Blind Love 33

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Hind:

“Hind?”

I heard my mother’s voice on the other side of the door…for a moment I contemplated whether or not to answer her…I really wasn’t in the mood for any talks but maybe my mom is exactly the person I need…

“tfthlay” I ended the call and sat up on my bed.

she walked in with her warm sympathetic smile…just then I balled out into tears next thing I knew I was in my mom’s warm arms as she whispered softly in my ears.

“smla 3alaich…shhhh 5ala9 7abeebty g6a3tay galbi”

“mamaaaa mabee”

“adreee bas 3a6eee fur9a ihwa 5osh wa7d oo may6awf…oo ‘3air hatha oboch i3rfhom wn3m feehom”

“yuma baba ga3d ya’39bnee inny awfg ana a9lan mabee atzwaj! Yuma tkfain mabeee”

“Hind ilrayal 5osh rayal oo ib hal zman wain itlageen rayal san3? B3dain intay shoofee galbich ra7 yrta7 lah ana wathga mn hal shay”

“laish intay it3rfeena mama?”

“ee yuma katha mara salam 3alaina bas mathn shafach ”

“ya3nee ihwa ba3ad mayabeee?!!”

“laa2 l7wl wala gwt ila bla intay dayman chithy titsr3ain itfasreen 3ala kaifich”

“3ayal?”

“mathn shafach bas yadree inich 5osh bnaya oo il7mdela mafeech nag9 oo y3rf oboch oo ihwa mst3d llzwaj”

“shftay!!”

“yuma! Bsmela shno?!”

“ihwa mst3d ytzwaj gilteeha ibnafsich ihwa mist3d…ama anaaaa la2 mu mst3da oo mu mtgabla fkrat ilzwaj! Yuma ana 7a6a ibalee 24 aw 25 3goob matwathaf oo asht’3l mu 20 oo an’39b bil mawthoo3!”

“laylahlallaaa ya omy ya 7abeebty ya hanoodty oboch ma 3a6ahom kilmta ila itha ihwa wathq ina marzouq bys3dich”

“mno hatha ba3ad?!”

“*giggle* alla yahdeech hatha illy mitqadmlich”

“ya7layla oo lah 3ain ytqadam lee ana bafham ma7ad gala inny 9a3ba?!! Oo mathlan mabee atzwaj”

“Hind ist7ay mu jidamee itgooleen chithy”

“yuma ala i5aleech kalmay baba oo gooleela mabee atzwaj”

“hind itha ly ma3aza 3indich shoofee oo kalmee ana oo 5awatch irt7nala”

“shno ilkl i3arfa ila ana?!!!”

“7abeebty ilrayal shareech oo”

“inshala ihwa yaf9a5 il56ba! *raising my hands*”

“*hit on the shoulder* st7ay! Alla laygoola ilrayal 5osh wa7d oo ana abee lich oo mara7 tlgain a7san mna” she said

quickly with a bit of a temper.

“yuma?”

“hala hanoodty”

“itha mart7tlaa batm weya 6ool 3omree 9a7?”

“inshlaa btrta7ainla”

“mama itha mart7tla! Itha mart7tla shb9eeer yuma? Bajabl wa7d 6ool 3omree oo ana mart7t lah wala tgabalta? Oo”

“bas bas hind btrta7ainla ..ma5th gloobna bya5th galbich”

“yuma”

“9adgeenee oo sm3ay kalamee ilrayal b76ich b3yoona…oma mayta 3alaich oo ana a3rfhaa smla 3alaiha it’habl oo

bait’hom wayed eyshabh baitna 3ashan chithy ana ma gidart agool shay”

“inshala”

So what if his mother likes me 7abat’ha il3fya bas the guy doesn’t know me! oo so what if their home oo their

environment is similar to ours?...

Maybe he’s not bad but don’t I matter any more?

Where was my opinion in all this?

Where do I stand in my family?

What about my happiness?

What about me?

What about me?!!!!!!

Don’t I matter?

My mom kissed my forehead and left me with my own thoughts…

I NEED JANOOON ILKALBA!

Dialing jinan…

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Joury:

The whole ride here lulu was talking and I was so thrilled she was excited about the trip…I hope this works and the treatment does it for her.

I kept looking down at my phone, don’t know why but I had this butterfly feeling in my tummy…I do miss him and I do love him…

but…this feeling in me won’t go..

I’m HAPPY but there’s this doubtful feeling if it’ll remain that way.

As I was helping lulu up the stairs 9ali7 cut in and took her from me.

“ana asa3dhaa cham lulu 3indy?” she giggled

I went to find my other phone ….saif’s phone…I wanted to see if there was anything from him there…

I grabbed it placed it in my pocket and headed towards lulu’s bathroom while 9ali7 was on the bed next to lulu talking to her about something I hope he doesn’t ruin what we planned!!!…it’s no time to go over hoops to make sure we just get her to london.

I walked in the bathroom closed the door and pulled out the phone…

I didn’t see the other msgs but I checked the most recent which was a few hours ago…

Ildnya mn ‘3ayrich matiswa

i kept re-reading as a tear escaped me…I miss him and I want to see him…I miss HIM!

I washed my face and removed my make up, got down to my tank top and mini cup cake shorts.

I walked out and saw him on the bed with lulu…as soon as my eyes landed on him and his eyes landed on me I dodged back into the bathroom my face was a little pinkish, I grabbed my New York hoodie and my sweat pants , wore it and went out to see him , he had a faint teasing smile…

“Whatever”

“Whatever? *smirk*”

I tried hiding my smile but I couldn’t…

I got next to lulu on the bed and tucked myself in…

“agoool lulu 7abeebty”

“na3am?”

“Joury mu iz3ach chithy lazga feech, mat5aleech itnameen mirta7a”

“tit7arash?” I laughed

“wayed matnana shlon ta5th ra7at’ha lulu?”

I shot up from the bed

“ana matnana?!!!”

“eee 3alamich intfa5tay? 3asa mashar?”

“9ali7!!!” we said in unison

“na3am?” ib kil brood

“7aram 3alaik!! Latgool chithy”

“alla isam7k” I pulled the covers over me and was slightly panting angrily…

MATNANA?!!

MATNANA?!!?!!!?!!

Okay just half a kilo but shno matnana?!! Ibayn?

“ma3laich mna jour he just likes to tick you off”

“adreee…ma t’3yar…hatha ihwa”

“sh7latee laish at’3ayar? *confident tone*”

my phone started to ring…I grabbed it checking who it was…

My MOM!

I jumped off the bed and answered…

“halaa yuma?”

As soon as Joury shot up 9ali7's eyes were on her...this was his Joury...no one else's...he felt defeated...broken...his eyes were starring at joury's back...wondering if it's about saif and their future together...

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Jinan:

I got home after the park…he was still on my mind…

Sager….

My phone rang and it was hind!

“ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I MISSED U YA 7MARA!!!!! ”

“JINAAAAAAAN! *crying*”

“hanood?! ya 7mara if this is one of those pranks that I don’t really get u better stop it now”

“I’m not pranking*sniff*”

“since when do you cry?”

“JINAN!!*sobs* it’s real!”

“I’m not convinced”

“ugh!! Janoon ya 7mara I’m getting married to a complete stranger and it’s in 2 weeks I can’t do this I can’t stay here I hate him I can’t marry this guy!! I don’t want to get married!”

“…..”

“jinan?”

“hind? *whisper*”

“jinaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!”

“shit”

“eee shitness mu shit! Wainich 3aneee?! Joury oo lulu know”

“why the hell didn’t I know about this sooner!!?!”

“why are u yelling at me!?! I’m the one who’s in pain here!”

“crap ur right :s”

“ee I am!...Jinan?”

“3yoonha”

“what do I do?”

“do you have a choice hanood?”

“not really”

“I’ll be there tomorrow inshalaa”

“what?”

“Shuush bacher ana 3indich oo don’t worry will figure this out hind”

“*crying* I love you”

“I know I love me too”

“*giggle*7maraa”

“ha ha 3an il’3ala6 matabeenee a9kich kaf bacher 9a7?”

“9a7”

“how did this happen?”

“*sigh* baba”

“5ala9 inshala bacher you tell me everything oo inshala it’ll be fine…I’m going to go book a ticket okay love?”

“okaay *tear*”

“ha haa mu tabcheen bacher bakoon 3indich so no crying okay?”

“okay”

“I still can’t picture you crying”

“jinan! Bigger picture please!!”

“yeah okay bacher me and you!!yalaa…ahhh!”

“shfeech?!!!!”

“I was going to fall”

“hablaa *giggle*”

“chub you love me”

“and you love me”

“DUUUUUUUH!”

we ended the phone call and I just stood there....layl7een mu mstw3ba what’s going on.

I grabbed my laptop and hurried to the ground living room…found my mom walk in…

“MAMA!!!”

“bsmlaaa hala?!!”

“yuma barid lkuwait bacher”

“laish mama?*confused*”

“yuma bas for a few days walaht 3ala rfeejatee oo ba5al9 cham sh'3la oo baarid lkom inshlaa”

“kalmay oboch oo shofay shgool” she walked out heading up

“INSHALA I WILL” i yelled focusing on my laptop

“I’m still here mama”

“ohh…sorry :S”

she giggled shaking her head…

I grabbed the phone and dialed baba’s number

“aloo?”

“isalam 3alaikom”

“hala yuba wa3laikom isalam”

“baba barid lkuwait bacher for a few days walaht 3ala my friends oo ashoof iljam3a mara wa7da oo barid okay?”

“shway shway *chuckle* sh3indich blkuwait?"

"mako shay bas bashoof hind oo joury oo lulu oo ashoof iljam3a oo barid"

"….5ala9 okay il7een a5lee ilmandoob ya7jizlich…zahbay a’3rathich…agool 7abeebty ana agool itrdeen lkuwait oo

mala da3ee itrdeen hnee shrayich? Yaditich il7mdela mafeeha ila il3afya”

“laa2 baabaaa anaa barid London okay please baba”

“inshalaa yalaa 7abeebty lazem amshee”

“okay mashkoor baba”

“il3afo 7abeebty bas deerbalich …oo t’thakeray ilrules okay?”

“inshala lat7atee baba rosita ma3ay”

“inshlaa yala 7abeebty ma3a salama”

“ma3a ilsalama”

I got up oo asked for the big traveling bag to be set in my room and for the housekeeper to help…

After I finished packing I got a call…

I checked the screen it was an unknown caller so I ignored..

A few mints later I got a msg…

stalker creep:

missed me? wainich 3aneee 7ayatee? may9eer t5tfeen oo ana madreee

great i'm going back to the creep 2mrw ugh! if only he would just let me be!

i threw my phone on my bed and walked into the bathroom for a nice shower.

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