Part 60 ;***

DALAL:

The last couple of days I was with 7amad in the mornings and Yousef at nights.
Any stranger would think the worse about me. I’ve only seen Yousef in the chalets and I’m getting more attached to him.

I like him but I’m not even sure if we’re together…

I can’t explain it it’s so weird… but I feel like something’s off. I still don’t know what it is but…I just have this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach…I’m hoping it’s just that time of month.

maby asa2la!!! What if I asked and he’s not into me and it scares him or he looks at me differently?!!! And what if we are together and he get upsets!!!!


UGH!!! FAJOOOR WAS RIGHT THIS IS SO COMPLICATED!!!!


He kept talking about his day and the people in his life. He was more open to me than ever before.

I’m just going to say it…

“Yousef?”
“3yoona”
“em…can I ask you something?”
“no *shocked and he smiled* you can ask me anything”
“em..*taking in a breath* what are we? *he looked shocked CRAP!!!* I mean we’re friends right?” it was hard to read him…SHIT

I think he wants us to be friends otherwise he wouldn’t have been shocked…right?

“friends?!...*upset trying to hide it*” he looked away
“Yousef?” fear was audible in my voice
“Dalal we’re more than friends…I thought you knew that”
“emm I didn’t mean…eh..” SHIT
“Dalal…I have a hard time expressing my feelings… I usually don’t…I’ve never opened up to anyone not even my best friend …but with you I do…I feel like I need to say this...” OH CRAP…DON’T! YOU’LL SCARE ME!!! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT??!??????!???!!!!!

“Yousef”
“Dalal you need to know that I was never serious with any girl…I had my fun and that was it…” WHAT THE HELL IS HE SAYING!!!!
“Yousef please”
“No you should know what type of guy I am….I’m always with my friends…I’ve never been in love and I care about you”

He could see the fear in my eyes…if my ankle wasn’t broken I would’ve run.

“Yousef *clearing my throat it was suddenly all dry* I’ve never”
“I know”
“And I’m not ready” his eyes were hurt but he kept his gaze.
“I’m not expecting anything…I just want to be with you” he helped me up.
PLEASE!! IT’S SO OBVIOUS THAT IT’S A LINE!!
“how many girls have you said that to?” I laughed
“it’s not funny…I’m serious” I stepped away from him with my crunches overwhelmed
“you don’t even know me”
“maybe I do”
“it’s not funny”
“are you mocking me*smiling devilishly” he stepped closer to me…

“it’s late I have to get back inside” I turned to walk away from him
“I didn’t mean to scare you…I’ll walk you to the door”
“no!... I mean there’s no need to do that”
“I want to*smiling his bad boy smile*”…

So he walked me to the door

“good night twinkle toes *winking and turning around to leave*” my heart moved from its place…am I falling for him?

I went to my room….UGH!!! mufahma shay!!!









As I walked to my room my eyes landed on him…on his computer…SHIRTLESS!!!... MEN!!!!

He turned and saw me a smile painted on his face…I smiled back he lifted his hand and tapped on his watched…ya3nii it’s late HAHAHA

I laughed and shrugged my shoulder’s he shook his head slowly with a smile.

I went to close the curtains when 7amad signaled me not to.
7amad: don’t
Dalal: why? Abby anam!!!
7amad: magilt la tnameen bas don’t close the curtains
Dalal: ur weird have u noticed?
7amad: I’ve been told
Dalal: I’m closing them
7amad: DALAAL!!!
Dalal: shfeeek?!!! I’m changing!!! Or do u want to watch?!!
7amad: I don’t mind ;P
Dalal: :O
I looked up at him with my head titling to one side and an eye brow raised
7amad:looool!! Change in the bathroom ;(
Dalal: IT’S MY ROOM!!!
7amad: not for long
Dalal: ?????
7amad: nothing ;P
Dalal: sharb shay?
7amad: afffa ashrab welaa a3zimich?
Dalal: looool give me some ;P
7amad: sta’3ferella!!
Dalal: kidding kidding (A)
7amad: change
Dalal: inshalal illy taby.

I closed the curtains and while I was doing that I got pinged like a thousand times.

7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
7amad: ping!
Dalal: WHAT?!!!!!! ;@
7amad: ;(
Dalal: hahhaha u deserve it!!!
7amad: ;O
Dalal: let me CHANGE!!!!
7amad: change change

I got into my PJ’s and I went and opened my curtains…prince charming gave me too thumbs up I shook my head at him.

I walked to my bathroom and after I was done I got into bed and I noticed that 7amad was in bed with his laptop his lights were off except for his bed lamp.

I switched my lights off and climbed into bed.

“good night” he mouthed
“good night” I mouthed back

7amad:don’t sleep
Dalal: 7AMAD!!! Shfeek?!!
7amad: 7amad mara wa7da?
Dalal: ur driving me crazy!!!! Aby anam :’(
7amad: no!
Dalal: no? and ur stopping me? GOOD NIGHT!!!
7amad: u won’t sleep ;)
Dalal: watch me (A)
7amad: Dalooooooooooooooooooool ;( mafeeny ilnoom don’t sleep
Dalal: ana feeny ilnoom!!! Shbasway? 3abalik sleeping pill? Am I that boring?!!
7amad: ma gilt shay!!! I just want to talk…
Dalal: 7amad it’s 3:45!!!! Aby anam!
7amad: fine *looking heartbroken on his bed*
Dalal: I hate u! meet me outside to talk I’m tired from typing.
7amad: u say that alot!! ;D
Dalal: yeah yeah…u owe me BIG!!
7amad: illy tabeena ;)

I made my way down quietly and out to the porch.
7amad was there with a shirt in his hand. He has a body that’ll drive women crazy!!! my eyes were on him…his beautiful manly body.
“hey*sleepy*”
“hey to you too”

He took my crutches as he sat me on the steps. I was in my pink and white PJ’s and he was in his grey training pant and his white shirt was still in his hand.

“talk*cranky*”
“Dalool*sad tone* mu chithy”
“7amad*sad tone* walla aby anam”
“then we better fix that”
“no no I like it…I want to sleep shrayik we get you sleeping pills?”
“*laughing*min awal’ha you’re drugging me?”
“easiest and fastest solution *placing my head on his bare shoulder* what do you suggest?*yawn*”
He lifted his shoulder up and down. HE SHOOK OFF MY HEAD!
“Dalool latnameen”
“bas ishwaya” I laid my back on the floor I could see 7amad’s bare back…one word….GORGEOUS! he wore his white shirt…LAISH???!!!

He leaned back and lied next to me.

We talked and I was getting sleepier.

I pushed myself back now my entire body was flat on the floor. 7amad did the same. We were next to each other our eyes connecting.

My eye lids were heavy and I surrendered to them willingly.


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As Dalal fell asleep 7amad studied her face and took in her scent.
He slightly traced her features with his fingers. Going over her eyebrows, her cheeks, her jaw line, her nose and lastly her lips.
Dalal moaned and moved slightly in place. 7amad froze in his place; his eyes glued on her waiting. Dalal unconsciously moved closer to 7amad placing her head on his chest.
7amad’s heart was way ahead of him…it took him a while to digest that his Dalal was asleep on top of him.
He had a loving smile and he placed one hand around Dalal and his other supporting his head.
He was able to fall asleep as soon as he embraced Dalal.
…………………………………………………………………

I opened my eyes in a very bright place. I squeezed my eyes shut. I could smell something mind-blowing…it was making me dizzy. My head resting on something warm and it seems to be moving…rising! I wasn’t in my room!!!! Shit!! I was with 7amad!!!

I woke up finding myself next to him…my head resting on his chest!!
I freaked out!! His arm was around me!!! I got off him trying not to wake him. My heart pounding and my eyes nearly exploding!! He looked so beautiful asleep. Ya3nii mako faida!!! 7ilw awake and asleep?!!!! MEN!!

As I finally released his grip on me 7amad shot up frightened. Both our eyes met and we both looked freaked out!!! THIS IS NOT GOOD!!!

He looked at me as if he was realizing something…I couldn’t look at him anymore my face was burning!!!

HOW THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN?!!!!!!!!

I got up so quickly I couldn’t face him or talk…STUPID STUPID!!!!

Of course I am known for my gracefulness my good leg twisted and I lost my balance my body ready for the fall down the porch stairs.

I closed my eyes shut ready for the impact but the only impact I felt was around my waist.
My eyes landed on him and his masculine arm around me.

“lo 6ay7a ?!!! shway shway Dalal!” he was angry!

I was tongue tied!!! I was so quiet my heart however was louder than anything!!
I reached for my crutches; his hands on my waist; I placed my crutches and tried to walk but I couldn’t my right leg was in pain!!!!

“a77”
“shfeech?*arms on both sides ready to catch me*” I shook my head and took another step
“a77 a77”
“Dalal? Reelich?” I nodded. He took my crutches away and lifted me off the ground into his loving arms…he walked into our living room placing me softly on the couch.

He lifted my right ankle examining it…my skin tinkled as he caressed my ankle with his thumb and shivers were created by his touch…

“baroo7 ayeeb thalch” I nodded
WHAT’S WITH ME!!!! SPEAK YOU MORON!!

He came back with 2 bottles of water and ice in a tiny zipper seal plastic bag…(the one used for sandwiches)

I reached out my hand to take it but he refused.
He held my right ankle and placed the ice carefully on top.

I flinched it was somewhat cold, he smiled.
“7arkeeha” he ordered
I did…it was better…a lot.
“I’m good thanks”
“good *keeping the ice on my ankle and his eyes glued to my ankle*” I think he was avoiding my eyes as much as I wanted to avoid his.

He sneaked a few peeks but I pretended I was clueless. He handed me a bottle and I drank…the more awkward it got I drank…