Blind Love 35

I know it's been a while :$...i've been going through a few things lately which

prevented me from posting sooner and i wasn't inspired that much to write :( but

hopefully i'm back...hopefully? :D? :S... anyways enjoy i'm trying to cut my story short

and get it over with 3ashan trta7on ba3ad...oo it might be the last story i write ;( i do

have a new story idea but i don't think i'll write it anymore ;) anyways enjoy..next post

is determined by the feedback i get from u guys ;)...let's seee...hmmm...40 comments

and i'll post a second post within 24 hours ;) that's the challenge and it'll force me to

write ur next post guys ;P

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Hind:

i told my mom i'm going to the airport tomorrow to pick up Jinan…she didn't mind.

she was actually smiling.

i think she thinks i'm okay with it now…i know that's never going to happen.

I'm trying hard to understand why they're doing this…but i know i never will…

so i crossed my legs under me with a big bucket of popcorn on my thighs watching friends re-runs just to pass time…of course friends was the only thing i'm allowed to watch according to jinan..

anything depressing or lovey dovey is a no no!

and she really didn't want me to watch thrillers and action movies in fear i might do something to the "poor" guy or the family…

To top that i gained so much weight…and that's depressing me more!!

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Jinan:

i wore my pjs…grabbed my friends DVD and just laid in bed watching it…

i hope Hanood's okay…

everything was set…my flight 2mrw is in the morning…i'm going to say goodbye to grandma and head to heathrow airport immediately.

after a few episodes i drifted off to sleep...

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Lulu:

I grabbed My ipod which was somewhere on the nightstand next to my bed…

i placed my earphones on and just imagined things…don't know why i try picturing what he looks like…

maybe i've seen him before…maybe i already know what he looks like?…

i could still hear the horses…i could still feel the hot light breeze…i could still feel his hand on mine…

ugh!!!! SNAP OUT OF IT!

God! it's not like he cares about me i shouldn't go down this road!!!

he's just a nice guy…he's sorry for me…nothing more nothing less…FOCUS!

I tossed in bed…until i fell asleep…with him on my mind haunting me…

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Joury:

"joury"

"hmm?!"

"btgooleeenlee shay?"

"hala?…la2? *awkward giggle* laish?"

"7asait ina fee shay tabeen it9ar7eenee fee…"

"i don't smoke if that what you're wondering * showing tip of tongue and biting tongue*"

i turned heading towards the door with a heavy heart…Did i do the right thing?

he's going to find out sooner or later…what if he get's upset that i didn't tell him?

i reached the door as i put my foot through i held the edge of the wall and looked back…

what if i tell him…what would go so wrong?

his head was leaning on the back wall as he looked up at the stars…

he looked so …different…tired but handsome...

i opened my mouth for words to come out…something,

anything…but i just couldn't…I forced myself to walk into the house….

every step i took i wanted to march back to him and just say it…

i wanted to let him know….

he was wrong and i was right!

i wanted to feel a sense of..of…of something!

ugh! i don't know what i'm thinking…

i walked into lulu's dark room and climbed into bed and tried to sleep…

the unknown can be such a scary thing…wonder what's in store for me…

i pictured myself with Saif…out…having dinner…meeting his family?…children?!…growing old??!!

ugh! whatever will be will be! i'm over thinking! it's saif! my saif!! what am i saying?!! it's Saif…

he's the one! he's the one… he's the one… he's the one… he's the one he's the one he's the one….

i kept repeating until i fell asleep…

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As the girls fell asleep, 9ali7 was hoping for something to happen…anything…

questioning what his heart and mind were telling him…

should he follow his heart and just grab hold of what he wants…

or listen to his mind and let her go…what if they were never meant to be? …

what if she doesn't see him the way he sees her?…

is it fair to come between two that love each other?

he grabbed his car keys wanting to take a ride around the neighborhood to clear his mind…

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The next day:

Joury woke up early the next morning, got dressed and sat in the upstairs living room…

the door bell rang and she signed off on the shipment on behalf of her aunt..

she went back to watching cartoons as the hour passed waiting on lulu to wake up…just then she started recalling yesterday's events…her heart ached over the fact that she didn't tell him about saif but decided to ask for lulu's take in it..

the hour passed and still no sign of lulu waking up..joury got up to walk back to lulu's room when she noticed 9ali7's room open..she scanned the room from as far as she was…didn't seem like 9ali7 was there…his bed was so neat…

did 9ali7 stay out all night she wondered….

"yes salih…i will bring out side…ok ok..i understand..ok..yes okay….goodbye"

"was that 9ali7?" she asked the nanny

"yes…he want his clothes..he no sleep here yesterday…"

"why?!"

"how i know??…first time he go no tell me"

Joury walked passed the nanny and headed to Lulu's room,woke her up and got her clothes out for her.

the girls had breakfast and headed out to the avenues…on their way out the house towards joury's car they ran into 9ali7 picking up his clothes…

"ha wain ray7een?"

"ilavenues"

"laish matgolonlee? "

"shda3wa 9ali7 we're going shopping"

he walked towards joury with judgmental eyes…

"we had a deal…wala tabeenee athakrich?"

she remained quiet…he's pushing her to her limits…

"…i remember *looking away*…5ala9 lulu male 5ilq a6la3 let's go back inside…"

"9ali7! mu mn 9ijk..joury chub imga3datnee mshta6a oo il7een malich 5ilq?"

"la 3adee 5ala9 i'm not in the mood anymore…there's no point.."

"il7een ana gilt may9eer?!"

"5ala9 we're staying home…it has nothing to do with you…bas mazaji mu mall 6al3a"

"kaifich" he turned heading to his car pissed off…

"9ali7! we're heading out ba3ad shwaya…Joury we're going!"

9ali7 didn't reply …he kept walking towards his car…got in and drove off…

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