalla I don’t have all day! Masakeen their hot chocolates are cold”
“I’ll DRINK’EM!!” I yelled excited

I could see a smile on his gorgeous face…oh dear god I’ve gone mad!!!

No no no!! get a hold of yourself woman!!!

He placed me in the back with hind since his windows are blacked out.

He drove back and helped me in our chalet..
………………………………………….

The girls heart pounded…how were they going to explain Jara7 to the others…especially Joury…
is Saif around? They wondered.

Hind walked ahead of them opening the door while Jinan and Jara7 entered. He placed her gently on the couch.

To their surprise no one was around…

“Jinan itha ti7tajain ay shay hatha ra8mee” and he punched in his digits in her cell.
“la2! It’s fine walla maga9art…ta3abtik weyay bas il7imdela ma7tach shay”
“sub7an alla matdreen…ba3dain ay ta3ab?masawait shay. *smiling his killer smile*” and he gave Jinan her cell back.
“shlon Joury?” he asked out of the blue
“Joury?... il7imdella tamam…mino yis2al?”
“ba3ad mino” they both knew it was Saif…
“emm Jara7”

He loved hearing her call him….just the sound of his name from her lips made him smile internally.

“hala?”
“Saif?…Saif ihnee?” he nodded as the girls exchanged looks
“5ala9 3ayal ana mashee tamroon 3ala shay?”
“salamtik” he was almost out the door when he heard Hind yell at Jinan.
“JANOOOON YA 7MARA SHGALICH ILDICTOR?!!! YA KALBA GI3DAY!”
“3abalich dictor 9ijy?!! Mafeeny shay! Itha abee at7ark bat7arak!” she snapped back!
“MAYNOOONA?!! ANA BAFHAM INTAY MAYNOONA WALLA SHINO?!”
“EE MAYNOONA AND DAMN PROUD baroo7 il7amam 7aram ba3ad?!!”
“Ha?! Jinan ma6ala3t oo bidaytay it3andeen il dictor”

She was surprised he was still here.

He closed the gap.

“ya3nee lazem achaik 3alaich?”
“la2…bas…it doesn’t hurt as much now *looking down embarrassed*”
“may5alif ildictor galich lata7arikain” he softly said tucking a strain of her hair behind her ear to
get a better look at her. He wasn’t realizing what he was doing but the look in Jinan’s face brought him back to reality.

She was freaking out…anyone who’s anyone can tell.
Hind however was having a blast…thinking of ways to make this more awkward

“shfeekum sakteen?” laughing secretly about Jinan’s horrified look
“la walashay…yalla ana mashee…Hind mawa9eech itha t7arikat marathanya ita9lay 3alay ana atfaham weyaha” Jinan’s eyebrows shot up…she sort of liked it but still…min mita was it okay for her to talk to strange men?...she doesn’t know him…she doesn’t even know his last name!!
“afa 3alaik”.
………………………………………………………..
“oh!! 9ali7!!3bdalla!! 5anrid along the beach! Walla awnas”
“Lulu it8arir”
“ha?!! Oo ana?”
“la intay mu kafo” he wanted to piss her off.

She crossed her arms angrily across her chest and looked away.

He chuckled slightly nudging her shoulder with his.

“6al3eenee”
“mabee!”
“ok”

She looked at him astounded…he winked.
She held back her smile as best she could but it kept trying to break free.

He hugged her crushing her against his hard warm chest.

“Can’t. Breathe”

He let go…it’s how he felt when she wasn’t near he thought…
They walked back along the beach…

3bdalla pulled Lulu closer to him.

He described what was surrounding them. Lulu could picture it…part of it….but it was still as good.

As 3bdalla walked with Lulu he cracked jokes…he just felt like hearing her famous giggle.


He stopped holding her wrist.

“shfeek?!”

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Jinan stood in front of the counter lady starring back…not grasping what she said.

“Taken care of?”

“Taken care of??”

“yes ma’am”

“by whom?”
………………………………………..
On the other side of the resort Joury sat on the bed with Lulu dishing on their own about how great this was for them.

“Joury?”

“hmm?”

“emm…shrayich nitmasha?” Joury couldn’t believe her ears…

Lulu wants to go for a walk…she wants it…she asked for it!.

“YES!”

“waaay…and this is just asking if you wanted to walk” they giggled.

Joury picked out Lulu’s cherry trainings….and wore her pinkish peach training.

“ready?”

“yup…u?”

“yeah”

They walked out to the living room where 9ali7 and 3bdalla were.

“see ya”

“ha ha wain?” 9ali7 got up and walked towards them…Joury had half a smile on her face. Typical 9ali7.

“nitmasha 7ayak”

“wit5alooni ibroo7ee??!!”

“7ayak”

“3gob shino?”

“3bood imsh jidamee”

“3adel isloobik”

“oh ooooooo….*laughing* shakilhum bythawishoon”

“la yam3awda wain nithawash…intay lal7een ma3arafteelina…”

“so this is your usual way of talking?”

“pretty much” the girls giggled

“so you guys coming?”

“akeed”

“yala..”

9ali7 closed the distance between Joury and himself…Joury occupied with Lulu and 3bdalla standing near Lulu.

“ha mishaina?”

“ee yalla”

They walked around…3bdalla’s hand brushed ever so slightly against Lulu’s hand secretly wanting her to hold his hand…for him to guide her…to walk with her.
as they walked Lulu slightly let go of Joury and held 3bdalla’s hand.

His heart beats certainly sang.

He whispered softly in her ear what was in front of her.

“jidamich…” he described the most insignificant things and detailed everything he could see as best he could.

For a split second…she felt overwhelmed…how he makes her feel; how he talks to her; how he somewhat reads her….but the most important is how he made her feel whole again. His soothing voice…his big warm manly arms…his soft chuckles over certain situations happening in front of them.

She built this picture of him in her head…how his voice matched the picture she created in her head for him.


“3bdalla?”

“na3am??”

“emm…*whispering* are they near us?”

“ya3nee wain binkooon?”
She giggled…

“madree you guys were so quiet…i5tara3t ishwaya”

“laish ti5tar3ain oo ana weyach?!” he asked slightly with a temper.

“ha?!...emm..I..ha?!”

A smile crept in his face…he loved how confused she looked.

Joury giggled.

“ta3alay laish tith7keen?” he asked with a cocky smile.

“malik sh’3ool”

He raised his eyebrows with the most up to no good smile there ever was…he placed his hand on her waist pulling her closer to him..

“awareech illayla” he whispered softly in her ear.

“3abalik ba5af?”

“inshoof”
He let go and walked by her side.
…………………………………………………

Jinan waited impatiently for the answer…when her phone vibrated again…

She had 3 messages…

“crap”

“shino ba3ad?!!”

“stalker guy”

“what did that freak say now?”

She handed her phone over to Hind as she repeated the question.

1 msg from stalker creep:
MINO HAL 7AYWAAN BA3AD?!! Shako ma5tha jackaita?!! Itha bta5theeen shay ta5theena miny!
This message was sent when Jinan was giving Jara7 his hoodie back…

1 msg from stalker creep:
Jinan latnarfzeeni akthar minchithy…ana bafham lama agoolich a7ibich itkalmeen ‘3airy laish?!!

1 msg from stalker guy”
Matrideen 3alay laish?!! Lat5aleeni asawee shay tandameen 3alaih ba3dain!!

Hind’s eye’s popped out…now he’s threatening her?!

“who paid for our drinks??” another waitress behind the counter butted in…

“some maaaan..he 8omeeen and say you no pay”
In case you’re wondering she said “some man…he come in and say you no pay..” so there’s a guy who took care of their bill?

“no…here’s the money”

“no ma’am he specifically said that you are not to pay for anything here”

“do you know his name?”

“no ma’am”

“ok look I’m not taking the drinks unless I pay for them”

“I’m sorry ma’am but it’s free”

Jinan could hear Hind mumbling every few second…with her head down facing Jinan’s phone and re-reading his messages.


“hatha mu min9ija”

“I KNOW!!”

“well at least we know it’s not”

“ma’am…that’s the man” she pointed out towards the glass door…

There stood jara7 looking oh so fine.

“him?!” they both asked

“yes ma’am”

“very sexyyyyy”

“oo intay shako?”

“wha6?”

“wha6wha6ay ibaitich” Jinan couldn’t help but laugh over Hind’s frustration.

“excuse me…I’m a customer like everybody else…now I want to pay”

“I’m sorry ma’am I can’t help you”

“imshay imshay!! Free drinks don’t chinx it”

“*laughing* fine”

“it helps that it’s coming from a”

“from a?”

“well just look at him!”

“chubay!”

Hind laughed…

They walked out and jara7 saw them from a far with a small welcoming smile.
Hind was holding the drinks and Jinan was placing her phone back in her pocket when it all happened…

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Jinan:

I was walking by Hind not really paying attention to what’s in front of me returning my phone to my pocket when I tumbled to the ground!!!!

I didn’t even see the pavement!!! That’s not the worst part…I screamed and all eyes turned to witness my tumble!!

God if that’s not enough…Hind il7mara laughed her ass off!!!
I was still on the ground…I could feel my cheeks turn red…but I couldn’t help but laugh with Hind…

“gomaaay yal habla”

“chub!” I tried getting up but DAMN DID IT HURT!!

“aaaaay!!” I complained looking up at Hind who was still amused with the whole situation.

“maytha7ik!!! Wallla my leg hurts!!”

“goomay gooomay bala dala3”

I tried getting up again but it hurt like hell!!!

“a777!! Walla Hanood my leg…”

“ambai laykoon maksoora”

“NOOOOOOOOO!! No no no!!”

Suddenly I felt an arm around my waist pulling me up.

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9ali7 drove off …They decided to have lunch at chilies ilbid3…

They parked and 9ali7 helped Lulu out. They walked in and all eyes were on them…as if they demanded everyone’s attention.

“what’s with the people? People!”
“who knows awal mara ishoofoon awadem”
“chub they’re watching that” Joury pointed at the group of staff who apparently just sang a birthday song.
“and I thought it was because we were so damn beautiful”
“Intaay ilgomaar kila”
“ee eee 9a7 ilsanich”
“7imdella wishiker”
“inshala nig3ad!”
“yala yala”
“someone’s cranky”
“I’m not!*laughing*”
“I’m HUNGRY!”
“SHHHH!! Latfashleeena!!”
“min mita oo ana agoolkom inny yo3ana?!!”
“we’re here now!! yala we’ll order il7een”
“tara mu bas ihya yo3ana…3a6oonee wayh”
“*laughing*let’s eat people!! Yala get a move on”

3bdalla smiled…he adored how happy she looked…they sat down on the round table…he sat near Lulu and Joury was on her other side to help her with anything she needed…

9ali7 sat next to 3bdalla, Jinan next to hind who was near Joury….

The waiter took their orders…

“quickly ok?”
“yes ma’am”
“itfashleen”
“yo3ana!”
They laughed….

The drinks arrived as they talked and some whined over how hungry they were…

“Oh..my..god!” Hind whispered in Jinan’s ear.
“what?!!”
“it’s him”
“mino?”
“the guy from this morning!!!!”
“Wain?!!..*looking around* what are the chances?!!!”
“he didn’t see me yet…ashwaaa”
“Laish?!! He’s Hot ”
“hahahaha you slut…he’s okay”
“oh my god!! Hanood I was kidding…remember the pact…No Dating!!”
“ya 7maraaa I just said he’s OKAY…and you’re saying the D word!!!”
“eee 3balee ba3ad”
“haa?!! Yakalba!! Shtabeeeen!! You don’t see me saying this to you about Jara7”
“don’t even mention his name”
“dear lord…you sound like you’re married to him”
“HA! In his freakin’ dreams!”
“you’re still upset with the look he gave you”
“it’s…UGH! I don’t know…it’s my mood …it’s these stupid hormones we females suffer from” she laughed with hind.

The food arrived…and they dug in…

Hind was into her food…really hungry you can say….

“ooo I see lover boy”
“bwhhhhaaaat?!!!!” she asked with her mouth full…"bwhhhhere??”
“he’s looking at you hubba hubba!!”
“ya 7mara!!*blushing uncontrollably*”
“haaay!! Shfeekom titsaseroon!” Joury asked
“walashay….*leaning over Hind to whisper into Joury’s ear* I’ll tell you later”
“you do that” she winked

Hind got up heading to the bathroom with Joury while Lulu and Jinan stayed behind talking with the guys on what their next thing was… Jinan sat on Joury’s seat near Lulu.

“inkamel this game bacher…shraykom?”
“better…”
“laishhh? I’m having a lot of fun...aren’t you?…I say one more thing *hugging Lulu on one side*”
“No bacher inkamel...”
“Noooo*looking so sad*”
“are you crying?!!”
“NO! *laughing* cry over this??!!” she got up and sat on Lulu’s lap
“you’re not serious!”
“chub you missed me…”

9ali7 and 3bdalla laughed over Jinan’s craziness…

“What’s with 3bdalla?” she whispered in Lulu’s ear
“what?”
“He looks a little too happy…if you know what I mean”
“no one knows what you mean”
“YUMAAAAAA!”

Hind sneaked up on them from behind taking them both by surprise.

“haaaaay!! Don’t ever do that again”

Joury was laughing her ass off over the commotion the girls were having….

9ali7 ordered the check…

He pulled out his wallet..

“hay we’re paying…you won the game”
“game or no game minto daf3een”
“la 9ali7 may9eer…i7na arb3a oo into bas athnain”
“your point? Minto daf3een...”
“9ali7” he gave them his serious look and that shut them up…Joury smiled she loved this about him.

He paid on their way out a kid bumped into Hind.

His eyes popped out looking up at hind. He was probably 7or 8.

She looked back at him with her scary look…her eyes wide and frowned brows.

“7araaam!” Jinan protested in her ear.
“shooo!” she stomped her foot.

You could tell he was scared…

“mat5ar3eeen” he lied acting tough

She gave him the look again and he ran away…
Hind laughed like there was no tomorrow
“you’re evil”
“I love messing with kids”
“pure evil”
“hahahaha he was a little bugger!”
“makan lada3ee it5ar3eena”
“*laughing* so what he deserved it…of all of us…he bumped into me”
They laughed…hind…well she’s unbelievable.
“oooo lover boy is over there”
“shut up” Hind lowered her head not wanting to see him…
“bismella…just check him out!!...like old times”

Hind looked up her eyes landing on his…he had a soft smile
“you see that…it’s men like him that drive me insane!!”
“what’s wrong now?”
“when I want to check out a guy…I want to do it without him noticing me…like always….”
“hahaha oh come on! You’re loving this attention…I know you ya 7maraa…you’re the true slut in this group”
“*laughing* how do you know me so well?”
“don’t ask”

They got in the car and drove off…

They parked out side their rented chalet.

After 2 hours…

Jinan opened her closet and saw his hoodie hanging there…what she felt was weird…she liked that his clothes hung in her closet but she concluded that it was better to return it.

“we better get this back to him”
“mhmmm”
“Don’t you mhmmm me!! this belongs to him and I’m just going to take it back to its rightful owner nothing more nothing less”
“ahaaa…humph sure…”
“shut up” they laughed.

Jinan and hind went for a walk around the resort. Jinan holding his hoodie in her hand in case she runs into him.

They walked aimlessly just feeling the cold breezy air in their face and just enjoying their time.

After 20 mints they saw a familiar silhouette in the distance.

Jinan:

It’s just a guy…it’s just a guy…it’s just a guy…

My heart pounded as my eyes found his. He saw me…he saw that I was holding his hoodie..

Be strict…this is just business…I’m just giving him back his hoodie.

Just business MY GOD!!

Ugh!! What the hell I DON’T EVEN KNOW HIM!

I walked towards him…Hanood by my side in every step I take my heart beats faster.

I cleared my throat for him to turn my way…and he did.

“isalam 3alaikom”
“wa3alaikom ilsalam…”
“*handing him his hoodie* mashkoor” he looked at me; my hand which held his hoodie and back to me.

He took it looking directly into my eyes…not taking his eyes off me. it was intense I’m not going to lie…but I mean I don’t know him.

I turned and walked away with Hanood who seemed to have wanted to hear his reply but I didn’t…

I mean…I don’t know if I really want to hear what he has to say…I just gave him his hoodie and that’s all.

“what was that?”
“what?”
“you…walking away?...”
“I didn’t walk away…I just walked back the way I came from”
“what?!” she asked me confused…she looked hilarious

I shook my head..

“Jinaaan!!” my heart stopped beating…did he just call me?
“Jinan” I felt him near me…I turned and there he was…
“hala?”

Hanood kept looking back and forth between…I know what she’s thinking…I think. Probably "ooooo awkward."

This is so awkward.

“malada3eee keep it”WHAT?!!
“la2 mashkoor ma7taja…”
“unless you’re planning on spilling another drink on her” I gave her a look and he laughed rubbing of his head..

“not any time soon”

He handed his hoodie back.

“shaklich bardana”

I laughed I couldn’t help it…he wants me to keep his hoodie??

“la walla mashkoor”
“akeeeeeed?” he asked tilting his head

I smiled…what the hell am I feeling?!!

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket but I didn’t bother with it just yet.

“akeed”

“ha? Radeen ilchalet?” OH NO HE DIDN’T! is he checking my where abouts?!

Oh my god! I’m being paranoid!!...he’s making me go insane!!!

“madreee…I think we’re going to get some drinks and head back”

This is just a sign…me and men we definitely aren’t a suited match.

He’s starring…why in heaven is he starring at me?!!.

He’s making me nervous….

“JINAAAAN!”
“what?!!” my head spun to face her…she is so dead!!
“*laughing* let’s get me some coffee”
“sure…ooo!! Abee Hot chocolate!! I’ve been craving it all day”
“*laughing* inshoofkom 3ala 5air” he turned to leave.

I kept my eyes on him until I couldn’t see him anymore

“someone has it bad!!”
“what?!! No ya7amara!!…” we walked towards the resort’s starbucks.
…………………………………..
“oooo!! Wanasa!! Hot chocolate and a walk along the beach!!” she jumped up and down near Hanoood

“I swear if I didn’t know you I’d say you’re mental…but since I do I KNOW UR MENTAL!”
“intay mental!!get me my Hot chocolate woman!!” they laughed entering starbucks

Jinan called Joury asking her if she or Lulu wanted something from starbucks…

“ok so let me get this right…hi *talking to the waitress behind the counter* three hot chocolate and one macchiato”
“yes ma’am…and?”
“nothing that’s it thank you”
“okay”
“emm…how much?”
“it’s been taken care of”
WHAT?!!!! Jinan and Hind both wondered…

Blind Love 12

This goes out to Choco Loco ;***
Lo-ooooong post 3ashankom ;****
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3bdalla drove back to the chalet…

“Ha jinan shino binsawee il7een?”
“hehehahaaha..we…my friends are going to play a little game…shraykom?”
“what game?” They asked excited
“hide and seek”
“hide and seek??”
“seriously?”
“yes!! Minzimaaaaaan mala3bat’ha I want to…you said anything”
“ha? Banat imwafgeen”
“Wait!! I’m not done yet!!...since I’m starving…there’s going to be a twist…”
“ooooo”
The girls laughed
“shino shino iltwist?”
“if the guys find us…catch us within the first 15 mints…then lunch is on us…but if they don’t…it’ll be on them”
“Nice!!”
“cool!! What do u guys say”
“*laughing* you think you can out run us?”
“la la... you can run but you can’t hide”

The entire car was laughing hysterically

“don’t be so sure…we’re not as easy to catch as you think” Joury said confidently
“we don’t mind a challenge…”
“ambaaaaaaai!!! I’m so freaking excited now!!”
“ok!! Rules”
“rules?!! No no no rules!!”
“imbala!!! The only zone we’re playing in is the resort…everyone stay inside the border”
“fine..that’s the only rule!!! Manaby wayed rules!”
“deal”
“yalla 3bdalla drive faster”
“*laughing* inshala”

Lulu felt that burn in her throat and chest…this is just reminding her of things she can’t do…she’ll always need someone…even to play a stupid game.

I don’t want to do this anymore…she thought
I don’t want to pretend like I’m fine! I don’t want to be a burden anymore!!! I just don’t….
Why can’t they get it?! I’m not the same person…I’ll never be…as much as I want it…as much as I need it…and as much as I long for the old me…I just can’t find her anymore…she thought..

Her mood suddenly changed to that of sorrow and loneliness…

just when I think life might actually turn around for me…just when I believe I might get back on my own two feet…I find obstacles coming at me from every direction..
Joury could sense something was up with Lulu…

“Lulu shfeech?” she whispered

Lulu chocked holding back her tears…she was holding them back as best she could…and she knew that if she talked they’ll escape her…so she shook her head hoping that Joury saw her…

“Akeeed?”

Lulu nodded.

3bdalla kept looking back at her in the rear view mirror guess it wasn’t just Joury who sensed Lulu’s change in mood.

He parked outside their chalet and stood outside the door Lulu was walking out from.

As Lulu was stepping out of the car she lost her balance…3bdalla could see it coming a mile away…his arms opened ready to catch her.

“ahhh!!!”
She fell right into his arms…
“I got you”
“th…thanks” she took a breath.
“Anytime” she giggled…

One word was able to make her smile again…is this temporary? She thought…
They walked in…

“yalla u guys count to 50? And then come and find us…you have to catch us remember it’s not enough to just find us”

Hind grabbed Lulu and pulled her behind her…

“No no I don’t want to play this game”
“mako!! Giltlukom kilna bnil3ab”
“ee…3adel...ilkil byl3ab”
“3bdala I don’t want to”
“No!! Lulu yalla 3ad we want you with us”
“………fine”
“ok then…yala start counting”

The girls took Lulu to a hiding place….Joury sat with her…as hind and Jinan hurried to find the perfect hiding place.

“Joury!! Go! Kil wa7da ibroo7a!! awnas”
“you sure??”
“yes!! Go”

Joury ran to look for another place to hide.

Lulu was hiding between two chalets…she didn’t move a muscle from where Joury left her.

Joury sat herself behind a huge decorative stone the resort had on the sandy beaches…

Jinan was in between some jet skies...

Hind was hiding behind a small built in changing room on the beach…

The guys have 15 mints to find the four girls…catch them and win a free lunch…otherwise they’ll be taking them for lunch…

The guys created a plan…each going on a different direction.

5 mints past and still they got nowhere.

Calling 3bdala
“ha?? Lagaithom?”
“malhum 7is!!! *laughing* oh!! 9aloo7 lagait Hind!! Bye bye!!” 3bdala walked casually towards her from behind as Hind was occupied peeking on the corner…

He tapped her shoulders
“shlonich? Sh5barich? Minzmaaaan 3anich”
“ahhhhhhhhh!!!”

She was ready to run but it was too late for her….he caught her
“crap”
“3aib”
“please tell me I’m not the first you guys caught”
“you are”
“double crap!”
“ya bint”
She laughed as he took her to the chalet..he sat her in the living..
“Hind”
“hmm?”
“wain ilbajy?”
“MAY9EEER!!! *laughing!!* go find’em yourself”
“yala yala zaaaiiiiiin”
He walked out and called 9ali7.

“misakt Hind…you?”
“mako n9eeb” they laughed

As 9ali7 closed the line he could see the top of Jinan’s head behind a jet ski…she saw him and started running.

He laughed and then ran after her…she was extremely fast…he didn’t expect that.

“THBA7TEEENY!!”

She laughed he quickly caught up with her and started to run beside her.
“Hi there”
“ahhhh” she stopped turning around but he caught her in his arms.
“I told you…you can’t out run us”
“show off…oh!! 9ali7 pleaaaaase let’s pretend you didn’t catch me yet”
“no”
“pleaaaaaaaase”

He shook his head still holding her in his arms…Jinan looked up and saw a pair of eyes on her…Jara7.

He didn’t look happy…his eyebrows formed a frown in his temple.
She regained her breath…about to smile but his eyes were that of disapproval…that just pissed her off.

Who the hell does he think he is to look at me like that?!!

He walked away ignoring her. 9ali7 let go of her and took her back to the chalet he saw hind.
“ashoof 9adach”
“it’s a stupid game”
“BABY!!!”
“DARLING!!!!” they opened their arms hugging eachother
“we suck at this”
“tell me about it”

Jinan pulled out her phone and found 6 messages!!

99986xxx
I see my baby going somewhere…wain ray7a?”
Sent at 10:30am

This is when we all got in the car to get the buggies

99986xxx
Laish matrideen 3alay baby? A5af 3alaich…ba3dain mino illyweyach?!
Sent at 10:50

99986xxx
Baby ur killing me on that buggy…mind if I ride with you sometime? ;P
Sent at 11:16

99986xxx
MINO IL7YAWWWAN HATHA?!! SHLON EMID EEDA 3ALAICH?!!
Sent at 1:02

99986xxx
ANA BAFHAM MATRIDEEN 3ALAY LAISH?!!!
Sent at 1:09

99986xxx
JINAAN! Lat5aleeni az3al 3alaich.
Sent at 1:13

“oh my god..he’s crazy”
“mino?”
“stalker guy”
“shgal?”

She handed her phone over to Hind with her worried eyes.

“hal kalb mayst7yee? Mu ga9ib ilmaw’6oo3!!! Janoon let’s tell 9ali7 walla he’ll beat the crap out of him”
“no!! shgooloon 3aney!? They’ll think I know him or we had something”
“min9ijich?!! We all know you!!!”
“no!”
“Janooon please”
“No!! Hanoood it’s my choice…I’ll ignore him and he’ll just go away”
“it’s up to you bas I still think you should tell 9ali7”
“Hind” she called softly
“na3am?”
“Jara7..it could be him”
“shdarach?”
“I was out on the beach and 9ali7 caught me from behind..and he saw it all…he looked upset…I mean he judged me with his eyes!! I swear I just wanted to slap him!!”
“whoa…you? slap?”
“shut up!! Il7een agoolich all this and you go to the part where I want to slap someone?!!” she laughed
“it’s just so not you”
“Hanooood!!”
“sorry sorry”
“kamlay”
“I don’t know it was weird…he was starring at us…and then I see these messages…it’s freaking me out”
“wait…it can’t be him”
“why not?”
“Jara7 knows 9ali7…he wouldn’t ask who it was”
“maybe he doesn’t want me to know it’s him?” she asked confused
“this is confusing”

9ali7 walked along the beach trying to find the next 2.

He was impressed Lulu wasn’t found yet…

He could see movement from around the decorative resort stone. He slowly made his way around it to find her down on all four…trying to get a peek of the chalet…she saw Hind and Jinan but she didn’t see where 9ali7 went…

He starred at her watching her…wanting to just hold her in his arms.

“shga3d itsaween?” he laughed

She gasped as she turned…her smile shinning brighter

“NO no no!!” he walked towards her
She got up and ran.
“I TOLD YOU…YOU CAN’T OUT RUN ME” he ran after her…he was impressed she was fast…maneuvering left and right when he was about to catch her…

He held her around the waist pulling her fast towards him…his chest glued to her back. Hugging her from behind.

“Not fair!!!”
“shino not fair?!!”
“may9eeer I didn’t see you coming!!”
“*laughing* mu mishkilty”
“haa?!!” she tried to escape his hands but it was useless they ended up falling down.
“you see what you did?” he laughed
“*laughing* well you didn’t let go”
“why would I?” he asked seriously
“shut up you know I would’ve”
“you would’ve?...” he asked with a smirk
“ugh! I don’t know” he laughed
“did you guys find Lulu?”
“not yet”
“guess lunch is on you”
“I don’t think so”

He was still on top of her.

“yalla let’s get back”
“what’s your hurry?” he asked slyly
“9ali7!!*laughing*” he got off pulling her up in to his arms.

He held her close to him as they walked back…

“bardan?” she asked feeling awkward with how things are going with them…he’s being a little bit more friendlier than usual.

“la2 laish?”
“lazeg feeni”
“*laughing* am I bothering you”
“no” she simply answered like it was no big deal
“good answer”
“ba3aaaaad…” he laughed as they walked in to the living room where the girls were…
“2 mints left…better get your wallet”

3bdalla kept looking around for Lulu after 9ali7 told him that Joury was caught…his heart raced…

Where is she?

He walked by the chalets…some gave him looks for the way he was searching…his eyes focusing on one target…Lulu.

He reached the 15th chalet…he was about to turn around when he caught a glimpse of someone in the dark.

He walked quietly…saw her….facing him…not moving not realizing someone was infront of her..

He walked closer quietly. Lulu stood where she was unaware that 3bdalla was a feet away from her.

He hugged her.

“gotchya!!”
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!” she screamed.
“athoonee ya bint!!”
“*breathing heavily* Don’t ever do that!!*tears*”
“ma 7asaitay feeni?”
“no *deep breath*”
“asfeen” he hugged her tightly…closer to his heart.
“5ala9 3ayal I owe you”
“how long has it been?”
“14 mints…”
“hahahhaa…I guess lunch is on us”
“not if you don’t want it to be…” Lulu giggled
“no…you won fair and square…let’s go”
“yala”

He held her hand taking her back to the chalet…on the way he called 9ali7…and gave him the good news.

As he walked with Lulu someone accidently bumped into her…the girl was into what her friend was saying not paying attention so she crashed into Lulu.

“Watch it!!...ugh!” she yelled frustrated
“Wai3 shino hatha?! Waaay ib6oon ilchabd” her friend said frustrated.

Lulu choked…3bdalla tightened his grip on her.

3bdalla gave them a look and they realized what they didn’t before.

“ambay sorry…I didn’t..i’m..aa” they hurried away embarrassed…Lulu just wanted to cry
“hay”
She remained quiet.
“Lulu…” he tugged her arm for her to answer.
“take me home” she answered barely
“no” he simply answered…
She wasn’t expecting that from him.
“what?”she whispered
“No…I’m not taking you back until I know you’re fine”
“I’m fine”
“bull shit”
“3bdalla please…just take me home”
He walked her to a bench and sat her down.
“what now?”
“talk”
“I don’t want to…Now take me back!!!!”
“Lulu!! Maney mit7arek”
“why are you doing this??!” she cried…her tears couldn’t be contained anymore…they poured out of her and he held her in his Manly arms comforting her.
“because someone has to”
She pushed herself away…
“what now I’m a charity case?!!!”
“Luluuu” he said sadly
“I don’t need you to feel sorry for me!!!I don’t need you at all!!! Just because I’m blind doesn’t mean I can’t take care of myself!! I don’t need someone…Just leave me alone!!!!”
“You want that?”
“YES!”
“fine”

She was quiet…how it hurt her to hear him say that…she stood in her darkness…not knowing what to do next…

“Let’s go back”

He held her above the elbow coldly and walked with her slowly. His heart ached…was that what she thought of me?? ohooo hathy i5t 9alooo7…nothing more nothing less!!! He reminded himself.

He respects 9ali7 to ever let himself get carried away with Lulu but there was a part of him that pushed him towards her.

They got in Lulu hurried to her room as the rest were talking to 3bdalla…

She got into the bathroom and locked it behind her….she let her tears fall freely… taking in a deep breath. The cold bathroom floor beneath her she searched around for a tissue box…her hands spread out…she felt it and pulled out a Kleenex and wiped her tears and blew her nose…trying to get back to a normal heartbeat.

KNOCK KNOCK
“Lulu??...Lulu you ok??”
“*sniff* yeah…I’ll be right out” she pulled herself of the floor and washed her face….took deep breaths and walked out..hoping no one can read her face…

As she walked out Joury saw her red puffy face

“SHFEEECH?!!!”
“Shhhhhh!! Mafeeeni shay!!!”
“Lulu!! I know you cried!! Shfeeech?!! Stop scaring me!”
“NOTHING IS WRONG!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!”

Everyone hurried to the bedroom where the girls were…

“sh9ayer?!”
“shfeekom??”

Lulu felt bad…she really didn’t want all this attention…

“Nothing...Joury…I need you”
“…….ok”

Lulu knew she hurt Joury and that alone killed her.

“are they gone?”
“yes”
“I’m sorry…I really didn’t mean it”
“I know…want to talk about it?”
“not now”
“fine…get ready ‘cause we’re going out to lunch”
“I don’t want to go..”
“ha?!! Laish?!!!”
“bas I’m not hungry..i’m not in the mood plus I just want to sleep”

Joury got worried…is Lulu sinking back to her sad place? Is she headin back to the state everyone worked so hard to get her out of?

“la Lulu you have to come”
“please Joury I just …I feel like crap mally 5ilg”
“3ashanee?”
“I yelled at him” she couldn’t hold it in any longer…
“who?”
“3bdalla”

Joury’s eyes popped out…

“em..why?”
“I don’t know exactly…I was just mad! And he was right there and…ugh!”
“start over lulu”
“we were walking back and a girl crashed into me and…” she explained every detail as she recalled.
“so I just…I felt like I needed to be alone…to..em…I just..”
“you wanted to cry?” Lulu nodded
“so…3bdalla was checking on me and I told him to take me home but he wouldn’t he said he wanted to make sure I was fine…I told him I was… he kept insisting I talk about what happened…I was humiliated that’s what happened…and that’s when I just exploded on him.”
“shgiltay?”
“I told him i..i told him I wasn’t a charity case…and that I don’t need him or anyone ”
“Luluu” Joury said disappointed
“I feel bad about it…I also told him to leave me alone”
“and?”
“he asked if that’s what I wanted and I said yes”
“Lulzzz”
“I know!!” she cried again as Joury hugged her.
“you like him don’t you?”
“what?!! NO!..I don’t know him!!... I just feel bad that I hurt him”
“well then apologize”
“Jooooooury” she whined
“bala Joury!! You owe him that…”

After 10mints…Joury helped dress Lulu for their lunch…

“take me to him”

Joury took Lulu to where 3bdala was out with the rest of the group.

“HELOOOOO??!!! I’M STARVING HERE!!!”
“yalla…yalla”
“he’s talking to 9ali7…I’ll distract 9ali7 while you go apologize..”
“thanks”
“9ali7”
“hala??”
“emm…I want to talk to you” he walked towards her…worried.
“shfeech?”
“walashay”
“amray”
“what?”
“ba’3aitay shay?”
“aaaaa……yeah *rolling her eyes* oh!! Abbee your Lion bar”
“*laughing*bnit’3ada il7een…ba3adha in7alee”
“emm ok”

He narrowed his eyes trying to read Joury..she could see him trying to analyz her.

“what?!!!”
“you’re weird”
“you just noticed”

He laughed as she smiled back.
Meanwhile Lulu stood where she was trying to find the words to truly take back what she said…

“aa…3bdalla?”

For some reason his heart ached when he heard her mention his name.

“na3am?”
“let’s go for a walk…alone”

He was confused…she made it clear she wanted to be left alone…for him to stay away.

He walked towards her…whispered near her ear.

“I thought you wanted to be left alone”
She felt like she just got the worst news ever…she didn’t mean to hurt him.
“I…”
“mino itkalmeen?” 9ali7 asked Lulu who was standing alone…
“emm…”she felt this huge amount of pressure on her chest.

The least he could do was to hear me out…





I’m blind how the hell am I suppose to know you walked away?!!!






“she’s talking to me…yala” he held her hand pulling her away from the rest…
“where’d you go”
“nowhere”
“3bdalla…I…I’m sorry about earlier..I”
“it’s how you feel”
“No!...I didn’t mean it…I was upset…I just…*deep breath* I’m not used to this…I don’t deal with it as well as I should…”
“I noticed”

She giggled
“so we’re ok?”
“we?”
“yeah…no hard feelings right?”

How can I hold something against you?!! he thought

“hay you owe me one remember…so how about we start over?”
“malada3ee” Her heart pounded…does he really resent me that much? he could see her sad reaction...
“3bdala walla I didn’t mean to hurt you…I’m really sorry”
“Lulu *slightly laughing* malada3eee hal kalam…ma9ar shay...” he leaned near her ear
“we’re better than fine” she smiled
“good…”
“bas abee minich 6alab”
“amerni”
“ana yo3aaaaaaaaaaaan wakleeeniii!!!” she giggled

God I love that sound…he thought.

“yala we better feed you then”
“yes ma’am you better indeed” she giggled again
he pulled her close to him as he walked her back to the group...
9ali7 took her from him...and helped her in the car.