Blind Love 9

“Joury!” the sound was so close to her ear…she froze in place…her friends surrounding her…
“Saif lo sama7t”
“hal shay bainy oo bainha”

Joury slowly turned to face him…

Her heart pounding so fast…

Jara7 kept his eyes on Lulu and the girls…but who really took his breath away was crazy Janoon…she looked really adorable with that scared look over the situation happening with
Joury.

Saif held Joury’s hand pulling her further away to talk in private however Jara7 was now Jinan’s prisoner…

“shlonich Lulu?”

Lulu was taken aback…how many guys know her?!!! this is too much!! Min mita did she know this amount of men?! It’s not until she was blind did she really see that she was somewhat surrounded by men in her life.

“aaa…il7imdela?”

The girls kept looking back and forth at this hunk who seemed to know Lulu…
“tathkreeni?”

The beautiful voice…the guy who helped her off the ground…could it be?

“la wela ma3arftik”
“kintay ib mamsha illy 3al ba7ar weya Joury…ana oo Saif”
“oh! Yeah…I think…yeah I think I remember you”
“good”
“bas I still don’t know you’re name”
“I give up ismy Jara7”

What the girls liked about Jara7 is that he kept eye contact with Lulu he didn’t once look away even though she was blind.

Janoon however was in two places at once…interested in this hot guy who only seemed to get hotter with every glance but also occupied with Joury who seemed to be struggling.

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“Joury…”
“what do you want?” she asked quietly avoiding his eyes…he was surprised…it was obvious what he wanted and he didn’t think she’ll be this cold…it’s Joury..his Joury…no one is going to change that…not now….not when he loves her.

“Look at me….*avoiding his eyes*….Look at me”
“what do you want Saif?”
“you…it’s obvious don’t you think?”
“Saif…I can’t…”
“Jou”
“No don’t…isn’t it enough?!!…I can’t do this…I’m done”

He got angry…he doesn’t want to lose her… her words alone drove him to the edge…

“Joury shga3d itgooleen?!! Mu ibkayfich zain…illly baina mayint’hee ib hal s’hoola…3abalich bahidich…wela lo shino Joury manee hadich”
“Saif!” she gasped


Joury:

He wasn’t the Saif I knew…he was really angry…

“Shtabeeni agool?!...oo bashoof shbsawee 9ali7…il mara ilyaya wela itha mad edda 3alay wela athbi7a”
“ilmara ilyaya?!” I was angry and frustrated!!
“Shino ilmara ilyaya?!!! Kafee il 9ar!!!”
“Joury shga9dich?!”
“there isn’t going to be a next time!”
“SHGA9DICH?!!”
“you think I’m going to let you kill each other?!! NO”
“shga3d itgooleeen Joury?!”
“I’m saying this is it”
“ana shgilt?! Hal kalam masim3a mara thanya! Ana mu ga3ad al3ab weyach…hal kilma matingal bilsanich mara thanya”
“shbitsawee?! I don’t want this anymore!”

He pinned me against his car holding me from my shoulders…not hurting me but firmly holding me in place.

“mu ibkayifich…su2al wa7d Joury…ti7benee?” tears gathered in my eyes…I couldn’t handle this..
“let go” I whispered
“jawbeny” he ordered softly…getting closer to me..
………………………………………………..

As Jara7 waited for Lulu to introduce him to the girls…wanting to know who the girl’s name was…dying to get to meet Jinan.

“Emm Jara7 this…*holding her hand*…is…”
“Hind flan ilflani”
“3ashat ilasamy”
“3ashat ayamik” hind was really taken by how good looking he was.
“and this is”
“huh? *taking her eyes off Joury and Saif* emm Jinan flan ilflani”
Jinan …he thought to himself
“wini3m”
“*smiling* yin3am bi7alik”
She looked back at Joury…
“Mara7 e2atheeha” he reassured her…
“um…I know…” he smiled…for a few seconds Janoon was drawn to his pearly white smile…it just made him more attractive and he looked smart..to her that is..

“he better not…we should go get her”

“what time is it?”

“it’s 7:15…”

“5aloohum ishwaya…”

“bas…em.. *looking into his eyes…they seemed to calm her down*” she nodded in agreement and he flashed her his pearly whites again.

“I’ll give them 15 mints…I don’t care”

“we should’ve made codes…or hand signals or something..Just to know if she needed us!” Janoon blurted softly not realizing Jara7 was close by.

The girls laughed with Jara7 over her reaction when she saw him.
“a code?” hind started..
Jinan gave her a death stare…
“just to help her out!” they laughed again…
“shut up” she laughed with them
“but you have to admit it’s a good idea…don’t you think so?” she asked Jara7
“*laughing* yeah?”
“yes…* looking back at them*”
“see this is why you never date…nothing good comes of it!”

Jinan and Hind high fived.
Jara7 was being drawn into them..into her…Jinan

“OK what’s going on now?”
“they’re talking…he looks really angry and she looks upset.”
“relax Lulu..mako shay...”
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“Jawbeeny Joury t7beeni?” he asked her softly waiting for the answer…

Joury thought of it…she knows she loves him…but the only way to end this is to lie…that’s the only way…break his heart.

“…No” she answered quietly not looking at him

“bull shit”

“Saif let me go”

“and if I don’t”

“you don’t understand! I don’t love you anymore!” she looked directly into his eyes…holding back the tears as best she could…this is the only way she’ll make him leave her.

He moved away…this time he was crushed…the girl he fell for isn’t in-love with him…

She passed him and ran towards her friends..

“Lets go”

The girls followed her…hind holding Lulu and Jinan looking back at jara7…she just wanted to remember him.

They got into Hind’s car and Joury cried her eyes out…Lulu held her in her arms…Hind drove of…Jinan was in the passenger seat. She got another glimpse of Jara7…he saw her…his heart pounding…it’s been a while since he felt this way…the last time his heart skipped a beat was when he saw his wife for the first time…

Let it go he thought to himself…a girl like that deserves someone a lot better than me…he convinced himself…

He walked back to his friend who was resting his head on his arms on his car…breathing heavily.
Jara7 patted Saif’s shoulder for him to turn around and face him.

“a7ibha” he told him.

Jara7 nodded in agreement…Saif looked so sad.

“yalla imsh”
“mally 5ilg..rad ilbait”
“la la imsh ilchalet ma3ay” Saif smiled back…

The girls arrived at Lulu’s house…Joury helped Lulu down still crying.
Jinan helped them out allowing Joury to go ahead of them.

Joury ran in and crashed into something big and hard…she stumbled back as he held her shoulders fearing she might fall.

He saw the tears and worried about her.

“Shfeech Joury?” he asked impatiently
“Nothing” she pushed him away and ran up to Lulu’s room falling on to her bed and crying her eyes out.

9ali7 walked towards Jinan…who was with Lulu

“mashkoora maga9artay” he held Lulu and helped into the living room as Jinan left.

“Lulu?” he asked

“hmm?” she was dreading his next question

“Shfeeha Joury?”

“aa…9ali7”

“Lulu jawbeeny alla ee5aleech”

“we ran into…emm..”

“Saif?” he clenched his jaw when he mentioned him
She nodded…

“9idfaa?!!!” he asked angrily

“Yes! Wala 9ali7! She even told him to back off when he wanted to talk”

“good…” it tore his heart out on how much pain she was in…

He left her and walked up to Joury.

He knocked on the wide open door and walked in…Joury kept her head dug in the pillow.

“Joury…Joury” he caressed her back…
“please leave me alone…I’m not in the mood”
“Look at me…hey…” he softly said still caressing her back wanting to hold her in his arms…wanting to comfort her…to take away her tears if only she could take away the pain he has…over her.

She pulled herself off the pillow and looked at him with her teary eyes…he smiled. She threw her hands around him and cried soaking his shoulder.

“Hey..manaby tears…Jay…look at me”

She looked up… this is the first time they’ve talked since that NIGHT...

“mako shay fil dinya tswa dmoo3ich” he managed to make her softly smile. she hugged him…not wanting to let go.

He on the other hand was in pain…knowing that she’s going to let go…He wanted to keep her in his arms…
“shrayich inroo7 ilchalet in’3ayer jaw?...inyeeb ilbanat winajer chalet ib XX”she nodded with half a smile.
“yalla goomay ‘3aslay wayhich…” he pulled her up.