Blind Love 1

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The doctor’s words kept repeating in my head…his words…never did I think words could hurt so much…but they can…

“I’m sorry Lulu …but your condition is permanent…there’s nothing we can do”

I remember hearing him say that and how much impact it had on me…I heard my father yell out his frustration on the Doctor. I heard my mom’s soft cry…my brothers pleads trying to calm down my dad.

It’s been a month since I got the bad news…I still haven’t adapted well.

Everything I had…every dream I dreamt…everything I wanted went away after that night.
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Lulu was your typical Kuwaiti girl…smart, sweet, loved by her family and respected by a lot of people.

She didn’t believe in love or its necessities…she considered it a waste of time and just a road to heart break and misery not to mention it’s a way to ruin a reputation she’s not willing to lose.

She had a few close friends and was considered to be a cheerful person.

She looked at the bright side of things and was an optimistic…she loved the different colors of the world.

She loved to draw as something to do on the side but was never serious about it.

Lulu had good self-esteem and was confident in her decisions but it all went downhill after that night….that tragic night.

That one night changed Lulu’s life forever…
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Lulu:

It’s been 2 months and yet that night is all I think of…if I did one thing different I might still be whole.

I haven’t left my house…my cousin Joury has been trying to lift up my spirits.

She’s convinced me on leaving the house…for the first time since my accident. I don’t really know where we’re going but it doesn’t really matter it’s not like I’m going to enjoy the view. She just wants me out of the house…out of this darkness I’m in…but that’s all I’ll ever be in…
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Joury is Lulu’s cousin and best friend…they’ve been close friends since forever…no one has Lulu’s back like Joury and vise versa…

Joury is in a serious relationship with Saif…he’s been very supportive with Lulu’s situation.

Though Lulu doesn’t really accept him or the fact that they’re in a relationship she believes should have never started.

Joury is determined to get her Lulu back…she hates what the accident did to her beautiful cousin…the cousin who was out going.

It’s winter and Joury thinks a walk would do Lulu good.

However Lulu doesn’t feel ready to face the world just yet…too afraid to step outside but knowing Joury Lulu will follow up with the plan.
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Lulu:

I wore what was put out for me on the bed…since it’s winter I wore layers to keep warm. I wore my socks and I didn’t pay attention until the maid pointed that I wore different pair of socks…I wore my matching socks and wore sneakers waiting for Joury to pick me up.

Joury helped me in her car and drove off..

“I talked to Saif yesterday…he wants to see you”
“what for?”
“Be nice…you know how much he means to me”
“I’m sorry…I just think you can do better…and by that I don’t mean by dating”
“Lulu I know you hate the way we met but I think this might actually work”
“as opposed to the last three times?”
“Lulu! You’ve never been in a relationship so you don’t understand…”
“I know once you start you never stop…until you get married that is”
“you know what…you’ve been this way for a long time now…Saif is different…he’s not going to hurt me”
“what if he does?!! Joury I love you and Saif is just another guy to me…he’s just a number in your life to me…what if he’s not what you think he is?! What if he turns out to be just like all the rest?”
“Lulu it’s my life and you’re right he might break apart my heart but…I’m willing to risk it…you…you don’t even give a person the time or day”
“because that’s how WE were raised in case you forgot”
“why is Saif such a bother to you?! he’s been nothing but amazing to me and YOU…you know he’s different….don’t deny it”
“you’ve been together 2 years now? I don’t recall him mentioning anything about a ring on your finger”
“he’s not ready…and I’m not either…Lulu give him a chance…3ashany?”
“ugh! I hate it when you do that…FINE! Bas I’m not promising anything”
“I lo-ove you” she teased
“yeah yeah”
“haaay!”
“I love you too……****silence****……emm Joury I don’t think this is such a good idea”
“Nonsense you’ll be fine”
“I really think we should go back…I’m not ready”

She tried to convince me but this voice in my head was against it and my heartbeat certainly responded.

She came to my side and unbuckled my seatbelt helping me down…

“Where are we?”
“mamsha yam ilba7ar”
“oh..”
I held on to her as we walked on a smooth path…

Nothing changed…everything was…sad to me…just dark…

I heard the cars passing by and the children playing around.

After a few mints…

Joury left me to get us something to drink
She sat me on this bench and I could hear the soft sounds of seagulls I think…it was really cold…I could feel my nose freezing.

“shfeeha it5iz hathy?”
“madree 3anha!”

I heard 2 guys from a distance…I turned away…

Joury is taking a long time to just get drinks…this is too much to handle…

I didn’t agree on this…

“low sama7tay?”
Someone near me called out…
“i5ty” I turned towards him.
“itha sim7tay bas ma3ay 7areem ikbar” what does that mean?
Am I supposed to get off the bench?

I mean I don’t have a problem with old ladies needing to sit down but…what about me?

“emm…o..ok”
I got up and took a step forward allowing the ladies to sit…should I just wait here standing while she comes back?

What am I suppose to do?

I didn’t get my phone….but what good will that do me?

I took another step forward hoping I get out of this mess…I hate this…I should’ve never left the house…I knew I wasn’t ready I knew !

“shfeeha hathy?” a kid asked
“hahaha yimken maynoona” another boy answered him.


Next thing I knew I fell on the ground because someone swung something against my legs…it felt like a stick.

“LULU!!” I heard joury’s shocked voice.

I heard the mean remarks the boys were saying ; their laughs and teasing… I reached out with my hand trying to get up…to find something to pull me off the ground…

I still can hear the mean things they’re saying…

Tears escaped my eyes…tears of embarrassment…tears of anger..
I felt a hand on my arm pulling me up…I assumed it was Joury.

“ta3awartay?” his voice was beautiful

I pulled my arm free quickly and as I did that Joury was holding me on both sides.

“7abeebty ta3awartay? Shgalo?”
“I told you this was a mistake take me home” I whispered loudly…

I heard that voice talk to the rude boys…

“he looks like he’s going to hit them...a7san”
“Joury just take me home”
“ok we’ll go now …”

We reached the car and as I was about to get in Joury saw Saif.

“Saif is here”
“What now?” I was not in the mood at all…I just want to go back home…back to my cozy bed.
“I didn’t tell him we’re here…”
Oh please don’t turn out to be another jerk in Joury’s life!!
“CRAP! He’s coming this way!”
“Did he see us?!”
“Yes he was looking around and he saw me…I don’t understand why he’s here”
“Does it look like I know?”
“Shut it! He’s almost here”
“Joury!”
“Saif”
“ga3ad adawerich…shlonich Lulu?”
“can’t you tell?”
“Lulu”
“I’ve been better”
“afaaa”
“so this is Lulu” I heard that voice again...the voice of the man who pulled me off the ground.
“and you are?” I asked still frustrated
“that’s for me to know and you to find out”
“whatever…Joury please”
“degeega Lulu”
“Saif shitsawee ihny?”
“shfeech? Ana gitlich aby ashoofich so I found out where you were going and I came.”
“stalker”
“akeed akoon stalker itha 3indy wa7da mithlich”
“mmm”
“JOOOURRY!” I held my tears long enough I was angry…this isn’t what I thought would happen…

I really didn’t expect this to happen to me.

“I have to go…I’ll see you…ma3aselma”
“alla y7af’6ich” he whispered

She got in and started the engine…

Joury loses herself when she’s around saif…it’s like nothing else exists and it pisses me off…




Am I jealous?




I got into bed and as the doors closed my tears left my eyes…

Who would want me now?

I can’t do anything on my own…it’s like I’m a burden to everyone around me…maybe I would be better off dead.

At least my memories would be that of a different Lulu…not the one everyone sees today.