Saturday, October 23, 2010

Blind Love 36

As promised..and to be fair i'm not sure it got to 40 but this goes to the anon that tried her best to get it there ;P


reminder guys these stories are not real or based on true event...they're all made up and it kinda shows from the never ending drama :P


enjoy and comment...let see this is going to be tough...30 comments excluding anons *i'm sorry* and i'll post the next post ;** it's the only way i force myself to write :$


anyways where were we?...oh yes....




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Joury and Lulu headed to the avenues…each one thinking of what's coming ahead...


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Jinan:


i walked into the hospital heading towards my grandma's wing…and into her suite…


i kissed her goodbye…got the rulebook from mom…of course my dad threw in a few of his rules as well, since i'll be home alone…


i then headed down to 3amee Fahad's room, knocked and walked in finding him lying down on the hospital bed wearing the blue hospital robe.


it's the first time i see him lying down…


"9aba7 il5air"


"halla bl'3alyaa…*fixing his posture*"


"shlonk ilyoom?"


"wala b5air…shlonich yuba?"


"il7mdela…baroo7 ilma6ar il7een *awkward smile*"


"ha, sh3indich fil ma6ar?"


"rada lkuwait"


"laaa? blsalama yuba…"


"alla esalmk…"


"3ad hall zain *touching his face* will jamal it5aleena? wala ma3indich salfa"


"*laughing* laa kilha cham yom oo barid inshala"


"adree feech farqay 9a3b…" i laughed so hard…


"3ad shofay ana agool hal kalam 3adee ana 7isbat yadich bas itha wa7d mn hal shabab igoolich chithy mu it9adgeena…chlaab ma3indhom shay '3air ilbanat"


i kept laughing…


"inshala..laa afa 3alaik mayinga9 3alay bhal s'hoola"


"3afyaaa 3ala bnty….3ad mu tabcheeen…adree btolheen 3alay *tapping on his chest* bas t7mlay…ana akon na6rich hnee"


"wa3ad?"


"ya3nee wain baroo7 yuba?…3ad latyeen weedich 5alya..mray starbuck…yeebeelee cham shay *wink*"


"'3aly w6alab r5eee9…*smile*"


we talked for a few mnts…he told me a short story about him and his brother at the airport…i laughed so hard…i'm so going to miss him :(


I walked away and just as i was about to leave he called me…


"halla yuba?" i quickly placed my hand over my mouth…i called him yuba STUPID SLIP UP!


"3adeee ana 7isbat oboch *laughing*" i smiled shyly…


"deerbalich jinan mawa9eech mashy?"


"inshala"


"oo itha i7tjtay shay ita9lay 3alay"


"laa inshala mara7 a7taj shay"


"inshala bas mu tst7een ay shay nag9ich ana mawjood"


"inshaala *shy*…ma3a ilsalama"


"allla i7afthich yuba"


i wanted to spend the entire day with him but i had a plane to catch :S…i didn't see Sager unfortunately…


don't know why i was hoping to see him before i leave.


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Hind:


I grabbed and shoved all my things as fast as i could into my Lv cross bag…hurried to the bathroom and applied a coat of mascara and some blush since i was very pale …


ran to my closet and pulled out my cardigan and skinny jeans and tied my hair up into a high neat pony tail with a few strands falling down…


i hurried towards my door snatching my gladiators and running towards my car…


her airplane landed 10 mnts ago! and i just found out! i hate when these things happen!! why was it ahead of schedule?!


ya3neee stick to a freaking time!…


mall da3eee it get's bummed up before the actual landing time or delayed after the landing time!…


i got in and pressed on the pedal hurrying to the airport…


i got into the parking and looked for a parking which took about 5 mnts…it's good that it's morning otherwise there's no chance in hell i'll find a parking at night…


I walked in and waited for Janoon to come out…i kept checking my phone if she called…nothing…so i called her…


as i was waiting for her to answer there walked out from behind the sliding doors... my gorgeous best friend busy with her large Prada bag trying to find something and pushing the cart at the same time…i hung up and ran towards her…


that's when she saw me and she let out a squeal…


i hugged her so hard and started to cry! i'm such an idiot! i don't cry…i don't even hug!


this marriage thing is changing me to the worse!


"Ya 7maraaaa!!! i missed you!"


"I missed you too!! ya kalbaaa matnanaaa!!!"


"I know *sad face*"


" *pushing me backwards and taking a better look* wayed!"


"chub that doesn't help you know"


"look at my baby all chubby and down because of a stranger"


"ee kalb! i don't like him all!"


"i don't either! let's go get coffee and tell me everything"


"now?...you just got back...we haven't even left the airport..."


"isn't this the whole point of me being here? *straight face*"


"yeah but...it's morning...do we really want to get into this now?"


"yes we do *smile* and you're going to tell me everything...now move that fat ass of yours and help me"


"Haaaaay! cheap shot!"


i actually laughed...i missed her and she understands me better than anyone... i just want to wake up from this messed up nightmare!...

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Joury:


my whole morning got messed up because of 9ali7…shda3wa…it's not like i'm committing a crime!


it doesn't matter…in a week's time he won't have a say in my life anymore i'll be saif's fiance and i won't have to listen to 9ali7 anymore…i hope at least.


i parked my car and helped lulu out…


it kills me what she's going through and the fact that she doing this for me…


i know how much she hates being in the public and having to feel like the whole world is looking at her…


hopefully our plan for her will work…it's only a matter of time and we'll find out…


"Lulu!"


"*gasp!* besmla! lat5ar3eenee!!"


"asfa :$ but there's a dress i want to check out…left lulu"


"yala"


"this is perfect for you"


"who?"


"you! ba3ad mno?


"ana shako? today is your day…focus we're looking for your engagement dress"


"waih…3ady i'll find me a dress…it's no biggie…anyways this is too cute to let go of"


"okay get it for yourself… you know I'm not comfortable wearing dresses anymore"


"remind me why again"


"because it's logic!…i can't tell if it looks good…i don't know if i'm sitting properly and the whole shaving part…it's hard let's just let that go.."


"lulu…you don't shave so don't put that as an excuse…kill shahar ray7a ilsalon to get a wax oo now shave? *sarcastic tone*"


"bas i don't go to the salon anymore…the lady comes to me *victory smile*"


"ilmuhm and the sitting thing wear shorts and that's it problem solved…no need to worry if something might show and the girls will tell you"


"bas that's the point i don't want to have to be told that i need to sit differently or if i need a wax or if my dress or skirt doesn't work well with me…joury wala it's just a headache waiting to happen"


"lulu trust me this dress was designed for you"


"okay this must be one hell of a dress for you to nag this much"


"nag? *scary tone* oh no sweety you did not just say that"


" *giggle* aaa yeah i did…and give me the damn dress…i'm not trying it on though..we're buying it"


"woah when did you get so tough?"


"i have no idea *giggle* yala look for something to wear on thursday"


"yes ma'am"


"*giggle* jour stop"


"whatever you want missy"


2 hours later…


joury found her dress…it was decent…not that special but it was good enough.


They sat at a restaurant and ordered a meal to share since they weren't that hungry.


as they were sitting waiting for their lunch order joury opened the topic about 9ali7 and Saif...

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Hind and Jinan left the airport heading to coffee shop on the beach for the "talk"…


at the coffee shop:


Just as Jinan was about to have her seat she got a buzz indicating a received msg…


she pulled out her cellphone and checked who it was…unfortunately for her it was none other than stalker creep…


from stalker creep:


Jinan ya3nee laymita hal 7arakat? faj2a t5tfeen ooo faj2a trdeen mayamdee ilwa7d ystaw3b…il7een wainich? oo deerbalich 7abeebty latroo7een mukan illa gaylatlee ;**


she shoved her cell phone in her pocket letting out a loud sigh…


Hind got the drinks as the topic was brought up and hind poured her heart out to Jinan hoping that she might hold the answers but all jinan could do was listen …


when hind was done…jinan started to come with something…anything..but there was nothing the girls could do…


"*gasp* what if you drive him away?!! *clapping*"


"how?.."


"just be the opposite of what he wants!…"


"i can't get a divorce!"


"ya 7mara! mu divorce before you get married…drive him away…just show him you're everything he doesn't want in a wife or partner!!"


"i don't know *histant*"


"it's brilliant i tell ya! not only will it work but atleast you'll be off the hook!"


" i know bas how?! you realize milchty is in a week! and i haven't met the guy!! MILCHA! MILCHA! mu 56ba! i'm marrying him in a weeks time!"


"that gives us a week…i think we can do it and if not then at least you'll know you tried you're best and well frankly if after this plan and this guy still wants to marry you…then he's none other than a phsyco"


"great…if my efforts of driving him away won't work then i'll be known as the girl who married a phsyco…that makes me so much better *sarcastic*"


"chub it'll work…just be the unmarriable type…loud…stubborn… revoulting…uncordinated…uneducated…act dumb and a know it all at the same time! they hate that!"


"shlon balla?! it's either i act dumb or pretend to be a know it all pick one!!"


"talk about something stupid and pretend you're a genius in that field…like…aa corn *waving hand in the air*"


"corn? *confused*"


" eee…just talk about corn all the time..like it's the reason you wake up everyday…you're soulmate"


"corn?!"


"go with me on this"


"jinan!! corn!"


"i don't know! just talk about the same thing over and over and over again..interrupt him…and accidently pour something on him and laugh…"


"ya7mara shayfatnee?!!@@"


"do you want out of this marriage or not?!"


"you know i can't do that!"


"Hind *straight face* it's you…if anyone you're the one who can do this"


"so our goal is to sabotage this before anything official happens!…"


"BINGO!"


"*laughing* okay seems simple enough!"


"here's what we'll do….first"


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Thursday, October 21, 2010

Blind Love 35

I know it's been a while :$...i've been going through a few things lately which


prevented me from posting sooner and i wasn't inspired that much to write :( but


hopefully i'm back...hopefully? :D? :S... anyways enjoy i'm trying to cut my story short


and get it over with 3ashan trta7on ba3ad...oo it might be the last story i write ;( i do


have a new story idea but i don't think i'll write it anymore ;) anyways enjoy..next post


is determined by the feedback i get from u guys ;)...let's seee...hmmm...40 comments


and i'll post a second post within 24 hours ;) that's the challenge and it'll force me to


write ur next post guys ;P


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Hind:


i told my mom i'm going to the airport tomorrow to pick up Jinan…she didn't mind.


she was actually smiling.


i think she thinks i'm okay with it now…i know that's never going to happen.


I'm trying hard to understand why they're doing this…but i know i never will…


so i crossed my legs under me with a big bucket of popcorn on my thighs watching friends re-runs just to pass time…of course friends was the only thing i'm allowed to watch according to jinan..


anything depressing or lovey dovey is a no no!


and she really didn't want me to watch thrillers and action movies in fear i might do something to the "poor" guy or the family…


To top that i gained so much weight…and that's depressing me more!!





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Jinan:




i wore my pjs…grabbed my friends DVD and just laid in bed watching it…


i hope Hanood's okay…


everything was set…my flight 2mrw is in the morning…i'm going to say goodbye to grandma and head to heathrow airport immediately.


after a few episodes i drifted off to sleep...





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Lulu:


I grabbed My ipod which was somewhere on the nightstand next to my bed…


i placed my earphones on and just imagined things…don't know why i try picturing what he looks like…


maybe i've seen him before…maybe i already know what he looks like?…


i could still hear the horses…i could still feel the hot light breeze…i could still feel his hand on mine…


ugh!!!! SNAP OUT OF IT!


God! it's not like he cares about me i shouldn't go down this road!!!


he's just a nice guy…he's sorry for me…nothing more nothing less…FOCUS!


I tossed in bed…until i fell asleep…with him on my mind haunting me…


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Joury:





"joury"


"hmm?!"


"btgooleeenlee shay?"


"hala?…la2? *awkward giggle* laish?"


"7asait ina fee shay tabeen it9ar7eenee fee…"


"i don't smoke if that what you're wondering * showing tip of tongue and biting tongue*"





i turned heading towards the door with a heavy heart…Did i do the right thing?


he's going to find out sooner or later…what if he get's upset that i didn't tell him?


i reached the door as i put my foot through i held the edge of the wall and looked back…


what if i tell him…what would go so wrong?


his head was leaning on the back wall as he looked up at the stars…


he looked so …different…tired but handsome...


i opened my mouth for words to come out…something,


anything…but i just couldn't…I forced myself to walk into the house….


every step i took i wanted to march back to him and just say it…


i wanted to let him know….


he was wrong and i was right!


i wanted to feel a sense of..of…of something!


ugh! i don't know what i'm thinking…


i walked into lulu's dark room and climbed into bed and tried to sleep…


the unknown can be such a scary thing…wonder what's in store for me…


i pictured myself with Saif…out…having dinner…meeting his family?…children?!…growing old??!!


ugh! whatever will be will be! i'm over thinking! it's saif! my saif!! what am i saying?!! it's Saif…


he's the one! he's the one… he's the one… he's the one… he's the one he's the one he's the one….


i kept repeating until i fell asleep…



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As the girls fell asleep, 9ali7 was hoping for something to happen…anything…


questioning what his heart and mind were telling him…


should he follow his heart and just grab hold of what he wants…


or listen to his mind and let her go…what if they were never meant to be? …


what if she doesn't see him the way he sees her?…


is it fair to come between two that love each other?


he grabbed his car keys wanting to take a ride around the neighborhood to clear his mind…



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The next day:



Joury woke up early the next morning, got dressed and sat in the upstairs living room…


the door bell rang and she signed off on the shipment on behalf of her aunt..


she went back to watching cartoons as the hour passed waiting on lulu to wake up…just then she started recalling yesterday's events…her heart ached over the fact that she didn't tell him about saif but decided to ask for lulu's take in it..


the hour passed and still no sign of lulu waking up..joury got up to walk back to lulu's room when she noticed 9ali7's room open..she scanned the room from as far as she was…didn't seem like 9ali7 was there…his bed was so neat…


did 9ali7 stay out all night she wondered….


"yes salih…i will bring out side…ok ok..i understand..ok..yes okay….goodbye"


"was that 9ali7?" she asked the nanny


"yes…he want his clothes..he no sleep here yesterday…"


"why?!"



"how i know??…first time he go no tell me"


Joury walked passed the nanny and headed to Lulu's room,woke her up and got her clothes out for her.


the girls had breakfast and headed out to the avenues…on their way out the house towards joury's car they ran into 9ali7 picking up his clothes…


"ha wain ray7een?"


"ilavenues"


"laish matgolonlee? "


"shda3wa 9ali7 we're going shopping"


he walked towards joury with judgmental eyes…


"we had a deal…wala tabeenee athakrich?"


she remained quiet…he's pushing her to her limits…


"…i remember *looking away*…5ala9 lulu male 5ilq a6la3 let's go back inside…"


"9ali7! mu mn 9ijk..joury chub imga3datnee mshta6a oo il7een malich 5ilq?"


"la 3adee 5ala9 i'm not in the mood anymore…there's no point.."


"il7een ana gilt may9eer?!"


"5ala9 we're staying home…it has nothing to do with you…bas mazaji mu mall 6al3a"


"kaifich" he turned heading to his car pissed off…


"9ali7! we're heading out ba3ad shwaya…Joury we're going!"



9ali7 didn't reply …he kept walking towards his car…got in and drove off…



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Monday, October 18, 2010

Life?

It's strange how life works...don't you think?


things happen...

things that change you...

things that make you stronger...

things that define and shape who you are and what you'll be...


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it's funny how as the years pass...

we lose grip of what's real and true...

we make mistakes...

we hurt people...

people dear to us and people that cross our paths...



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we Regret our mistakes...


we regret hurting our loved ones more...


"what if" haunts our minds...


what if things were different...


what if i was different...


what if i wasn't the reason for your pain...


what if you weren't the reason for mine...


what if...what if...what if...and it goes on and on...

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we back each other up ... yet we stab each others back...

we hurt, stab and lie ...is that the definition of being human?

did we somehow make it an excuse for all the bad we do?

or are we just afraid?...

is it because we fear the unknown?...

is it Fear that drives us?

or is it love and faith?

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we love

we care

we pray

we dream

we wish

we hope ...


we are what we are... or is it just life?